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Bro why does insurance have so much power on wether or not I should get to see a doctor for the emergency follow up I was told to schedule? Shouldn't it be the doctor deciding I wasted their time or not and the insurance has to pay a portion either way???

#Jhessail bitches #I've been on hold to get a code #A code the ER I went to for the stitches and sutured #A code which they couldn't provide and were confused why the foot doctor was asking for it #A code that tells the foot doctor if they can see me and get paid by insurance or it's all me #I hate our system so much #Almost been on hold for 2 hours now with insurance and the foot doctor's closed so they get the code tomorrow #Where they'll likely just have papers I have to fucking pay for for the visit #But sure #Insurance gets to decide if get to pay for my literal open wounds or not because I went to go see the doctor a week after my bite attack #And take their sweet fucking time in giving me a code to give the doctor #Businesses need to get swallowed by a Kaiju sized land shark

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Hey guys dog bites suck and the ER seems to act like it's no big deal!

Also this was not an April Fools joke, I genuinely got bit.

#To be fair they do see worse things #But man I kept asking to just be knocked out cuz it's so painful but I had to stay awake #To also be fair it apparently isn't the worst bite they've seen #I'm fine btw #Just in pain with sutured and stitched feet #Lidocaine at the ER runs out FAST in comparison to the dentist office #This isn't a call out post #Just an obvious do your best to not get bit by dogs psa #Love you all!

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Bro I don't understand why someone bothers to hurt someone and also send porn at them. I'll pray they grow up or get punched in the kidney as I block them.

#Stress post #First hate on stream today #it hit me like a truck #It's been YEARS since I've just been blatantly insulted #I'm sure there's a psychological explanation somewhere #But sigh #I don't want to spend anymore energy on thinking about it #Just have this post and *Elsa song* it

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Duel Destinies is no longer rated M for Mature, what a world we live in.

#Jhessail plays #Ace attorney Apollo justice trilogy #Which lmao on that name #I love it #I'm just so mentally stable excited that I have a physical couple of all the games now

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"Damn my lance can't hurt this creature" You LITERALLY SHOULD BE THE BEST WEAPON AGAINST HIM KARNA

#Jhessail watches #fate/apocrypha #I may be remembering wrong #But you're the son of a sun God #The most consistent weakness for vampires is THE SUN #KARNA #I hate posting on mobile now #Tumblr is like 'install us plz' #Oh #It was just so Shirou could show how awesome he is #I'm biased since I like it when holy weapons ACTUALLY do holy DMG and do more DMG to evil things #But boooooo

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Bro what's with long walks in video games trying to destroy you mentally but at the end reminding you that one thing you did, and can continue doing, being so damn good and moving.

#Jhessail plays #fate/extra ccc #Heaving sobs #Jinako already messed with me cuz I relate a lot with her and her problems (parents absence being the exception) #BUT OH MAN #Oh right #Finishing my thought #Moving forward #That's what we can do

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YOU LITERALLY DRAGON HEARTED THIS FATE!?

#Jhessail watches #fate/apocrypha #The pacing is super fast in comparison to the other fate series I watched so I'm been on and off to watch it #And I knew a little because I play FGO #But I wasn't expecting what I just saw #And now I need to watch Dragon Heart #Because it's so funny to me

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Skipping on drawing again, need to mentally prepare myself for stream tonight as I'm STILL in a bad situation in it lol. I'll make up for it tomorrow.

Edit: I'm skipping the rest of October. I'm tired and a lot of the art I've drawn feels heartless so I want to stop that

#Jhessail updates #Jhessail updates part 2

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Okay I think I have a name for her now

#OC Alert #Emmy Aerenhold #I still don't have a name for the idea itself but that's okay #I've been working on this off on and on and that's all that's important honestly

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I'm cooking so I needed to draw this fast

#Jhessail #chibi art

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Don't @ me on this

#OC Alert #Nyuki Asakura #Xenogears awakened the most shameful part of me #Loving it when a characters eyes gets hidden and they were distressed #And then a huge creepy smile spreading across their face as they go berserk mode #Ugh so good

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Two servants are definitely enjoying Fate/Samurai more than others.

#FGO #fate musashi #fgo douman #mastersona #I just got mad giggles just imagining how giddy Douman would be because of what's going through the game #Anyway this is my make up for 10/13 #More to come

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I'm skipping today and tomorrow on drawing cuz I'm sleepy and gotta babysit tomorrow. I'll try to make up for it on Sunday

#how do i tag this

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She's just a small town girl, living in a violent world~

#OC Alert #Lamiya Sartor #Ironically my original plan for her as a character was just to surpass her father #BUT NOW IT'S MAKE SURE SHE DOESN'T TURN INTO A CANNIBALISTIC MONSTER #:D

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I need to finish this again and just make it into a oneshot.

#OC Alert #Psalm #Dan Hiroyuki

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*Thinks to self* Why haven't I tried to make any magical girl ideas? *Gets smacked silly by 10 year old self* How dare you Oh God, this monster.

#OC Alert #Spirit Girls! #Mo-ess Sogi #I forgot to only remember #I really need to rework on this because it has potential #BUT BOY DOES IT NEED TO BE REWORKED SOMETHING FIERCE

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Despite the fact I stream with friends almost every Tuesday, every time I go to record for Tiny Review my anxiety shuts me down.

#Jhessail #Which sucks because the purpose of the Tiny Review is to make me finish things #Which I have like four scripts which means I finished 4 things! #Which I'm proud of but I can't share it with the world if my throat keeps stopping my voice #And my brain makes me think 'NO OXYGEN FOR YOU MILADY'