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"rpf seems like a lot of research and work" well exactly. you can't just watch/read the whole content. you have to be insane. you have to put yourself in the shoes of a conspiracy theorist and a historian at the same time. you have to look up the most asinine bullshit. it's a hard job but SOMEONE has to do it for the sake of old man yaoi and old woman yuri!

#trawling the archive dot org copy of a now defunct forum for ****** evidence and the public opinion at that time vs now

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#wanted to provide an example of me experiencing this exact thing but you know. i'm not letting anyone perceive me.

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#lawrence of arabia

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#huh???

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#to me this is a funny comparison because one is disgusting scorching heat and another is like. mild chill.

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The most embarrassing thing In my life is whenever I see people and they ask what I’ve been up to . Literally nothing ever . Im like ohh you know this and that …. The usual ..

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Paul Gavarni, L'Artiste: Far-Niente ("the artist doing nothing"), 1835.

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okay everyone reblog and tell me your favorite perfume. but if your favorite is glossier you… don’t bother

#diptyque do son edp

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best love confession on tv no contest

#ossan's love

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I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.

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"you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me" meme and the picture is just fanart of fanon les amis de l'abc circa 2013

#les mis #you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me (тред отверженных в дежурке)

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#good evening.

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US (2024-ish)

#the plot is basically 'the half of it' but the picture is unexpectedly good. we will be tuning in.

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GMMTV; so this show is about a guy who got into a scandal and now his ex whom he dated in university is going to help him to rebuild his reputation

Krist and Singto:

#this is so fucking funny. we will be tuning in. #i'm deeply intrigued by how krist feels about all that. not from like a compassionate point of view. but from a scientific one so to speak.

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#the terror

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happy april 22nd ✌️

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"The clitoris exists, as for God, I don't know..."

Seen in Ivanjica, Serbia