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[kinoelitz]

Candy's Poem, from the movie Candy (2006)

Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan Things were very hot that year All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, oh Danny boy Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair Everything was gold One night the bed caught fire He was handsome and a very good criminal We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars [It was the afternoon of extravagant delight] Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks I want to try it your way this time You came into my life really fast and I liked it We squelched in the mud of our joy I was wet-thighed with surrender Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted This is the business This, is what we're after With you inside me comes the hatch of death And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again The monster in the pool We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans Everywhere I looked And sometimes I hate you Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness Angel of the storm Remember me in my opaqueness You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth Fly away sun Ha ha fucking ha you are so funny Dan A vase of flowers by the bed My bare blue knees at dawn These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning I gave him a name His name was Thomas Poor little god His heart pounds like a voodoo drum

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[kinoelitz]

Todos os medos que eu tinha sobre a minha transição são verdade. Eu não sabia qual forma eles teriam, mas hoje eu sei algumas. As consequências por vezes são amargas. Eu falo dessas mesmas que vão em encontro aos meus temores. Vivi meu principal medo enquanto deleitei do meu principal desejo. Hoje conheço mais de mim. Aprendi um pouco do que é, para mim, caminhar nesse mundo. Aprendi porque tô vivo. Escolhi me sentir eu porque só assim viver é suportável. E quero estar vivo.

-kinoelitz

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