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District 2 || Broken Hearts

The moment I realized where I was about to be, I nearly broke down. I had a feeling this was going to be the hardest speech to make and I almost refused to stay. Calanthe had wrote me a few sentences of notes that I could say but I couldn’t take them. Although the words would be painful and hard, I knew exactly what I wanted to say. The giant crowd of District 2 silences as I walk onto stage.

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#Katie you killed me

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JAYAPUFF ! <3

Funniest Moment: Jaya & her creampuffs

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Best Death: 3-way Tie between Jaya, James, & Amity

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The Fallen: The Last To Fall

And with that, Ladies and Gentleman, we have our winner!

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Final Standings:

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Finale:

Are you ready?

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#arena #arenatask

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Oh my .... CREAMPUFFS *.* 

Another parachute floats down to Jaya in the dark. She’s already happy to have received the sais… what else could it be? She opens the chute and finds a plate of creampuffs and a note saying:

“Help comes from places where you least expect it, You’re so close to the end, Don’t mess it all up now”

She’s not sure who it’s from but she’s delighted by the creampuffs. Razoul laughs. Someone sent her some after all.

#Thanks NJ #;)

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I reached out for the parachute and opened it hastily. Someone had send us something or Razoul. I was giggling as I opened the box. My hand grazed the metallic blade and tears came to my eyes. Someone had just given me the most important thing someone could have in this arena. Sais. My weapon of choice. My hand flew to my mouth as I grabbed the two sais with my free hand and looked at the sharp blade. 

"Sais... I can win this with those weapons..." I said pleased with the gift someone had made me. There was no note but I knew someone wanted me to win. I grinned at Raz and bit my bottom lip. "you never saw me fight with this, did you?" I chuckled happily swinging one of the sais in my hand. 

Another faint beeping became audible over us. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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yay ! Thank you ;) 

While still in the arena, a parachute floats down to Jaya as she lay snuggled with Razoul. It lands on the grass next to them, within reach. With the flashlight, Jaya examines her gift. What she finds inside makes her smile. Someone has gifted her her weapon of choice: sais.

There is no note, but she looks up at the sky, knowing who it’s from.

#:P

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In my head, I kept wondering who will kill him, who will take the life of the one I love. Which face will haunt me for the rest of my days ? I shook my head closing my eyes and letting them rest. "You know we deserve both the same." I grabbed his hand and squeezed it. 

"I'll go through it for you. At least I'll try." I said trying to comfort him. There was nothing I could say to make him feel better about his decision besides promising him I would live the life he was offering me. "What are the things you want me to do ? or experience?" I asked him. "I wanted to do things that I know you'll appreciate me doing." I giggled. I was going to get everything I could from my man when he was there. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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I closed my eyes feeling his hand on my cheek. Two tears dropped onto my cheeks listening to his choice of name. I put my hand over his on my neck and smiled. "Yasmine Sarraf it is then." I giggled because it sounded perfect and I wanted it to happen. The simple thought lingering in my brain sent waves of joy through my limbs. I kissed him softly enjoying this afternoon a lot more than I thought I would at the beginning. I fell back down onto my back feeling warm under the sleeping bag. 

"There will be another person I will miss..." I whispered a few minutes after. "If I win that is. It might be more hurtful than missing my mother but I guess I'm familiar with it." I spoke to myself more than to him. I tried to reassure my heart that it would be alright but nothing would delete the pain of loving someone who passed away. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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I rested my head on him biting my lip listening to his vision of our perfect child. A tear dropped from my eye as he spoke about a baby girl exploring the garden. The spitting image of me .... I giggled softly letting the idea spread into my body as I felt my heart swell from the single notion of having a child with him. 

"If she would be the spitting image of her mother," I turned around on my side to be closer to him, " and from her father, she'll want the games and she'll be stubborn about it." I chuckled biting my lip. "But I'm more stubborn so she wouldn't be allowed." I shrugged finally realizing the thoughts behind my father's actions. 

I felt the tear ran down his cheek and I kissed it away. "You'd want to name her Yasmine?" I said with a trembling voice full of emotions. This meant the world to me. "Why? We could use other names. There are plenty of names... maybe there's something you'll like more?" I said selflessly. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

#you stop #ugh #*dead*

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I kissed him back and grinned. "You can't miss anything silly because I can't get married without you." I giggled admitting to myself that I would never get married. I didn't linger on the thought as I already had thought that my heart would belong to only one person and it was Razoul. 

"You're lucky you know. You got the girl everyone wants..." I teased him remembering the line of boys my father had brought at home. I looked up to the trees. It was so dark and I wondered if the sun would come up tomorrow liberating us from the darkness. I'd make a happy dance just because I'd be able to see his face again. Every minute was important. 

I shifted a bit feeling the pain in my stomach. "So... if you and I had a kid, how would we name it?" I giggled at the thought. I didn't even bother to think that he probably hadn't ever thought about that. Maybe he didn't want any kids. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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I moved into a more comfortable position, my head laying onto his shoulder I giggled. "I don't want to move either... and I can't really." I bit my lip softly. 

As I looked up into the sky, I imagined what it would be like to be in district 2. It didn't make me sad to invent what we could be like at home with the people we love. "I had a dream the first night we were in the arena, when we were in a tree." I said softly swallowing the nerves that had built inside of me hastily. 

"I just want to share with you because it's probably the best dream I'll ever have." I gripped his shirt. "I walked down the aisle to meet you. You looked absolutely perfect. Our families were so happy. I wish I could show you because that deserved a picture. The most perfect couple of District 2." I giggled happily just thinking about  it. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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I snuggled closer to him and breathed in his smell as he promised he would always watch over me. It had been so short... the time we had together. So short and yet so meaningful. I had never felt anything like that before. No one had reached for my heart the way he had. "I don't want plenty to live for, I just want you and I can't have you." I whispered kissing his neck as my hand trailed down his chest. 

My body pressed against his missing his closeness since three days now. Killing Sephie had at least giving me the possibility to have him for me for the last days we had together. I shrugged away the grain of guilt I had been ignoring since earlier. There wasn't anything more important than him to my eyes. There will never be anything more significant.  I trailed kisses on his jaw, my face arriving in front of his. I smiled as I kissed him again not being able to refrain myself from giving a show to the audience. "I bet the capitol is loving this..." I giggled in between soft kisses on his lips. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

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I bit my lip as he stopped talking. Everything I saw would just make him angrier at me and I couldn't take it. I sighed as I felt his hand reach for mine  letting my fingers entwine with his. 

I squeezed his hand. "I will. It will get me out but then I'll be left with nothing." I sighed not willing to even think about what could happen out of this arena. This was my life and I'll probably be stuck in the arena for the rest of it. I  slipped in the sleeping bag closer to him and brough my hand on his cheek. 

"If there is one thing I know, it's that even if we are separated, I will always love you. You and I fit perfectly. Perfect things don't last forever because life is cruel but it doesn't matter. Because you will be in my mind every second of every day wherever I am." I scooted closer and delicately pushed my lips on his. I parted mine letting him deepen the kiss. A kiss that meant more to me than my own life. 

We're Still a Team, You and I || Raja

#*dead*