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My opinion of mlb is its trash but its my trash you know

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⚠️ TGCF SPOILERS.

⛔ TW: RAPE.

Thinking about the swords scene as a metaphor for rape (your body invaded repeatedly in a way that doesn't kill you in itself but makes you wish it would) makes the fact that Jun Wu is able to tell if someone is a virgin through a sword much less random.

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Bakery Enemies Au Masterlist

@buggachat‘s bakery enemies au now has image descriptions for all parts currently out. They were done by me and @princess-of-purple-prose

Here are the links:

Cover, Old Cover

The Meeting: ep1, ep2, ep3, ep4 & ep5

Nino and Alya: ep6, ep7 & ep8

Nightmares: ep9, ep10 & ep11

Flashback 1: ep12

Kwamis: ep13

Home alone: ep14, ep15, ep16, ep17 & ep18

Chloe and The Robbery: ep19, ep20, ep21 & ep22

Flashback 3: ep23

The Talk: ep24, ep25, ep26, ep27, ep28, ep29, ep30 & ep31

The Dream: ep32

The Ring: ep33, ep34

DJWifi Strikes Again: ep35, ep36 & ep37

Wine Tasting: ep38, ep39, ep40, ep41, ep42, ep43, ep44, ep45, ep46, ep47, ep48, ep49, ep50 & ep51

Rain: ep52, ep53, ep54, ep55, ep56, ep57 & ep58

Sleepover: ep59, ep60, ep61, ep62, ep63, ep64, ep65, ep66, ep67, ep68, ep69, ep70 & ep71

Flashback 4: ep72

Bakery Morning: ep73, ep74, ep75, ep76, ep77, ep78, ep79, ep80, ep81, ep82 & ep83

Flashback 5: ep84, ep85, ep86, ep87 & ep88

Bakery Morning cont: ep89, ep90, ep91, ep92 & ep93

Videocall: ep94, ep95, ep96, ep97, ep98 & ep99

Cake Flashback: ep100 & ep101

Flirting Attempts: ep 102, ep 103, ep 104, ep 105, ep 106, ep 107

Family Time: ep108, ep109, ep110, ep111, ep112, ep113

Adrien’s Phone: ep114, ep115, ep116, ep117, ep118, ep119, ep120, ep121, ep122, ep123, ep124, ep125

Gala dream and Aftermath: ep126, ep127, ep128, ep129, ep130, ep131, ep132

Flashback 7: ep133

Before the Gala: ep134, ep135, ep136, ep137, ep138, ep139, ep140, ep141, ep142, ep143, ep144, ep145,

Reveal: ep146, ep147, ep148, ep149, ep150, ep151, ep152, ep153, ep154, ep155, ep156

Revelations: ep157, ep158, ep159, ep160, ep161, ep162, ep163, ep164, ep165, ep166, ep167, ep168, ep169, ep170, ep171, ep172

Post Reveal, Pre Gala: ep173, ep174, ep175, ep176, ep177, ep178, ep179, ep180, ep181, ep182, ep183, ep184, ep185, ep186, ep187

At the Gala: ep188, ep189

Translations: Spanish (instagram), Russian (tumblr), Hebrew (instagram)

Fanart: Adrien gets Hired, Adrien doodle, Natalie, Ladrien Roses, Wine Arc Alt ending, Group Selfie (ep52), No conflict just croissants,  Peacock!Adrien, Marinette’s Panic,  Its you! (ep 121 Alt ending, Not Hungry (ep123), Adrien’s Macarons, Ladynoir Gala Outfits, Ladybug Gala Outfit, Marinette vs Cake, Strawberry Parallels (ep140), Giving up the Miraculous (ep147), Realization (alt ending to ep150), It’s Me (ep 152), Fix It (ep154), It’s Okay (ep154), Alt Reveal Ending, Adrien Had To, Temple Kiss (ep156), Adrien’s shirt (ep157), Happy Adrien, Post Reveal Selfie (ep172), Problem Solving (ep174)

Note: If you would like your translation added please dm me. If you would like your fanart added either wait for me to describe it or tag me once you’ve described it yourself! Image descriptions and Alt text allow for low vision/blind people to also be included and participate in fandom. If you want help writing your ID here is a discord link to a server where people would be happy to help you out!

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"Secret Confessions to a Sage" Masterpost [COMPLETED]

Here's the complete Masterpost of "Secret Confessions to a Sage" pages. Thank you to all that supported me throughout this journey~

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Sentinelverse EXTRA

second half

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Sentinelverse <<I've never read anything like this. Just know the rough settings only. So I didn't put in many details.

Sentinels = fighters, warriors, soldiers, have high physical skills. or can use special powers Guide = who can heal Sentinel's wounds by touch.

I don't know much about military ranks. and words used in various battles Please don't take it seriously.

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The Charity Ball part one / part two / part three / (you are here!)

bonus! rehauled Mayura~

I wanted. something. more dynamic to draw when she was getting thrown around-

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i have had this in my head for longer than i would ever admit but never drew it because i knew it'd take up too many panels. but apparently i did it anyway

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D-Mission part 5

part 1 part 2 part 3

part 4

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Why did Alastor Spare Husker when his Thing is Destroying OverLords?

Does anyone have any theories on this? Alastor’s whole deal, what makes him a threat, is that he absolutely DESTROYED Overlords in hell, broadcasting their torture and screams. Why didn’t he do thiss to Husk?

My theory: Husk was one of the “better” overlords, meaning he wasn’t as mindless or truly diabolical as others. After all, in the prequel comic, we saw Alastor completely murder and eat that butcher demon who was trying to kill and cook that little lamb demon. (Sorry I don’t have a link to it but I think the comic title is along the lines of “A Day in the life of the Radio Demon” or something). Was Husk not as evil so Alastor kept him as a pet, or does it go deeper?

Share your theories! I’m just curious!

Here are some other posts I made if you’re interested!

Episode 4 Discussion

“Poison” and how it speaks to all forms of abuse

“Holy shit they listened to us!”

#hazbin hotel alastor #husker hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel husk #Hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers

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Why did Alastor Spare Husker when his Thing is Destroying OverLords?

Does anyone have any theories on this? Alastor’s whole deal, what makes him a threat, is that he absolutely DESTROYED Overlords in hell, broadcasting their torture and screams. Why didn’t he do thiss to Husk?

My theory: Husk was one of the “better” overlords, meaning he wasn’t as mindless or truly diabolical as others. After all, in the prequel comic, we saw Alastor completely murder and eat that butcher demon who was trying to kill and cook that little lamb demon. (Sorry I don’t have a link to it but I think the comic title is along the lines of “A Day in the life of the Radio Demon” or something). Was Husk not as evil so Alastor kept him as a pet, or does it go deeper?

Share your theories! I’m just curious!

Here are some other posts I made if you’re interested!

Episode 4 Discussion

“Poison” and how it speaks to all forms of abuse

“Holy shit they listened to us!”

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #husker hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #overlords #theory

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GUYS THEY LISTENED TO WHAT WE SAID!

Episode 4 discussion

“Poison” and how it speaks to all forms of abuse

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel poison #hazbin angel dust #huskerdust

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GUYS THEY LISTENED TO WHAT WE SAID!

Episode 4 discussion

“Poison” and how it speaks to all forms of abuse

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GUYS THEY LISTENED TO WHAT WE SAID!

Episode 4 discussion

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GUYS THEY LISTENED TO WHAT WE SAID!

Episode 4 discussion

“Poison” and how it speaks to all forms of abuse

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel poison #tw s/a #hazbin angel dust #angel dust #hazbin hotel s/a scene #hazbin hotel spoilers

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Hazbin Hotel: Episode 4 Discussion

I’m here to discuss my opinion in the controversey/arguments/backlash regarding episode 4, specifically the lack of trigger warnings and the Loser Baby song. If this triggers you or you do not want spoilers please keep scrolling and have a good day.

So brief overview before the episode: this episode dealt with SERIOUSLY dark topics that made my stomach turn, through Angel Dust and his servitude to Val. He’s an abused, trapped victim in a horrendously horrifying situation, one that many people in the real world are stuck in or have experienced. And there are very real S/A moments in the episode, specifically during the BDSM filming scene and the throughout the rest of the Poison sequence. (Please note, as a person who has lightly participated in BDSM and is constantly trying to learn it, KNOW THIS IS NOT TRUE BDSM! BDSM involved safety in losing one self, with a TRUSTED PARTNER/S and a safety system in place so all parties can be comfortable, secure and SAFE and not judged for stoping). And the fact that there was no trigger warning other than a 18+ rating is actually very troubling. Amazon, get your ass in heat and give a trigger warning on this episode! This is a legitimate concern.

This scene is haunting. And it did its job well. We see behind Angel’s facade, how he had learned to survive the abuse and r*pe he suffers from Valentino and who he’s forced to have sex with for him. And we also see he’s still a good person under it. He knows his situation is fucked and tried to keep Charlie away for her own safety and tried to protect her from Val as well.

Then he goes home and starts to self destruct. Husk was right. I’ve self destructed for different mental health reasons and even though my actions and way of self destructing is different from Angel’s, the mindset is the same. He’s been through hell that day, and the facade he put up is being criticized and put down by Husker. His safely net is being taken criticized and invalidated (even if it’s not healthy but just the best thing he can do in this unwinnable situation).

The the bar scene and the confrontation happens, as well as Loser Baby. The main critiques I see are these:

One: Husker is trying to compare his situation to Angel’s, which is “inappropriate and callous”. I mean, angel is S/A’rd for hours on end by strange men and Val daily/weekly and Husker is just indebted to Alastor right? There’s no comparison. Well that’s wrong for two reasons in my eyes. Firstly, we haven’t seen what Husker goes through with Alastor. What does Alastor have Husker do? Could he force Husk to do things, awful things, like Val does to Angel, just differently? We don’t know. But he doesn’t have control of his own life due to his own choice and situation, just like Angel. Second, I don’t think not trying to compare his situation to Angel’s, he’s trying to relate to him. Notice how Husk only tells Angel about his past AFTER Angel actually breaks down and tells him about how he tries to escape and hope to break enough that Val will get tired and let him go. That was the TRUTH, so Husk responded in kind. He’s not trying to compare his experience. Angel was finally honest; so tired and in so much pain he couldn’t keep up the facade and showed the truth. Just like Husk wanted. And in return for that honesty, the honest Husk kept telling and telling Angel to be, Husker opened up himself and shared him pain and past. (Also the fact that Husk was an Overlord is so fascinating and I hope it’s given more background information at some point! What he and Overload if gambling? Did he own his own Casino or business? What was his “department” or “specialty?”)

Second: Husker is telling Angel to “suck it up and accept his situation as hopeless,” and just punching Angel while he’s down. That’s not the situation at all, at least in my point of view. Remember, Angel is used to people complimenting him on his looks and videos by sick and greedy fucks or just being beaten and told he’s worthless by Val through physical, sexual, and verbal abuse. So what makes Husker calling Angel a loser any different? The fact that Husk is saying he’s a loser as well. He’s no longer seeing himself as better than Angel, or at least better than the facade Angel puts up. He’s also including himself in the saying. He’s saying “you’re a loser, and so am I.” He’s not saying “I’m better than you” or “suck it up, it’s hopeless so suck it up and accept your fate.” He’s bonding with Angel in the fact that they are both in shitty, fucked up situations (ones both of them chose: you have to WILLINGLY offer/bet your own soul) and instead of being fake with each other, they can open up to each other and understand each other. Val calls Angel a loser because he sees himself as better, and sees Angel as his property, and due to the soul contract he is. No one else calls Angel a loser cause he’s one of the most famous and valuable pornstars and assets in hell. Husker calling Angel a loser is to make him see that they’re alike and Husker is being brutally honest for the right reason. He’s right they are losers. Both of them are indebted to psychos who literally hold their lives in their hands. They have no autonomy and no way out and were there due to their own choices. (This does NOT mean they deserve what they get! And this does NOT mean that what Val does to Angel ok! It will NEVER BE OK!)

Three: everything is resolved after the song and we’re supposed to believe it’s all better? The song solved nothing right? It’s just fluffy bullshit shipping fodder to distract and devalue the hell Angel went through not even ten minutes ago. Well yes and no. It didn’t solve Angel’s situation at all, not even close. There’s still no idea as to how to free Angel from Val or make his situation better. And Angel will still have to go back to Valentino and be abused by him and those he has to work with. It doesn’t solve Angel’s plight. But that’s not the point. This song is supposed to be a turning point, even if it’s a small one. Until this point, Angel had only acted in his armor facade around husk, and Husk hasn’t bought it or even liked it. He said as much multiple times. At this moment, during this song, Angel and Husk finally begin to see eye to eye, and that they can be someone real to each other (the extent of that relationship will be explored down the line I’m sure), but they’re not immediately best friends or anything. It’s a start. And Angel realizes that while also having Charlie in his corner despite her severely bad attempt at helping on the porn set, he also sees that Husk is also someone who is like him and he can relate to. When you finally find someone who has been through a similar he’ll you’ve been through in a horrible situation, it does feel good. It makes you less alone. And when you are less alone you can start building a better foundation to become stronger.

These are just my POV on the episode. If you don’t agree with anything I said then that’s fine. I was just sharing my own opinion. And that’s what it is, an opinion. Not everyone is entitled to feel the same way I do. If this episode makes you hate the show now and you don’t feel comfortable watching anymore then that’s fine. This show has a very specific audience. My father and mother and some of my friends would never watch this show for various reasons, and that’s fine.

Hope you’ll share how you felt about the episode.

I may also make another post later about Poison and how some of the lines actually can relate to all forms of abuse, even domestic abuse and not just S/A.

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