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My apartment looks like me. My closet looks like me. My dog looks like me.

I have everything I need. Most of what I want. What surrounds me will be around for a while.

My smiles starts at my belly button and not the tip of my head. My shoulders no longer touch my ears but drape toward my elbows, down to the ground.

I am here. This is now. All of me.

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A part of me:

To my best friend, my soul sister,

my right brain, my left foot,

glue on my side, pain in my butt,

beat of my heart.

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Sit with your emotions.

Sit with your memories.

Sit with your needs.

Like a stranger.

Like a friend.

Like a lover.

Look.

Hear.

Ask.

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Why?

Why do the things I love?

Why do the things I hate?

Why love or hate at all?

Why do I breathe, why does my heart beat, why would I love a myself I don’t know?

Why is she here, why has she gone, why is she so alone?

Hurt runs deep, pain lays bare, and yet, she believes, there’s a why and she’ll be home.

#poetry #independent #journal #journey #youngprofessionals #healing

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I figured out a simple guide to the alignment chart last night

Lawful: Rules matter more to me than individuals. Chaotic: Individuals matter more to me than rules.

Good: Other people’s well-being is more important than my own. Evil: My own well-being is more important than other people’s.

Neutrals: My opinion of what is more important is determined on a case-by-case basis.

So a Lawful Good character’s guiding moral philosophy might be “I follow the rules because the rules keep people safe, even if they are sometimes inconvenient or harmful to me or other individuals.” A Chaotic Evil character’s guiding moral philosophy would be like “Screw the rules and screw you.”

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Reductress is the best site, no you can’t change my mind.

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Sabrina The Teenage Witch be like:

The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina be like:

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shocking!!!!! had no idea!!!

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I’m writing my novel in fifth person, so every sentence starts with “I heard from this guy who told somebody...”

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there is no final version of yourself. we never stop growing or changing, nor should we. stop beating yourself up for not being ‘there’ yet.

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This dog was depressed for 2 years after his best friend died, but then this duck showed up

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