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in like 3 days i will be done with finals and get 3 months to myself. last summer was trauma city and all summers before those had something horrible happening as well. so this will be the first summer where my life is not going off the fucking walls and i just get to quietly do my job and exist and stuff. really, really needed

#musings #i might slowly re-enter the socialization fray :’) feeling a lot less crazy now that i am (gasp) regularly getting sleep #and i do still have my overseas trip coming up!!! going to england to visit bonusmom. emosh.

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progression of time is linear again i swear to god i might start crying ohhhhh my goddddddd

#musings #my memory is no longer just confused and blurred and missing chunks?????? #i can remember what happened in a linear chart of college + summer + now????? #this is . oh my god my whole self makes sense again? GRAPHABLE

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Marigold and Gale embarrass themselves in front of each other. Par for the course, really.

this fic is not a backlog fic. this is a fic i wrote literally right now tonight. definitely this game is doing things to my brain chemistry.

#fic #marigold fic #bg3 #thank you to all my followers who are still with me even as my blog does whatever it is currently doing

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seduced as of late by the notion of not being the best at everything or even anything and instead just existing. didn’t even know that was an option

#musings #it is so relaxing to not have sky high and completely incoherent expectations.

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I'm finally playing bg3. here's my mandatory campsite art 😇 first. alfira version

this one is with my tav instead of alfira. I call them stav (stevietav). stav is a big guy and nothing like real stevie it's delightful

#bg3 #COZY

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As their relationship takes on a new dimension, Gale learns a thing or two about one of Marigold's… extracurricular projects.

#fic #bg3 #marigold fic #this was one of my favorites to write. freak 4 freak romance is so important to me

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kaiju, did you reference—

is that—

go on, say it

#EXTREMELY AND UNBELIEVABLY RELEVANT TO MY INTERESTS #bg3

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half asleep i need to write this down. Giles and jaheira would have a vibe. he likes emotionally avoidant secret softie women who have 20 million problems with them and she has a notable soft spot for soft spoken slightly dorky men. AND THEY ARE BOTH FAIL PARENTS. i think there could be something there

#musings #something healthy? uh

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periods should be outlawed

#musings #every fucking month. what the fuck

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BG3. Wyllstarion. Inspired by the fic "Hear You Me" by @ghastlytofu which does such a lovely job of its core concept from both POVs that I didn't even properly leave a comment or bookmark it yet 'cause apparently I went straight to picking up my pen.

#oh god ok. oh fuck #bg3

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#bg3 #hyperventilating trying not to laugh

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in case anyone’s wondering what i’m doing right now :) there are four posted stories in this series (something like 11-12 total currently, posted and unposted, with more pending) and i will probably throw another one up there tonight! someday an actual narrative will happen but this one is very much “first play through impulse fics to get to know my tav.”

#bg3 #marigold fic #starting to understand her vibe a LOT better tbh #i think she turned out very squirrelly and hesitant in these in a way she may not be if i try n make a real narrative flow thing!!! #mostly she is a little baker with a big heart.

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#maybe reblogging this thinking about calendiles . can we talk about that for a second

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2024 Leverage Rewatch:1x5 The Mile High Job I now pronounce you man and wife.

#leverage #nate x sophie #pictured here: some super normal people

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almost definitely not going to make anything for jenny day because (taps the btvs burnout sign) but i don’t wanna cancel the day just bc i’m personally not participating so do please contribute if you’re still into it!

#musings

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WEEOO WEEOO UPCOMING SKIRT!!! I have a new skirt design cooking with @mayakern and two slightly different color options test-printed for it!!

If you can't tell the difference, the one on the left has a slightly darker, slightly more emerald green bg, and the one on the right has a slightly lighter, slightly more warm green bg! I'm very inch rested which version ppl like more, not just visually, but what colors would be nicer as a skirt that you can match outfits with!

and also here's the concept sketch for the skirt. ok thank you pls vote!

#oh holy fuck i want this so bad

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everyone who got an “i’m playing bg3” text from me and knew jaheira existed and didn’t warn me owes me $50 or something jesus fucking christ im entitled to compensation

#musings