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I’m not that old, though, am I? PALM SPRINGS (2020) dir. Max Barbakow

#p r e c i o u s b a b e s #ii. ｢ sarah wilder. ｣ #ii. ｢ nyles. ｣ #iii. ｢ ship • sarah & nyles. ｣

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                                 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐲.  ©

#i've actually posted some ic stuff lately so #it's allowed lol #i. ｢ self promo. ｣

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       you  still  owe  a  debt.  pay  it.  /  independent  danny  torrance  from  stephen  king’s  the  shining  &  doctor  sleep.   /  18+ ,  protected  by  sera. ( docs )

#q u a l i t y #i. ｢ promo. ｣

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i have muse and martini fixings. i think y’all should hmu for plots js...

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thinking about that time i wrote missy from bring it on and honestly what a great time it was...

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ASSORTED SENTENCE STARTERS FROM ADAM KAY’S THIS IS GOING TO HURT : SECRET DIARIES OF A JUNIOR DOCTOR.  some have been edited for rp use by me ; feel free to change wording, pronouns, or anything else as necessary !  

❛  it’s basically a miss congeniality contest without the sash.  ❜

❛  it would be more efficient to prescribe common sense for my colleagues.  ❜

❛  i drink about three bottles of wine on a good day.  on a bad day, i only manage one.  ❜

❛   it’s a free country, so we respect everyone’s – fucking stupid – values and wishes. ❜

❛  [name] hasn’t apologised to me, as that would require him to change his entire personality.  ❜

❛  i’m a member of a gym already, but i haven’t been in about £3,000.  ❜

❛  oh my god, it’s hereditary.  ❜

❛  you don’t… go out much, do you?  ❜

❛  all it means is that you spent £1,300 on a pencil.  ❜

❛  i think i’ll just take my chances and let nervous energy and red bull keep me going.  ❜

❛  when you see what’s in my hand, please do not scream so loudly that three members of staff come rushing into the room.  ❜

❛  if you’re having an affair, you can just tell me, you know.  ❜

❛  i’d hate him to think i don’t trust him to do his job properly, which i don’t.  ❜

❛  even if i wanted to have an affair, i honestly think i’d be too tired to unzip my trousers.  ❜

❛  one day the world will explode, and doubtless i’ll be working when it does.  ❜

❛  the procedure was first performed in 1869, and most units haven’t bought new equipment since.  ❜

❛  my colleagues are idiots and can’t spell the name of the only fucking job they have to remember the name of.  ❜

❛  the food’s always excellent.  whether it’s to die for is your decision.  ❜

❛  and just like that, i’m ruining the stag do, apparently.  ❜

❛  this is your third night in a row coming home on time – have you been sacked?  ❜

❛  fuck, what do i do now?!  ❜

❛  she has ’strongly worded email’ written all over her.  ❜

❛  none of his lines would even make it onto the speech bubble of a saucy seaside postcard.  ❜

❛  oh my god, where’s its face?  ❜

❛  well, we weren’t always quite so honest with the punters back then.  ❜

❛  the thieving little cunt.  ❜

❛  shame on me for thinking i’d be able to get through a whole coffee undisturbed.  ❜

❛  well, we’ve spoken to a lawyer and the answer, it turns out, is ‘yes.  that would totally be assault.’  so we’ll say that i didn’t do it.  ❜

❛  home delivery is for pizzas.  ❜

❛  it’s clearly important that my senses are only dulled through exhaustion.  ❜

❛  i have to award him 100% of the bastard points.  ❜

❛  i’m sure i used to be nice before this job.  ❜

❛  i’m cinderella in scrubs.  ❜

❛  i’m not sure what i’ll do with this team once they’re assembled.  fight crime, maybe?  get them to cover my shifts?  ❜

❛  i have genuinely put off eight sets of parents from naming their child after me.  ❜

❛  if you have any questions whatsoever, please do not contact me.  ❜

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hello. here is some Important Eyepatch Content for your dash

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rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel II  part one  /  part two

“ i’d like to feel nothing. ” “ i just want to feel at ease. ” “ i just want a lover who knows how it feels to feel like me. ” “ you are good enough. ” “ they only treat you how they feel about themselves. ” “ i just want to know love like i know hate. ” “ i just want a love similar to my own. ” “ i’ve always given myself in small doses. ” “ i’ve learned to expect nothing. ” “ you can’t get hurt if you feel nothing. ” “ you can’t force something to be more than what it should. ” “ i’m not giving up. ” “ i hope it’s you who survives. ” “ sometimes you have to drown to learn how to swim. ” “ i learned the lesson of settling for someone. ” “ teach them self-love and respect. ” “ everything you are is everything that i need. ” “ i know when your heart is heavy. ” “ there’s still magic in a heart that’s been broken. ” “ that’s what it always boils down to. ” “ you fall only to discover their true self. ” “ you’re in love with a mask. ” “ i understand, i’ve been there. ” “ i know how difficult it can be. ” “ losing something fraudulent makes room for something real. ” “ loving someone doesn’t make them the one. ” “ i don’t want puppy love. ” “ i’m not a child. ” “ i no longer have the need for childish things. ” “ i want your love in its purest form. ” “ i want you. ” “ you deserve to be someone’s only choice. ” “ we try our hardest to force life into things that must die. ” “ love doesn’t feel pure anymore. ” “ i can’t say that i miss it. ” “ yet somehow we end up in hell. ” “ your heart is stubborn. ” “ your regret will always come at a moment too late. ” “ i’m still trying to forgive myself. ” “ i’m still trying to make peace with all the broken pieces of my past. ” “ it’s the harsh reality of falling in love with the surface. ” “ i should just change my number. ” “ this is my way of forcing you to feel what i felt. ” “ stop engaging with those who can’t afford you. ” “ you’re not okay but you will be. ” “ you either be consistent or become nonexistent. ” “ i’m afraid you won’t be able to comprehend my love. ” “ you have this perception of love that is false. ” “ you loved the idea of something they could never give you. ” “ i won’t be standing where you left me. ” “ i no longer seek closure. ” “ the pain means you’re alive. ” “ you belong to you. ” “ sometimes your soul mate is yourself. ” “ all i saw was pain, scars, and darkness. ”  “ it gets better, just give it time. ” “ you’re in love with how you remember them. ” “ you’re attached to an idea that no longer exists. ” “ no one misses you until you walk away. ” “ you avoid love altogether out of fear of more hurt. ” “ you deserve a break. ” “ to love the wrong person is hell on earth. ” “ your heart is fractured but it’s still valuable. ” “ sometimes nightmares occur while we’re awake. ” “ i’m too loyal to myself to entertain anyone who can’t remain loyal to me. ” “ your past lingered like a rope around your neck. ” “ not everyone you love will stay. ” “ some people only exist as examples of what to avoid. ” “ betrayal makes the heart fragile. ” “ handle yourself with care. ” “ love has always been like winter. ” “ we’re all looking for the same damn thing. ” “ ask yourself why you miss me. ” “ i’ll never let you back in. ” “ sometimes the devil promises us a piece of heaven. ” “ sometimes darkness disguises itself as light. ” “ even good people with big hearts who love hard have their limits. ” “ unhealthy relationships are dead things waiting to be buried. ” “ we fall in love with untrue versions of others. ” “ the path toward peace is filled with chaos. ” “ you can’t help who you love. ” “ but you do decide who has the potential to be loved by you. ” “ there’s something inside you that can’t be found elsewhere. ” “ walking away doesn’t mean you stop caring. ” “ i’d like to be a part of your future. ” “ you won’t let go because you’re waiting for things to change. ” “ i wanted you to come back. ” “ i refuse to be broken. ”

#i. ｢ meme. ｣

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milk and honey by rupi kaur (insp.)

#loooooove #ii. ｢ sarah wilder. ｣ #i. ｢ aesthetic. ｣

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it’s so dark and grey and disgusting out.... i love it sm

#i love days when november actually feels like november????? #i. ｢ ooc. ｣

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𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐌 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

“maybe i’m a crook for stealing your heart away”

“maybe i’m a crook for not caring for it“

“maybe i’m a bad, bad, bad, bad person”

“well, baby, I know”

“and these fingertips will never run through your skin”

“and those bright blue eyes can only meet mine across the room”

“filled with people that are less important than you”

“all ‘cause you love, love, love”

“when you know I can’t love”

“you love, love, love”

“so i think it’s best we both forget before we dwell on it”

“the way you held me so tight”

“all through the night”

“til it was near morning”

𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐍𝐒

“i am sorry this is always how it goes”

“the wind blows loudest when you’ve got your eyes closed”

“but i never changed a single color that i breathe”

“so you could have tried to take a closer look at me”

“i am tired of punching in the wind”

“i am tired of letting it all in”

“and i should eat you up and spit you right out”

“i should not care”

”but i don’t know how”

“so i take off my face”

“because it reminds me how it all went wrong”

“and i pull out my tongue”

“i am sorry for the trouble, i suppose”

”my blood runs red”

”but my body feels so cold”

“i guess i could swim for days in the salty sea”

“but in the end the waves will discolor me”

“and i cough up my lungs”

“but i leave in my heart”

“because i don’t want to stay in the dark”

𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑

“i start a war”

“no time to think about it”

“it might blow over soon”

“you make me feel like a ghost”

“walking around”

“talking in my sleep”

“sleepwalking in mexico”

“the lights are out”

“i still dream in indigo when you’re around”

“this neighborhood feels like it’s always changing”

“it might get colder soon”

“you make me feel like i’m lost up in the clouds”

”talking in my sleep”

“i still dream in indigo when lights are out”

”no way to get around it”

𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐑

“let’s make this complicated”

“i know you”

“last night i had the strangest dream that you knew me too”

“oh you need to wake up”

“i can’t have you disappear”

“just like my parents house”

“i’ve become a visitor”

“in the night you say that you go underwater”

“you wont take me”

“no”

“you wont drown with your lover”

“you told that i wasn’t available”

“i guess i wasn't“

“i wasn’t capable”

“i wanted to do better this time”

“but i think you’re better in the back of my mind”

“my mother said i was always afraid of the dark”

“but i’m not”

“i don’t mind having a ghost in my bed”

“this time your door is open”

#i. ｢ meme. ｣

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shinedied​  //  dan torrance. 

         to  dan  there  were  few  things  more  gratifying  than  this.  having  a  newcomer  come  back,  maybe  three  times  in  a  row ?  that  was  an  accomplishment  but  having  them  actually  share  their  experience,  understanding  that  everyone’s  been  through  their  own  brand  of  shit  –  that  was  the  thing  he  celebrated.  he  knew  he  was  making  a  difference  then.  and  he  always  made  a  habit  to  outwardly  express  that  as  well,  and  not only  within  group  company.  approaching  the  woman,  he  holds  two  cups  of  coffee,  still  steaming. “ it  keeps  getting  easier  to  talk  about. ”  true  in  the  barest  sense,  this  had  helped  dan  himself  come  to  terms  with  what  had  been  a  terrible,  horrible  winter  but  he  never  went  deeper.  even  for  him  the  horror  was  better  left  shelved,  at  the  back  of  that  closet  in  his  mind.  besides,  he  was  helping  others  here,  that  was  more  than  enough.  extending  one  of  the  coffee  cups  to  the  other,  he  gives  a  nod  of  affirmation,  his  voice  filled  with  patience,  lacking  patronizing  tones  he  hated  from  his  other  type  of  meetings.   “ you  should  pat  yourself  on  the  back,  you  took  a  big  step. ”    /  @loopedliability​

it felt weird being here. sitting around, actually talking about it -- like it wasn’t totally fucking insane what had happened to her. although maybe, if the others’ stories were anything to go by, she’d gotten off easy when it came to living through the crazy bullshit the universe could come up with... she’d been so glad to get out, to move on with her life. what she hadn’t expected was for that feeling to linger -- weeks, months after her life was supposed to be normal again. nyles had been right. the days might reset, but they still remembered. and that wasn’t so easy to shake. she could almost laugh at this group -- everything about it, down to the stale coffee and the table of snacks, felt like the other groups she’d been to. before. some things, she supposed, didn’t really change that much after all. 

she gave him a wry smile as she accepted the cup of coffee.    “  yeah well that’s me,  ”    she said dryly.    “  all about the big steps...  ”    he meant well and she knew she’d be grateful for all this eventually. for the moment, though, she found the words sticking in her throat every time she tried to utter them. sipping the coffee gingerly, she directed the conversation away from her.    “  how did you manage all this? i mean, putting this together without people treating you like a basket case had to be...  ”    she chuckled as she searched for the word.    “  .... a challenge...  ”

#shinedied #v. ｢ verse • post loop. ｣ #the babiest of baby steps XD

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                                              “  i like this. this works for you.  ” 

and it was all familiar, too. the dark clothes, the make-up, the hair -- it could have been ripped straight out of her own high school yearbook photo. all this kid needed was some stupid tripp pants and an atticus t-shirt. though for her sake, maybe not... in a way, it was weirdly comforting. 

                                                 @nethergrl​ liked for a starter!

#nethergrl #i.... don't even know lol #Sad Goth Girl meet Older Sad Former Goth Girl #v. ｢ verse • undecided. ｣

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                         “ nine am -- that’s a normal, no-i-don’t-have-a-problem time to start drinking, right?  ”    it wasn’t that she had a problem, exactly. okay -- maybe a little problem. it was more the stack of unsigned divorce papers that had been delivered to her door that morning. if that didn’t call for bottoms up, she didn’t know what did... 

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#talesspin #talesspin: jamie #IDEK BUT HI. #v. ｢ verse • pre loop. ｣

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i have like 12 icons to my name, but smol starter call?

#hey remember the sc i posted a million years ago and then never did? #what if i did it tho #i. ｢ ooc. ｣

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‘We’ve known each other forever,’ she said. ‘I can hardly remember not knowing you. It’s hard to remember the days before you. I don’t even know if there were any.’

David Guterson, Snow Falling on Cedars (via thelovejournals)

#tfw u get stuck in an infinite time loop with some dude #iii. ｢ ship • sarah & nyles. ｣

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how do i keep picking male fcs whose tags are clogged by tons of real person fic????? how??

#leave these poor bastards alone #i. ｢ ooc. ｣