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sometimes i really miss the obx season 1 era, the vibes were just unmatched in every way. it truly felt like a summer show and just set the whole mood for the rest of the summer. i wish i could go back and rewatch it for the first time and see all the cast lives again and i’m really hoping that the new season brings back those vibes again

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Do you still write and post fanfic I sss just wondering definitely understand if you don’t

hi there! i've been considering it, trying to find my muse again for obx!!

#answered

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skin — jj maybank x kook!reader

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭:  “ Can you please do jj x kook!reader? She is very insecure about her body because her mom’s always saying she needs to loose some weight and stuff like that. So she starts eating less and less, and JJ starts noticing it, so he questions her about it. Angst with fluff if possible please 🤧 love your writing! ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵘ ”

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.7k

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: deals with weight, ED behaviors–read with caution pls.

𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆: hello everyone! i hope y’all are doing well. i just want everyone to read this with caution since it is a heavy topic. i made this angst and hopefully fluffly! if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, my messages are open. i’m always here for you.

As there were many lovely things about being a Kook, Y/N had to deal with one of the many downsides of being a teenage Kook. She had to shape and morph into the perfect daughter for the perfect Kook family. Her mother held such a high and pristine image and Y/N had to follow along, whether she wanted to or not. 

Keep reading

#thank you for the reblog and for adding me to your rec list 💖 #I appreciate it so much

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This shouldn't need to be said, but fanfic writing should be treated like a community and not competition

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“Do you ever feel like every move is the wrong one? I’m in a position right now where if I do what’s good for me, like the smart thing, then I gotta be real hard on… someone else. Helping me is gonna hurt someone that I care about…. a lot.”

DREW STARKEY as RAFE CAMERON in Outer Banks, Season 3 (2023)

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But you know what we do when arrows come flying?

for @alphinias 💛

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getting carlacia grant on obx was the best decision they ever made

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❤️❤️ thank you!!

JJ Maybank

OUTER BANKS

·˚ ༘ warnings

*** smut or mentions of

💌children or mentions of

📖 multiple parts

the maybank’s part 2 - @mildkleptomaniac 💌📖

·˚ ༘ warnings; fluff

oh baby part 1 - @mildkleptomaniac 💌📖

·˚ ༘ warnings; teen pregnancy, angst, underage drinking, mentions weed, vulgar language, throwing up, guns, profanities, mentions of beer

#this makes my day

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i honestly think there will be a season 4 because it is still one of netflix biggest shows, the only way i can see it being cancelled if is netflix looses a majority of their customers after the whole not sharing account fiasco ( that i am so pissed of about )

anyway the only reason why i am excited is because they are finally addressing the pogues mental health and JJ’s childhood abuse and anxiety because of that

eh i don’t really think it’s that popular anymore

i know A LOT of people who have lost interest in the show since they confirmed jiara and will not be watching, including myself

i genuinely think that that will plummet ratings dramatically like so fucking low. people don’t want to see that tbh 🤷🏻‍♀️

it’s such a shame bc i think all of them a good enough actors to pull that off and have some really emotional scenes but the reality is that one shit judgement to green light a shit storyline completely ruins the show

plus we all know that the writers are shit and it’s going to be done in the stupidest way possible. pope is going to get with cleo before any jiara shit happens so he has “no right” to be mad about it (which he should be and it’s unrealistic if he’s not) and then it’s gonna kiara whining at jj for 10 episodes straight and changing everything about him that people actually like and spending the entire season apologising to her for being himself and not what she wants him to be

#agree 1000000%

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I just saw a fanfic author on tiktok advertising their fic like booktok does and peace and love but friend. your real life actual face??? associated with your fic???

listen, as far as y'all are concerned, I am a sentient seal with access to a keyboard, and we’re leaving it at that

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#i was like 11 when i got this bc i have facebook memories of me posting tumblr stuff in 2011

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hey gorgeous! if your still doing songs to base off imagines. how about yes to heaven by lana? :)

hi love!! yes i am!! is there anyone you'd like this with in particular?

#answered

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multifandom meme > [5/10] locations - poguelandia (outer banks)

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hello. how would you feel about writing for jj x cameron!reader? maybe when John b brings sarah around to the pogues she brings her twin with her? and then idk reader and jj eventually get together

in general, this concept for a fanfic has been in the back of my mind and I’ve def been wanting to do this

#answered #would y’all be opposed to like an actual character for this idea

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maroon or question…? from taylor swift for a jj fic 🙁

why not both? also....you good bestie? maroon & question...? can be found here!

#answered #requested

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question...? —  jj maybank x reader

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭:  “ question...? by taylor swift with jj ”

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 700

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: just angst. cheating. pain. 

𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆: ....requestor,,,,,, you ok??? i���m going to make it tie in with maroon

Y/N remembered the first time she met JJ. She moved in down the street from the Chateau and went to the Wreck to get a bite to eat. Her eyes landed on the blonde, as they were already on her from the bar. A new town, a new person never hurts to talk to. JJ deemed her as the good girl, a girl who never fully lived. Y/N deemed him as a sad boy. 

Everything changed when they first met.

Soon after spending Maroon nights together, he began making all the wrong choices. JJ swore they had something special, and he couldn’t remember who he was before Y/N. Maybe he lost himself for the worse, but also with some other girl. 

Y/N wouldn’t believe him anymore–any sentimental statements would be considered garbage and just another way to break her heart. She believed he painted all her nights with a color that she’ll be searching for since. 

Before even discovering the affair JJ had with some other girl, it was one thing after another. The two lost in situations and circumstances–miscommunications and misunderstandings were the norm. The Pogues weren’t sure what exactly happened or when the shift occurred. Everything was perfect.

Until it wasn’t. 

Y/N spent countless nights wondering what she did wrong. 

“Can I ask you a question?” Y/N spoke up, watching JJ lean against the wooden frame of the door. Weeks after trying to collect her marbles, she collected the guts to confront JJ–whether he liked it or not. “What did I do wrong? I just–I just want some explanations.”

She remembered the first, minute argument. The two kissed in front of the Pogues–then the banter and teasing all fell on Y/N. New to the Pogues, she wondered why JJ didn’t do anything. Moments later, they were surfing and cheering her on. The affection of the Pogues with her and JJ’s relationship confused her–especially with Kiera. 

But she never was the issue. 

“Did you leave her house in the middle of the night?” 

JJ furrowed his brow. He didn’t want to talk about this. But the sight of Y/N with strained eyes and stained cheeks, it only made him want to collapse on his knees. The truth hurts. 

The truth would kill her. 

“Do you wish you could still touch her?”

“Jesus, Y/N–”

“It’s just a question.” 

A question JJ never wanted to answer. A mistake he had made and instantly regretted. But Y/N knew the nights they spent together, the other girl was on his mind. He seemed distant, he seemed too lost in his thoughts. His hands were covered in filth from his crime and he didn’t even touch Y/N. 

Half-moon eyes, JJ knew she would be in for bad surprises by answering the truth. He knew he was out of time and eventually the truth would nip him in the ass. Maybe he had too much to drink, maybe he got caught up in something–he isn’t sure–and he didn’t know. Swept away, he got caught in the grey area. 

“I just want to have a conversation, JJ. It’s a question.”

Y/N felt nothing but second-best, thinking whoever that girl was–she was high on the throne. He never wanted Y/N, he only wanted to fill the void. That’s what Y/N convinced herself. Her eyes perked up at the sound of footsteps creaking in the back of the Chateau. She was hoping to see one of the Pogues, but instead, it was a stranger. 

The girl she had never seen before, but yet the root to all her sadness. 

“You’re still with her?” Y/N’s voice cracked. 

“Y/N, look–”

“That’s nice. I’m sure…I’m sure she’s suitable and right for you.” 

“I think you should go.”

“It was just a question.”

#jj maybank imagine #jj maybank x reader #jj maybank #outer banks imagine

[mildkleptomaniac]

maroon —  jj maybank x reader

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭:  “ maroon by taylor swift with jj ”

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 722

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: mentions alcohol, hickeys, sadness lol

𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆: ....requestor,,,,,, you ok??? 

When the morning came, Y/N and JJ were cleaning incense off of Y/N’S vinyl shelf. Warm rays streamed through the curtains of her room. Their clothes disheveled with tousled hair, they still were bleary-eyed from the night before. Scattered across the floor were empty wine bottles, empty glasses, and half-smoked cigarettes. 

Another night spent together, they had lost time again–laughing and chatting as they lounged with their feet in each other’s lap. The tension felt thick that night, more than any other. The two both questioned if their friendship wanted to be something else, something more. 

JJ and Y/N never were close, not like they were with the rest of the Pogues. They always stole glances across the room, his compliments made her blush, and whenever she walked in with her shorts and bikini top on, he’d get flustered. The Pogues knew, way before they did. 

"How'd we end up on the floor anyway?" Y/N asked, looking around at the mess they had made.

"Sarah’s cheap-ass screw-top rosé, that's how," JJ replied, grinning, motioning to the empty bottle in his hand. Y/N winced at the sight of the bottle. Sarah snuck some wine over one night to the Chateau, but most of the Pogues preferred beer. Y/N offered to take it home with her, maybe she could enjoy it some other night. 

And she did.

With JJ. 

Since that night, the two had been seeing each other every day for months now–or at least it felt different. 

Easily, Y/N knew she had chosen JJ.

Nights spent on the HMS Pogue together, trespassing on new construction properties, and laying down on the beach. 

One summer night, JJ brought Y/N to the beach. In his mind, his set up seemed more extravagant than reality. A blanket laid along the sand, a little picnic basket with fruit and some dipping chocolate. A bottle of wine and plastic wine glasses. Blood rushed to her cheeks in embarrassment as JJ stood there with a cheeky grin. He held a wine bottle in his hand, moments before playful splashing her with. Her shirt stained burgundy.  Her collarbones quickly covered with marking scarlet hues on her skin. 

His phone played music, some of her favorite tunes as they enjoyed the moon light reflecting off the ocean. “Dance with me,” JJ looked over at Y/N, blonde wisps falling on his forehead. 

The two danced closely, their bodies pressed together as they admired the sky. Lost in the moment, lost in each other’s eyes, and lost in the starry night above them–the two felt like they were the only ones in the world. The soft crashes of the waves and the music, they two carried the night away. 

The sky began to lighten as they sat together on the blanket, watching the sunrise. Sky of maroon. JJ’s arm wrapped around her shoulder and her knees tucked into her chest–she knew this had to be one of the best moments of her life. 

JJ meant everything to her.

Except, the wine stain felt different now. 

Again, embarrassed, but for a different reason. 

Silence descended upon JJ and Y/N. She blinked at the sight of their reality, shaking, blind, and hazy–trying to figure out how they had lost sight of each other again. JJ held his head in his hands, sobbing. The gasping of air weaving in and out of his chest. 

JJ knew he made a mistake and he was paying the consequences. She wondered if it was worth it. Maybe a question she’d never ask, but always on the tip of her tongue. 

Ain't that the way shit always ends? 

JJ stood up, frustration coursing in his veins, he chewed on his bottom lip too hard that blood drew. Hollow-eyed, he walked out of her house. Maybe the couple weren’t the roses JJ thought they were–instead, Y/N knew it was carnations. 

She wished they were roses, too. 

Months turned into the absence of JJ. The only thing she had left of JJ was the maroon stain on her shirt, rust that had grown between them, the lips she had once called home. Time she spent watching the sunrise and seeing the maroon sky and no longer scarlet marks on her collarbones. 

Color of love and loss.

It was all Maroon.

#jj maybank imagine #( jj maybank ) #jj maybank x reader #outer banks imagine #obx imagines #requested