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Back to the start, but this time together

#250 - Rushing Train, prompt from @flashfictionfridayofficial

Pairing -Sirius/Remus

Warnings - Harry's low self esteem

Words -910

Summary - The occupents of Grimmauld Place are rushing to catch the Hogwarts Express. Its time to take a new trip on the train that hearlded so many changes in all their lives. This time they are going to catch it together. A03 here

Remus stood at the floo and looked around. He knew they were going to be late. They were always late for everything now days.

He cast a quick Sonorus on himself so he could be heard throughout the house. Grimmauld Place had expanded over the years, giving them all what they needed in a home. Including working internal floo places, so Remus didn’t have to climb the now 5 flights of stairs with his bum hip.

“Oy, hurry up you lot. We are going to miss the train,” he called into the house.

He listened with a smile as he heard three pairs of running feet. Two much too old to be acting like it was their first time on the Hogwarts Express.

Not that Remus really minded. He was excited about this year. He hated leaving his family behind when he went to work at Hogwarts like he had been for the last 4 years. Now he didn’t have to.

Teddy had turned 11 and was off to boarding school. Even knowing Minerva wouldn’t allow the same things that happened to Harry to happen to Teddy, Remus had refused to let him go if he didn’t have a close adult on sight.

Minerva had taken it as a challenge.

This year Remus was going back as the History of Magic teacher and the Deputy Head. He was giving up his beloved DADA position, but he couldn’t help but beam when his successor came bounding through the doorway, a beaming smile on his face, hair every which way and his glasses askew.

“You might want t put yourself together before we get tot he platform, Professor,” Remus teased Harry, who blushed as he straightened himself out.

Harry just waved a hand behind him, as though Remus should understand why he looked like he had been tousling.

It turned out it was because he was. Remus rolled his eyes as Sirius Lupin walked through the doorway, looking magnificent for a 50-year-old man. Not that they could say that number around his delicate ears.

“Can you believe it, Moony mine? Prongslet tried to lock me in my room. Apparently it would be funny to see the new Charms professor come into the feast late,” Sirius said, a faux glare on his face as he turned, hands on his hips as he stared Harry down.

“Oh please, as if you wouldn’t have enjoyed the attention. Where is Teddy?” Remus said as he nudged Sirius towards the floo, looking for his son.

“He’s packing some last-minute supplies,” Harry said.

“What supplies?” Remus suddenly said, as he turned to look at Harry suspiciously.

“Just stuff he needs for Hogwarts. Don’t worry Moony, I helped him pack,” Harry said with a beaming grin.

“That’s what I’m worried about,” Remus sighed as he watched Teddy come in, his hair bright yellow, no surprise what House he wanted to get into.

Sirius walked over and helped Teddy with his trunk, accepting the hug the boy seemed to dish out so easily. Something that the three men had never experienced, even at his age.

“Thanks Pads, it’s heavy,” Teddy said, smiling softly.

“Its all right Teddy Bear, come on, we’re almost late,” Sirius said as he placed a kiss n Teddy’s head before taking the trunk and walking through the floo, Teddy on his heels.

“I think he loves that boy more than me,” Harry said with a laugh and a smile.

Remus knew he was joking, knew he didn’t mean it, but he instantly whipped around and grabbed Harry’s shoulders. It didn’t matter how broad he got, how filled out, how he aged, he was still the little boy Remus and Sirius had adored before he had even been born; he was the boy they had fought and literarily died (and came back) for.

“He loves you more than anyone in the world, Harry, including me. The wonderful thing about Sirius is he is made of love and loyalty, but I promise he doesn’t love Teddy more, he doesn’t love me more. He knows I can and will protect Teddy from the world. So even now, even with you as a grown man, you will always be the one he protects first, the one he thinks of first. For Sirius, you have been his first thought for 28 years. It won’t end now, it never will.” Remus said earnestly. Wanting Harry to understand, even now, the depths of Sirius’ love for the boy. All of their love for the boy.

“Ok Moony,” Harry said shyly.

Remus sighed, even a decade of counseling and self esteem work couldn’t get rid of the insidious voice that told Harry he was unwanted, that he was the last choice, that he was here to be used, not to be loved the way they did.

“Come on Prongslet, we have a new chapter in our lives. One we are entering together, ok?” Remus said as he gently squeezed Harry’s shoulder.

“I’m glad we can stay together this year,” Harry mumbled.

“Me too, cub, me too. Now come on, Sirius will hold the train up if we are any later and it will be me Minerva sends the howler too,” Remus said as he ushered him towards the floo.

Harry couldn’t help but laugh as he took the next step on his life journey, one that took him back to where it all began. But this time, he had his family by his side.

#flashfridayfiction #250 #Wolfstar #Found Family #Everyone goes back to Hogwarts #harry potter #teddy lupin

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You know what, I'm super glad for the bagginshield fandom. It's a lovely little pocket of kind, funny, talented folks, who are all just out here screaming excitedly about a gentle-hobbit and a dwarf king!

#This is the nicest corner of fandom ive ever stumbked upon #with the nicest people

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My newest Bagginshield fic, its sad, also MCD just to warn you. And once again thank you @sunnyrosewritesstuff, the fanfic title monarch, I bow to you 💖 I hope someone enjoys it <3 Sincerely, the Broken Hearted Summary:

Dis is confused. Thorin should be happy, he is back in Erebor, his heirs are well. He has everything he ever wanted, right?

So why is Dis' brother sad? As a younger sister it is her job to find out and help him if she can. And as always a snippet:

She slowly opened the drawer and then blinked at the first thing she saw. Unsure if it was really them in front of her eyes. She hadn’t seen those beads since they had decorated their amad’s hair. She had chewed on those beads when in her mother’s arms. She had watched as their adad had carefully braided them in each morning. Dis often sat on her amad’s knee as he did so. If Thorin had found them in Erebor then she would have understood him coveting and hiding them away, but he hadn’t. He had had these beads since just after their amad’s death. They were the only thing he would never sell over the years. He had refused to part from them for anything, including Dis’ wedding. In fact, he was so loath to part with them that he had toiled through two winters of gruelling work so that he could buy gold for Dis’ own marriage beads instead of parting with their amad’s.

#bagginshield #My fic #Sharing fics #the hobbit

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I PAY for Prime, I pay extra so i dont have ad, but guess what I have in the middle of a movie? If i wanted ads i'd pay for a bloody tv license and watch freeview! Its absurd imo.

Do we seriously have to skip both ads on YouTube now. Like we press skip on the first then we have to wait five more seconds to press skip on the second. Are you actually fucking kidding me

#Why am I paying for ads? #Surely thats the whole point?

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Okay, you know what? After reading this post, I jokingly said we should all just make a pact to reblog it five times a day forever. So I'm gonna do this louder for the people in the back:

AO3 WAS CREATED BY FANS, FOR FANS

AO3 IS RUN BY FANS (VOLUNTEERS, NO LESS)

AO3 IS PART OF THE NON-PROFIT, ORGANIZATION FOR TRANSFORMATIVE WORKS

AO3 IS NOT OWNED BY ANY COMPANIES AND DOES NOT EARN REVENUE

AO3 OPERATES ON DONATIONS FROM FANS

again:

AO3 WAS CREATED BY FANS, FOR FANS

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Who would like to hear a Romani Lullaby? I'm wriitng it anyway cause I can lol. Its used in my first fic that I wrote for my 12 year old. It is a lullaby my mum sang to me and I sang to both my boys so it seemed fitting for me to have Bilbo sing it Fili and Kili when they were in their sick beds after BOTFA. Its this fic, but it is undergoing serious editing as it was my first time writing in over 20 years. Stop me Fading I probs could have waited, but I was talking about it and wanted to share a bit of my culture and how it affects my writing where it can. Excuse well, me lol, but this is how it sounds when I sing/say it (never done an audio clip before)

Bilbos Lullaby Jaw to sutters my tiny chal, Tumaro mami keri buci pe phav, At rarde she wrl palal, Si te zavli she tusa, Jaw to lutherum, tiny baw, I'm teerie deya's purie mami, Sar drago tuke her miliko ilo, She von kerd les kana she sas musha."

Go to sleep my tiny boys, Your mum's out working the land, When she comes back at break of day, Cuddle you she shall, Go to sleep, tiny guests, Your mum's my lovely daughter, Just as you love her gentle heart, So did she, when she was mine.

#bagginshield #Romani #Roma writer #Roma lullaby #Roma appreciation

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*releases pack of dads into home depot* go……be free

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Reblog if you love AO3 and appreciate their volunteers who are working harder than God, fighting battle after battle, making sure the place that is a safe space for every fandom is staying up and running for all of us

#I am so grateful to them all

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@brandileigh2003 not me ....

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Everybody look, look t @hobbityalse's amazing fic for @thorinsspringforge I've enver collabed with ana rtist before and I couldn;t have wished for a better partenr so thank you Alse Here is the accompanying fic but look at the art above 😍 Everything I need is in this Armchair And as always, a snippet:

He used one hand to turn Dis’ head and cradle her close. “He lives Dis. He is small and fragile, but he is strong. You have done well, Dis, Daughter of Fris. You have another boy. Another Prince. He lives Dis,” Thorin whispered to her, willing her to hear, to fight for her babe. “Come back sister, we need you. They need you. I need you,” he begged her. He wasn’t sure how long he was on his knees whispering to her. Someone had handed Thorin Fili. He knelt by Dis, her older dwarfling in one arm with her newest in his other and his head pressed to hers. Oin was long done with Dis and said that she needed rest and only her will and Mahal’s would keep her here. Thorin added his own will to it. He was ecstatic with his newest nephew. The babe’s bright eyes were shining up at him. That first breath that the babe had taken had seared into Thorin’s heart. Both these pebbles were most of his entire everything. The other part was fighting for her life on the bed before him. Mahal wouldn’t be as cruel as to steal the last of Thorin’s family from him. He wouldn’t steal a dam from her dwarflings, barely months after stealing their father, surely? Thorin could do nothing but pray and care for the children in his arms, the children he would love until the end of his days.

As promised, here is my art for @lucigoo wonderful fic 'Everything I need is in this armchair'

@thorinsspringforge

#Thorin Spring Forge #tsf #bagginshield #Thorin centric #Amazing fan art #Im blessed to ahve worked with her

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you belong somewhere. one day, in some place (probably unknown to you now), you will feel at home. you will feel loved. you will feel like you belong, which is what you have been waiting for. it is coming please don’t worry about it too hard right now. when you are there you will know. i love you, you will feel at home soon.

#It took me until I was34 #You place isout there ❤️

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There are currently ~2300 works in AO3 tagged with "Created Using Generative AI"

I'll be upfront with my opinion, which mirrors my opinion in regards to my field: using AI will only hasten your own obsolescence. The point of fanfiction is not to crank out fics, but rather to enjoy the hobby and communities of writing and fandom.

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‘james potter would nev-‘ please have him. i’m almost begging you, have the canon version of james potter, he’s straight and dead and most likely would never.

my james is different breed, he sucks dicks (proudly) and takes them up his ass (enthusiastically) and doesn’t give a fuck if you perceive him differently. he also fucks the life out of his death-eater boyfriend so good that twink has no choice but to quit his cult and start a new one, in james’ name.

so yeah, have canon james. i don’t want him.

#Mine cheated on his wife with said death-eater (ex ) boyfriend #so no #Canon James would never #Fanon James get to be feral asf

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Yo I've got another for my by now mixed Tolkien survey series:

(yes, I over-simplified stuff, and had to exclude Tulkas, Melkor & Mandos for lack of answer-options, just comment if you'd have picked them)

#Mahal all th eway #He was all screw it #I want kids too #and then made Thorin and co co .....

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happy lesbian visibility week

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The white noise machiene was just at the right level of right noise.