lady-rafael

[lady-rafael]

Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops

[lady-rafael]

I meant begging, but I'll give u an egg to

Someone tell me how to write c!quakity and c!purpled please I'm. Egging

[lady-rafael]

Someone tell me how to write c!quakity and c!purpled please I'm. Egging

#dsmp #quackity #purpled #ao3 #fanfic

[lady-rafael]

The sea fixes all except debt and sunburn

[lady-rafael]

I pray the men get to their senses and see our struggles

I pray the women of this generation don't have to go through and do what our great grandmothers had to for simple rights

I pray the world gets in order people get to there senses

But

Prayers dont fix nothing

We have to fight for it

[lady-rafael]

a bit of a more serious subject,

in real life I'm an optimist and I always like to see on the bright side of situations, even if things are really bad. because of this I find it extremely difficult for me to cry.

every time I feel emotional and I feel like I might have an opportunity to cry, I always talk myself out of it. I know things will get better, so I stop myself from feeling those emotions.

I would give anything to be able to cry sometimes, crying is an amazing and healthy outlet for overwhelming emotions. sadly though, I haven't been able to cry in a very long time, and it's been seriously affecting my mental health.

I wanted to ask, does anybody have any advice for ways I could convince my brain to let me cry and feel these emotions?

thank you so much

[lady-rafael]

What about today? Did u drink water AND eat fruit

I'm the type of girl that loves an ibuprofen

[lady-rafael]

But talking to people is scawy, and I like getting my anger out on things/:

be nice to your waiter or they’ll spit in your food???????

you fool, just be nice to them you don’t need any special reason

[lady-rafael]

I dreamt about Techno last night. A lot of shenanigans ensued with me and The Blade, along with a lot of crying. This was the last thing he told me before I woke up 💛

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Bold of you to assume when I didn't think like that people told me their boundaries and didn't just snap at me afterwards, leaving me anxiety that I can't leave behind

“but what if i’m being annoying :(“ everyone’s annoying dipshit it came free with fucking being alive and existing. now go talk to your friends

[lady-rafael]

Take it as a compliment your stronger then fucking dinosaurs

[lady-rafael]

But how annoying can I be before there sick of me :(

“but what if i’m being annoying :(“ everyone’s annoying dipshit it came free with fucking being alive and existing. now go talk to your friends

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[lady-rafael]

Night strikes I see nothing but my mind

The static howls my demons glare

I see none I see all

A shadow without light

A puppet without a puppeteer

Alone with my soul do bare

I now fear the mirror

For I say not what I wish

hollow I feel

A puppet with cut strings

A actor without a stage

The crows caw

The pigions chirp

What do I do

Without a script

With my soul so bare

My heart bleeding

I now fear the mirror

For now what is there to see

[lady-rafael]

Better version

Night strikes I see nothing but my mind

The static howls my demons glare

I see none I see all

A shadow without light

A puppet without a puppeteer

Alone with my soul do bare

I now fear the mirror

For I say not what I wish

hollow I feel

A puppet with cut strings

A actor without a stage

The crows caw

The pigions chirp

What do I do

Without a script

With my soul so bare

My heart bleeding

I now fear the mirror

For now what is there to see

What am I alone

With my bare soul

Who am i without freinds

What am I without family

Cracked procilene

Degraded car

What am I without my pretty little lies

What am I without my strings

Like a puppet without a master

What am I alone

In my darkest hour

Hair tangled,mind scrambled

What am I without freinds

What am I without family

Already broken

Cracked porcilene

All I know is pain

Broken smile, healing pains

What am I all alone in my darkest hour

Demons around me

Cracked porcilene

Watching me bare heart

There beady little red eyes

Who is human I no longer know

Those who lay with me

I say there worst my mind replays

The devils words

Who am I alone

If not

Cracked porcilene

A puppet with painted lips

Painted arms

Painted smile

I wish naught

But what am I alone

With my bare soul

[lady-rafael]

I think this is my worst one /:

What am I alone

With my bare soul

Who am i without freinds

What am I without family

Cracked procilene

Degraded car

What am I without my pretty little lies

What am I without my strings

Like a puppet without a master

What am I alone

In my darkest hour

Hair tangled,mind scrambled

What am I without freinds

What am I without family

Already broken

Cracked porcilene

All I know is pain

Broken smile, healing pains

What am I all alone in my darkest hour

Demons around me

Cracked porcilene

Watching me bare heart

There beady little red eyes

Who is human I no longer know

Those who lay with me

I say there worst my mind replays

The devils words

Who am I alone

If not

Cracked porcilene

A puppet with painted lips

Painted arms

Painted smile

I wish naught

But what am I alone

With my bare soul

[lady-rafael]

What am I alone

With my bare soul

Who am i without freinds

What am I without family

Cracked procilene

Degraded car

What am I without my pretty little lies

What am I without my strings

Like a puppet without a master

What am I alone

In my darkest hour

Hair tangled,mind scrambled

What am I without freinds

What am I without family

Already broken

Cracked porcilene

All I know is pain

Broken smile, healing pains

What am I all alone in my darkest hour

Demons around me

Cracked porcilene

Watching me bare heart

There beady little red eyes

Who is human I no longer know

Those who lay with me

I say there worst my mind replays

The devils words

Who am I alone

If not

Cracked porcilene

A puppet with painted lips

Painted arms

Painted smile

I wish naught

But what am I alone

With my bare soul