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there are these two super skinny and short girls at the gym by me and they’re hanging out and stretching and they look so perfect. i wish i could be that free.

i can get thin but i can never get short, i wish so badly that i was

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #@tw edd #thin$po

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i’m going to be working out every single day for the next month and eating a small amount of food.

right i’m bloated and heavy because i kept on binging on fast food so i weigh 68.4kg but i’m hoping i’ll be around 65kg or less by the end of the month (may 31)

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #@tw edd #thin$po

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i’m getting kind of close to my next gw !! hopefully in the next week or two fingers crossed

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #@tw edd #thin$po

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ok ok i’m 66.3kg rn which i’m happy about

and i’m currently at the gym, i’ve already burned 180 calories and i’m still going on the bike machine (planning to go til i’ve burned like 400)

i’ve been watching The Idol and Jocelyn is such thinspo to me i wish i could look like her. her dance outfit in the first ep has me dying of envy.

my mum asked me if i’d eaten today when i saw her, she never asks me that but i think she’s noticed i’m getting smaller. (even if that’s not why i’m pretending it is because it makes me feel good)

she’s literally perfect looking my oh my god

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #@tw edd #thin$po

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i’m actually so upset holy shit. i weighed in at 68.7kg this morning.

genuinely so sad, but it’s all my fault. i’ve been not using any self control.

starting now i’m fasting for at least a few days and if i eat it’ll be the most bland calorie-less food possible.

this picture gives me so much inspiration, imagining the gross fat inside of me makes me nauseous.

and then here’s my 4 favourite thinspo pictures and a fatspo image of myself:

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #@tw edd #th1n$po #thin$po #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed

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Do not eat.

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #ana trigger #⭐️ving #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #thinspø #thin$po #@tw edd #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #i wanna be skinnier

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stats and goals

height: 5' - 16y/o

highest weight : 170

⭐️current weight : 124.8 (march 4) bmi: 24.4

gw1: 150

gw2: 130

⭐️ gw3: 115

gw4: 105

gw5: 100 !!

ugw: 95

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dream style

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i’m 68.3kg today!!! i’m going to starve today and i’m at the gym now so fingers crossed tomorrow i’ll be in the 67 range

i’m so proud of myself right nowwww <3

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #ana trigger #⭐️ving #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless

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Suck it up now so you don’t have to suck it in later.

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i have a $400 brandy haul in my shopping cart for when i’m skinny

i’m literally having dreams about it

#3dtumblr #3dtwt #ana trigger #⭐️ving #i wanna lose weight #th1nspø #weight loss #weightless #brandy #brandy melville

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you're l0sing w3ight

your body is just naturally that way

you're l0sing w3ight every single second

it just happens and you can’t stop it

you're gonna l0se w3ight

nothing and no one, absolutely no fucking person, is going to stop you from achieving your goals this year

and if you don’t believe in yourself, i do ♥️

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i was doing so well at starving myself but for the last week i’ve been binging so much

i’m so disappointed in myself

i am so desperate to weigh 50kg, i’m going to start having 1 meal per day and that’s it

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I think the biggest issue I have with manifesting my dream body isn't just my choices (which is a huge factor in weight loss), but also my mindset.

For example, instead of thinking, "I'm so fat, I can't wait to be skinny", I tell myself to think, "I can't believe how skinny I've gotten! I have so much control over what I eat!"

Having the mindset that you already are what you want to be really helps a lot. Here's another example:

"I'm so hungry right now, so maybe I'll just eat something to tide myself over." Change that thinking to, "My stomach thinks that it's hungry because I've been working hard on my body lately."

Make yourself think that you already ate. Convince yourself that these things have already happened to you.

Be delusional, be skinny. <3

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Slimmer face.

Cheekbones.

Jawline.

Gap between your legs.

Curves your skeleton has - not fat-related.

Waist-hip-ratio.

Rib cage. Hip bones.

Slim upper arms.

Slim lower arms.

Putting your skinny fingers around

your skinny wrist.

Touching your collarbones which are only covered by skin. Not fat.