lotusdreamt

[lotusdreamt]

updates. ♡

#so it's been a pretty tough year #it's a lot to get into #but i recently moved!! and am working about 10 less hours a week #which seems to be a really good step forward #i'm also working on reconnecting with my hobbies #so i may be revamping soon #assuming i can figure out formatting again ;-; #anyway i'll be going through followers and working on writing little bits again <33 #ily all thank you for sticking around

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DEVIL vs DEVIL

DAREDEVIL 3x10 | dir. Alex Garcia Lopez

#( bullseye tbt . ) #the sheer WILLPOWER i'm using not to make another blog #i know he causes crime but i love him #i love how they spun his character

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i went to a h.ozier concert tonight and t.om odell showed up ?? i am not WELL

#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #ANNUAL JULES POSTING #HEARING HOZIER DUET ANOTHER LOVE ASCENDED ME #EVERYTHING ASCENDED ME

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{ Words by Megan Fernandes, from "Fabric in Tribeca," in Good Boys / Silas Melvin, from "Twenty," Grit }

#◜♦ — 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 › study . #:((((

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the gilded wolves by roshani chokshi sentence starters

still waiting on my thanks, you know.

you're doing it again.

would giving you a present make you less mad?

you know these things take time.

why don't you come inside? i'll make you something to eat.

remember when you said, 'this will be fun'?

by all means, take your time. i love a good, slow, painful death.

you do realize your hand is mangled.

you're covered in blood.

i'm glad you're not dead.

but i'd like to know enough to have options.

i wish this were enough for you.

i have no intention of dying.

in return, i'll give you what you want.

are they alive?

i feel like i'm missing something important.

you have an excellent face.

wordplay confuses me too.

when was it ever going to be safe?

there is no 'we'.

i'm not asking for forgiveness.

i thought you were dead!

the world has a shit memory. it will never pay its debts unless you force its hand.

i can't discuss the end of civilization without wine.

you haven't eaten all day.

just trust me.

we do not pretend at being gods.

am i still handsome, at least?

i thought you wanted this.

we both know it meant something.

#oh my god i realized i haven't posted one of these in a hot minute #i'm a fool

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* rattles the bars of my cage * pls plot with me

#i'm working on my carrd bc i recognize i keep changing shit and it is a pAin #but i'm also doing paperwork at work so rip my soul #if u want come hmu on discord #my username is frosty_hart

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angst plot where quinn was close with ur muse then ghosts them when he gives up his life to work on killing his dad

#and he's such a different person #goes through this whole personality change #starting as this really sweet emotional clingy party boy #yeah his life's a mess but he's very caring #and then to this stoic bitch who is desperate to pretend nobody means anything to him #which personally i think is terrible

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Jake Riley | Part 4/?

#◜♦ — 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 › aesthetic . #i love him !!! so much !! #stupid man #// nsfw

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like this if you want a little starter at some point this week !!

#THROWING THIS UP AGAIN #BC I'M IN MY FEELS #starters will probs come from quinn or kai unless muse is specified

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okie dokie, i update my interest tracker so feel free to fill it out while i organize my drafts !! ♡

#i'm really gonna try to pick up activity a little #life has just been kicking me in the ass #and i'm tired of sacrificing my hobbies ;-; #anyway ilu all thank u for staying

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like this if you want a little starter at some point this week !!

#specify muse or i'm using a random generator 🥰🥰✨ #i want to be more active i miss writing SM #i'm feeling a little low today #but still musing so that's a plus #let me love u 💗

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so .. y'all watch live action o.ne piece?

#im not saying a damn thing until i know i won't be judged for being a clown fucker

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“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

#◜✧ — 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐚 › musings . #lmao

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starter  for  @rasvyet​          >          alina  and  alma .

❝    alina,   look  what  i  found !    ❞      they  fall  in  step  beside  her  with  no  shortage  of  mirth  and  then  present,    gathered  in  a  small  tin  mug,   an  assortment  of  berries.    their  worry  isn’t  exactly  easy  to  swallow,   not  with  the  chaos  around  them.    at  least  alma  has  the  luxury  of  closing  their  eyes  once  in  a  while—    alina  is  the  one  expected  to  fix  organize.    it  must  be  difficult.    it  must  be  tiring.          ❝    they've  been  out  in  the  sun,   so  they're  pretty  warm,    and  i  think  they're  safe  to  eat    . . .    ❞         alma  can't  help  but  sheepishly  smile ,      ❝    i  hope.    ❞

#rasvyet #◜✧ — 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐚 › interaction . #HELLO I'VE FINALLY POSTED IT #I'M SORRY IT'S TAKEN A YEAR

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

#i do these every once in a while so send me !!! #even if we havent interacted before i will.. take my best guess #but these are fun & help me w writing

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starter  for  @taissakingston​          >          taissa  &  harlow .

all  in  all,   harlow  does  not  fit  in  with  the  scene —    she  tried  at  least,   pairing  a  leather  jacket  with  glitter  and  strawberry  cheeks.    it  doesn't  matter  though,   not  at  the  core.    she's  been  waiting  to  see  taissa    ;    hovering  backstage,   feeling,   god,   feeling  the  music  as  she  blurs  away  the  grief.    the  argument  she’d  had  with  silas  cracked  her  pride  and  carved  her  open,   leaving  her  all  to  vulnerable  and  just  a  bit  more  desperate  for  taissa’s  company.    her  anger  felt  good    . . .    a  hell  of  a  lot  better  than  pampered  trust  fund  kids  and  debutantes.    they  never  really  got  it.    and  so,    the  moment  taissa  leaves  the  stage,   harlow  is  stands  to  greet  her.    hands  crossed  over  her  chest,  she  shouts  over  the  roar  of  the  crowd    ——      ❝    are  you  done  now ?!    ❞

#taissakingston #i'm so sleepy i hope this is ok #she's kind of entitled #ily i hope ur doing good <33 finally wrote for u #◜❥ — 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐨𝐰 › interaction .

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MADELYN CLINE for Who What Wear

#◜❥ — 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐨𝐰 › aesthetic . #i do be loving her on this fine day