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[marshsmlm]

I haven’t had a real active crush on him in months but for all intents and purpose, he’s my man frfr like he can ask me out ANYTIME and I’ll BE THERE

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i'm not very vocal about being asexual, however all of the misinformation surrounding asexuality just frustrates me. i'm not broken or wrong. it's not a medical issue. i DO NOT have a "low sex drive." it's not a choice either, i am not "celibate" or "pure." it's not just cis-het people who have said these things and have made these assumptions about asexuals and asexuality. it's also a lot of queer allosexual folk. I'M STILL A GAY MAN STILL BEING ASEXUAL.

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Bro can we please just make out already bro like what’s all the hubbub!!

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Wouldn’t it be such a funny inside joke if we pretended to be together and went on cute park dates, held hands under the picnic tables, and romantically play fought in the empty play sets?? And did that weekly?! Haha! That’d be so funny!!!!!!!!!

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it doesn’t feel good anymore. it was fun at first, but now it just hurts. knowing he doesn’t fell the same, and never will is torture because i just can’t stop.

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Putting the coke aside, he lied down on the wooden bridge, safe in its embrace. He imagined what it would be like to kiss Jess under the watchful gaze of the glittering planets and stars. Even though the boys were so small compared to the sheer immensity of the universe, a feeling as big as a galaxy began to well up in Casper’s chest, and he felt like he was about to explode, transforming into a super giant. The feeling was ever-consuming, and he wanted to bathe in its warmth forever. It was more than just joy; it was a sense of belonging, of hope, of… there were no words. All he knew was that he was the sun. “Don’t fall asleep there, Rains,” Jess’ voice abruptly broke through his reverie. “I’m not,” he murmured. He didn’t want to check the time or think about what his parents would do if they realised he was gone. He just wanted to float through the world with Jess at his side, at least for a few more hours. To his surprise, Jess lay down next to him. “Little uncomfy, isn’t it?” “But nice.” Casper wanted to offer for the other boy to use his chest as a pillow, but he didn’t dare. He could barely breath knowing how close their skin was; it felt like he was slowly burning to ashes just from the proximity. Jess turned his head to the side, studying Casper. “Yeah. It is nice.”

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Extract from chapter four of "Heart-Shaped Bruises" by yours truly

(a_wild_fern on ao3)

[marshsmlm]

not amab, not afab, but a secret third thing (afag)

[marshsmlm]

Y’all he smells so goddamn good I’m gonna die

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[marshsmlm]

YOU hates terfs

[marshsmlm]

Why do we gotta pick one name why can't I just wear a hello my name is" tag and change it when I feel like it

[marshsmlm]

more heart pendants ❤️‍🩹

[marshsmlm]

I just wanna be a boy’s soft spot

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[marshsmlm]

And in these next 50 years you will eat so many delicious meals, laugh so many times with so many people you love, shout and scream and sing and cry and smile so hard your face hurts. And you will see such beautiful sunsets and feel fresh cold air on your face and feel warm and safe wrapped up in your favourite winter coat.

[marshsmlm]

i love just silently sitting on the phone with him. it means we want to do our own thing, but we also want to do it together, and randomly being reminded that he likes me to be around is incredible

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[marshsmlm]

T4T Floydsin Cowboys

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[marshsmlm]

Eye contact with you burns my eyes in a neurodivergent way, but i do it anyway since you have really really pretty eyes