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as a huge lover of birds, 90% of the concern against wind turbines being used for energy is literally just pro fossil fuel propaganda. birds ARE at a risk however there is a lot of strategies even as simple as painting one of the blades that reduces a lot of accidental deaths. additionally renewable energy sources will do more in favor of the environment that would positively impact birds (and all of us). one study found over one million bird deaths from wind turbines. while that is a shockingly high number and we should work to drastically shrink it, at least 1.3 billion birds die to outdoor cats on a yearly basis. it was never about caring about birds

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Bittern at the grocery store

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Did you guys know that the most recent version of sharks have fins that are kinda leg like and they like to walk up onto land?

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#my ex's family was super bad for this #also due to them having a lot of home rules on most games #playing baldurs gate 3 with a bunch of people was like this too

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In turmoil as always but I'm feeling courteous so I'm putting a cut on this

I'm making small steps to try and improve my life but every step I make has me contemplating jumping off a cliff, what the actual fuck is wrong with my brain. I'm almost 30 I'm sure I can handle a single fucking day of work a week why am I so scared of everything.

I really hate being the stereotype of "guy that lives at home and hates his mom" but I don't feel like I've been prepared for anything by any person or organization that was meant to, my mother more or less admitted that when I was 14 she felt that it was "No longer my responsibility to stop you guys from ruining your lives" because we were talking about when I dropped out of highschool. Meanwhile I'm stood there aghast because that's literally her entire responsibility as a parent. Like fuck how am I not supposed to give up when you clearly did? Ever since I was like 13 I've been incredibly scared of living as an adult cause I realized that at the time I had no idea what that meant or how to do it. She once in the middle of a conversation dropped a "well I know you're depressed" and that's the most she ever did about anything regarding that, I was like 12 at the time, what the fuck was I supposed to do about it??

She often acts like she did so much for my brothers and I but!! fucking when!?! When did you raise us? How much did I apparently miss?? You told me it was illegal to hit girls (not that I even had at the time) when I was like 8 but you never talked to me about regulating my emotions, I had to learn all of that by trial and error. That's legitimately the last thing I remember her actually trying to teach me and it makes me so fucking angry.

I find it incredibly hard to learn from people or ask for help because I've always gotten such piss-poor help from my family, all it feels like they ever taught me is that I should just avoid talking to them so I don't hear their shitty attitudes and ruin my day.

#fine tumblr I'll add a tag #I had a whole conversation with my friend about how I feel like my parents stopped trying when I was 12 #and today I wake up hearing my mom complaining about how she “raised us better” like no! you fucking! didn't! #how many times can you cop out of something by saying “you raised us better” before you realize maybe you didn't!! #I have such a hard time teaching myself anything cause I never planned on being around nearly this long #it's so hard to catch up and I don't know how to start #vent

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Penguin escapes killer whales by jumping onto a boat.

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I have never wanted anything more

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remember in School of Rock where the black girl was afraid to say she wanted to be a singer because she was fat and didn’t want to get laughed at but Dewey was all “who gives a shit, I’m fat too and so is aretha franklin but we’re still valuable and we rock” and then the girl felt better without having to be told that beauty comes in all sizes or some other bullshit. thats the kind of body positivity I’m looking for. tell these babies that they’re worth a damn without tying it to any other arbitrary ideals

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It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

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#website

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When Everything Everywhere All at Once said “The only thing I do know is that we have to be kind. Please, be kind, especially when we don’t know what’s going on" 

When the Good Place said “Why choose to be good every day when there is no guaranteed reward now or in the afterlife… I argue that we choose to be good because of our bonds with other people and our innate desire to treat them with dignity. Simply put, we are not in this alone.” 

When Jean-Paul Sartre said ”‘Hell is other people’ is only one side of the coin. The other side, which no one seems to mention, is also ‘Heaven is each other’. Hell is separateness, uncommunicability, self-centeredness, lust for power, for riches, for fame. Heaven on the other hand is very simple, and very hard: caring about your fellow beings.“

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