‘ are there.... any reasons why such events occur..? ’
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"What's your problem?
If it's okay for you to hate me,
then it's okay for me to hate myself!
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" i prefer if you ... " and the phrases clicked on her mind as her words halts in between. the fact that she cannot enunciate her thoughts unsettles the consciousness and now vocals of hers refused to start.
{ ♛ } ; "Oh, um— Would you rather me call you by your last name?”
Was she being a little to straight forward going along with the first name basis memo? Perhaps this was not the Rinchan she knew.
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WARNING! Model: 010101011 has been found!
Model cannot be found_
" how do you sing to the beat? i'm a singer but i don't know. "
yet she never sang one song. the hoarse voice that expels from her core wavers and the model stiffens in one place, but the contact between pair of optics cancels her hesitation to converse as the deep blue lens administers her objective with eyes as cold as her heart.
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" rinchan? "
and the familiarity leaves a sour taste on her tongue.
”I’ll take care of you, Rinchan! Do you need anything?”
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I LOVE YOUR RIN PLS RP MORE
ooc:: wow thank you ♡ unfortunately rin is not very cooperative.
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Butterflies in my stomach are dead.
six word story (via pakalmot)
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" i.. hate you...
i h--hate you!!
i hate you!
...I hate me too... "
it's not enough it haunts her
it's not enough! it haunts her!
a grip of everlasting delusions,
the obsession that consumes her,
the anxiety that shoots her on the
non existent heart.
it all just eats her inside-out.
the thorns that clutched her nape, going round and round, deeper and deeper. the suffocation of memories that drowned her from the past, see full of recollections and dust continues to rise above her. the needles that she spits out in expression of her uncertainty -- the ends that is soaked in toxic that can only spike you within seconds of emitting. yet those needles cannot reach you for it never comes out, only stays inside to dig beneath her throat. it itches, and it's incurable.
{ once upon a time, there was a robot.
without a heart, yet she feels. but without
a heart, you can't love. neither someone
else or yourself. }
where's the good ending?
{ she wasn't loved by any.
she wasn't wanted by many.
she ran away for it was the
good ending she dreamed.}
but it wasn't her strength. to run away and hide. to let herself die in the palms of the world. she knew already what death is like. a cold, heartless world; pitch black, the scent of dust roaming above her nose, the frigid air that envelopes her, the laughter of many from a distance, the jokes, the fights, the mere exchange of words she lacked when her eyes were open.
the sunshine that flashes, the line that curves. the tie that is yellow, the voice that she knows. the person she wanted to be, the person she hated the most. the song he sings, the tone he brings. a dream... a nightmare? an illusion.
she was nothing but decoration to adorn the walls. a wallflower that has never been touched. a resting place for dust, a waste of space.
" i'm selfish, and i hate it about me. i want to have everything. i want to be joyous. i want to celebrate. i want everything all for myself! all i want is happiness! " stripping it away from her, yet she never had it even for a single second.
hey, she was just a doll for keepsake, right?
and dolls cannot love.
its what she is.
" why do you do this to me!
why do you never talk to me!
why do you take everything i want!
why do you want me to stay here..
why do you even want me to live and continue this?"
" i want you dead!
i want you to die!
i want you to disappear!
i want you to go away!
DIE!"
in all actuality she wants herself dead. she just wanted to be free.
>> if only she was wanted._
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" being sad isn't for me.
i'm just a second option.
a bird that cant fly.
a robot with no heart. "
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" haa, someone take care of me.. "
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" i wished to live by myself.
i wished to live with someone.
but what you made me feel
is something you will never understand.
if i ever see a shooting star
all i would ever wish is your death.
but wishes never comes true
so all i can do in exchange
is to use my own hands. "
will you let me?
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