lilyhayakawa

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need will toledo to drop another album that makes me want to die

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doomed by the narrative!! (got the car seat headrest evangelion autism instead of the smart math autism)

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Just paid $3 for the csh patreon and cried like 10 minutes later upon hearing will ramble about religion and becoming a new person and it gave me hope that i could live and like best $3 ever what

#not an ad #this band has just consumed my life #car seat headrest #csh #cshr #will toledo

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god you look at any fashionable fat person comments and it’s like so rancid.. people always talking about how they dont want to see our fat stomachs hanging out or rolls and its like. okay maybe for you and your shitty taste. me? when i see a fat person with their belly hanging out of a crop top i get on my knees and thank god for this gift

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i am still waiting for meowy and the dogs to show up alive and well again i will not accept their destiny

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the fact this is the first thing he notices when nobody even sees that he’s awake yet aaaaagh he’s so-

this chapter was so cute and stupid and i loved it but god that constant dread of what’s to come next still weighs so heavy over the story it makes these scenes way more stressful than they are

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i feel like tumblr should have an switch you can flip to have a big ATTENTION NEEDED button next to your name everytime you come on here particuarlly in need of brain stimulation

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ROUND 1, MATCH 48

portrait of the artist as a young fag vs kid war

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#VOTE KID WAR!! #i love both but i want to put kid war in my veins #car seat headrest tournament #polls #portrait of the artist as a young fag #kid war #car seat headrest

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a nervous young man

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Just realized that being trans is not a check list of things you need to check off to be valid and is instead a very flexible and loose label u can choose to have for yourself if u wanna

Like i can just grow into what I want to be who the fuck cares if it fits with what people recognize as being trans

I've had a problem with not relating to what seemed to be universal experiences like knowing since i was young that something was wrong and now i'm just kind if like FUCK IT!!! i like wearing skirts and prefer being called a girl who the fuck cares!!! Who's gonna stop me!!

#transfem #transgender #trans pride #trans #mtf #mtf girl #gender is fluid!! stop trying to classify it as one or the other!!

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BIGGEST FUMBLE IN MEDICAL HISTORY: cute girl assigned MALE at BIRTH?

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the idea of public restrooms as "women's spaces" continues to confound me. you know who I hope is in a public bathroom when I go in?? no one. I would prefer no one else be in the bathroom. and if someone else is in the bathroom I am going to ignore them as much as possible. I did not go into the bathroom to connect with other women. I went into the bathroom to piss and/or shit. it's a toilet's space, not a women's space. shut the fuck up and let trans people piss and shit in peace. let's all continue to avoid eye contact with each other and any and all interaction in the toilet's space.

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who up being too weird to love and too scared to die. maybe even too alien to take you home

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april will be a good month [staring into the sink mirror eyebags prominent the most upset person youve ever seen]

[lilyhayakawa]

ROUND 1, MATCH 38

psst, teenagers, take off your clo vs I CAN TALK WITH MY EYES SHUT

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#CMON I CAN TALK I BELIEVE I YOU #I LOVE YHAT SONG SM

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Just started listening to Rage Against The Machines for no particular reason and omfg this is just what i needed thank you this fucks HARD

#guitarsolointakethepowerbackismakingmehorny #i love music #music makes me feel alive