mandyyvibes

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i am relieved that i'd left my room tidy

they'll think of me kindly when they come for my things

they'll never know how i'd stared at the dark in that room

with no thoughts like a blood-sniffing shark

and while my dreams made music in the night

carefully

i was going to live

last words of a shooting star by mitski

#ITS THE LAST WORDS OF A SHOOTING STAR BUCKY COMIC #i think about this every day

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thank you for the tag @lavenderpanic 💖

last song i listened to: the story by conan gray 🎶

favorite color: pink and yellow 💛

currently watching: i don’t really watch things tbh :(( i need to finish hannibal at some point though 🦌

spicy, sweet, or savory: sweet 🧁

relationship status: single ✨

current obsession: uhhh. ttpd. sugartits. peanut butter. rainy and warm weather 🌦️

last thing i googled: “sen meaning” (trying to do the connections iykyk) 🤙🏻

open tags! (i’m the worst i’m sorry)

#tag game #about me

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“If ever there is a tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart… I’ll always be with you.” 

Inspired by this post and the soul-destroying audio of Chris Evans singing this

#bucky the pooh 😭😭😭

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Chris Evans as Ransom Drysdale KNIVES OUT (2019)

#this man and his damn sweaters and cookies

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I never said pilot.

#sam 😭😭 #i keep thinking about how riley died in flight and there’s no way sam doesn’t feel his absence every time he’s suiting up #the wind on his face probably feels like riley’s breath #you either die a hero or live long enough to become an avenger

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🩵🩵🩵

brb sobbing 🥹 thank you! virtual hugs right back at you, if you would like them

#ask box #chaos #😭😭

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i swear being nineteen is just being the dumbest bitch in the world

#i want attention so bad #almost texted my ex last night #it’s taking everything in me not to text this other guy that wants to fuck me #i don’t wanna fuck him #i really don’t #i just want something to fill the void #i’m self destructing #i slept for 15 hours last night and now i have two school assignments im behind on 2k words to write and a fic to read and comment on #and everything is my own fault like jesus christ how do i keep fucking up so bad

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#happy tuesday

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Frank Grillo as Brock Rumlow + CROSSBONES mask/armour shots

CAPTAIN AMERICA: CIVIL WAR | dir. Joe & Anthony Russo (2016)

#happy tuesday

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#happy tuesday

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Frank Grillo starring as BROCK RUMLOW Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

#happy tuesday

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Brock Rumlow & Jack Rollins AKA Hydra Husbands

#happy tuesday

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Frank Grillo as Brock Rumlow AVENGERS: ENDGAME (2019)

#time to reblog brock at an alarming pace ig #happy tuesday

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Peaceful morning. Maybe after a movie night!

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thank you so much @hypnxrchy for the tag!

The rules are shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

this is home- cavetown

down bad- taylor swift

supercut- lorde

hardest of hearts- florence + the machine

everywhere, everything- noah kahan

that unwanted animal- the amazing devil

idea of her- cavetown

anyway- noah kahan

pancakes for dinner- lizzy mcalpine

i can fix him (no really i can)- taylor swift

chill no pressure tags: @possumwoodpie @lavenderpanic @chaos-and-ink @harleythealter @questionableratatouille00 @softcronch @otpcutie @numberonestuckyshipper @purpleicedteas @vivelarevolution13

#tag game #full send tagging ten people instead of just doing the three people that i talk to 😭 scaryyy #this is so fun though i love music so muchhhh #genuinely happy with the outcome of this shuffle it feels very accurate

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got not one single thing done today- didn’t even take a good nap like i wanted to

i did watch fantastic 4 for the first time, which was a solid 8/10 tbh. it was comforting in its predictability and cevans sure did do his best and look cute while doing it ✨

#tw vent #night night guys 🤠

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NEW CHAPTER OF RETROGRADE UP NOW

#no fuckin way #lavender u are full of surprises