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ššššššš.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āŗĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā preĀ -Ā avengersĀ +Ā phaseĀ one.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āŗĀ Ā Ā Ā everyoneĀ saysĀ thatĀ you'reĀ soĀ bright,Ā soĀ loud,Ā soĀ muchĀ &Ā maybeĀ youĀ areĀ orĀ maybeĀ you'reĀ coveringĀ upĀ thatĀ gapingĀ woundĀ inĀ yourĀ chestĀ withĀ fireworks.Ā Ā orĀ maybeĀ youĀ reallyĀ areĀ soĀ brightĀ soĀ warmĀ soĀ hotĀ butĀ sometimesĀ youĀ wonderĀ ifĀ anythingĀ willĀ everĀ beĀ enoughĀ toĀ sootheĀ thatĀ achingĀ burningĀ coldĀ fireĀ inĀ yourĀ chest.Ā Ā youĀ don'tĀ knowĀ whatĀ itĀ is,Ā can'tĀ everĀ letĀ yourselfĀ closeĀ enoughĀ toĀ thatĀ pyreĀ toĀ knowĀ ifĀ it'sĀ angerĀ orĀ fearĀ orĀ lonelinessĀ orĀ griefĀ butĀ it'sĀ thereĀ &Ā ifĀ you'reĀ goodĀ enough,Ā funnyĀ enough,Ā boldĀ enough,Ā maybeĀ youĀ canĀ hideĀ itĀ fromĀ everyoneĀ else.Ā Ā maybeĀ there'sĀ enoughĀ ofĀ youĀ &Ā enoughĀ ofĀ theĀ worldĀ thatĀ youĀ canĀ outrunĀ itĀ forever,Ā yourĀ ownĀ fireĀ brightĀ enoughĀ toĀ putĀ thatĀ woundĀ toĀ shame.Ā Ā brightĀ enoughĀ toĀ proveĀ toĀ everyone,Ā anyone,Ā yourself,Ā yourĀ mother,Ā yourĀ father,Ā yourĀ friends,Ā yourĀ classmates,Ā the world,Ā thatĀ you'reĀ enough.Ā Ā you'reĀ enough.Ā Ā you'reĀ enough.
ššššš.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āŗĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā mainĀ verseĀ +Ā postĀ -Ā endgame.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āŗĀ Ā Ā Ā youĀ seeĀ yourselfĀ soĀ clearlyĀ thatĀ youĀ canĀ seeĀ theĀ gapingĀ holeĀ insideĀ youĀ whereĀ youĀ lostĀ aĀ pieceĀ longĀ ago.Ā Ā it'sĀ thereĀ &Ā it'sĀ raggedĀ &Ā painfulĀ &Ā bleedingĀ &Ā youĀ don'tĀ knowĀ howĀ noĀ oneĀ elseĀ canĀ seeĀ itĀ whenĀ itĀ takesĀ upĀ soĀ muchĀ ofĀ yourĀ awareness.Ā Ā youĀ runĀ fromĀ it,Ā fightĀ it,Ā tryĀ toĀ findĀ itĀ butĀ nothingĀ bandagesĀ upĀ thatĀ hungryĀ mawingĀ voidĀ insideĀ yourselfĀ &Ā whenĀ you'reĀ tired,Ā uninspired,Ā youĀ swearĀ itĀ growsĀ &Ā grows.Ā Ā youĀ promiseĀ yourselfĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ alone,Ā promiseĀ yourselfĀ thatĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ different,Ā wantĀ toĀ beĀ special,Ā loveĀ havingĀ thisĀ holeĀ insideĀ youĀ &Ā pointĀ itĀ outĀ inĀ wordsĀ orĀ songĀ orĀ jokesĀ &Ā storiesĀ &Ā takeĀ prideĀ inĀ thatĀ pain,Ā inĀ yourĀ uniquenessĀ inĀ thisĀ worldĀ ofĀ graysĀ &Ā stormĀ clouds.Ā Ā youĀ areĀ 5Ā amĀ rainĀ onĀ asphaltĀ roadsĀ &Ā sputteringĀ streetĀ lamps.Ā Ā youĀ areĀ petrichorĀ musingsĀ &Ā aĀ thousandĀ contradictionsĀ wrappedĀ insideĀ aĀ quietĀ cry,Ā &Ā aĀ promiseĀ thatĀ you'reĀ okayĀ orĀ thatĀ you'reĀ fineĀ untilĀ you'reĀ fallingĀ apartĀ inĀ someone'sĀ armsĀ &Ā pretendĀ you'reĀ alrightĀ inĀ theĀ morning.Ā Ā youĀ tasteĀ soĀ stronglyĀ butĀ sometimesĀ youĀ wonderĀ ifĀ allĀ youĀ areĀ isĀ ash.
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ššššššš:Ā Ā Ā Ā ifĀ youāreĀ readingĀ this,Ā takeĀ itĀ &Ā tagĀ meĀ !
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*dad voice* absolutely not
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Ok so we all know that the answer to āWhere did Captain America learn to steal a car?ā is āNazi Germanyā but I think the more pressing question here is when the fuck did this complete maniac get a driverās license
Because ok, Mighty Mouse 1.0 is too poor to own a car, too short to reach the pedals, has vision problems, and is a goddamn New Yorker in the motherfucking 1930s, why on earth would he ever have learned to drive?
So this little bastard canāt even tell the gas from the brakes, he gets all beefified, he goes on tour with the USO. Unless one of the showgirls coached him through stalling out a car all over some Hollywood back lot, he still canāt drive. He goes to Europe. At some point, some genius looks at him and thinks āthis strapping specimen of American hunkhood obviously knows his way around a vehicle, letās give him a motorcycle,ā and Steve āno parachuteā Rogers is like āhow hard could this be?ā and promptly wraps himself around approximately eight trees at the same time.
So then heās kickinā ass, fightinā Hydra, and itās just months of Bucky being like āgive me the goddamn keys, Steven,ā and Dum Dum and Morita endlessly encouraging his fucking insane Fury Road bullshit, like the Howling Commandos just use āgrenadeā as code for āRogersā when theyāre reporting why yet another truck has been destroyed beyond recognition. Yes, sir, another grenade, I agree, sir, itās very odd that we keep losing vehicles in the same way, thatās the third this month alone
So then heās in the future and SHIELD is sorting his shit out, and theyāre not going to force Captain goddamn America to wait in line at the DMV, theyāre all in complete awe in him and theyāve seen the old reels of him on his bike, so when they issue him his driverās license without any type of road test they go ahead and give him a motorcycle license too
and steve is like ā¦neat.
Ok so then Bucky is back, shit is settled down, everyoneās heading somewhere and Steve gets in the driverās seat and Buckās like WHOA WHOA WHOA are you people out of your goddamn minds?! Why is Steve driving, is this some kind of mission, are we heading into a combat zone, is the plan for the vehicle to get blown up?? GIVE ME THE GODDAMN KEYS STEVEN
And Sam is all āwhat are you talking about, Steveās a great driver, I saw him jump his bike over a car onceā
And Buck is all āyes but have you seen him use a turn signal?ā
And Steveās like, āListen, we never needed to āsignalā our āturnsā in Nazi Germany.ā
And after that Bucky always drives.
Fin.
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Oh to tie a man to a chair and ride him mercilessly
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cracks in the armor
just like. emotional prompts, vague and used to express those moments where the muse is breaking down and the filter is gone.
" i screwed up... i-i screw-- i screwed up so bad... "
" i'm sorry! "
" i-i didn't mean for any of this to happen... "
" i can't believe i dragged you into this. "
" it's all true. all the awful things they said about me/you. they're all true... "
" it was me, okay?! i did it! i'm the reason why you're in this mess! "
" you deserve better than this... "
" none of us are getting out of this. are we? "
" i, uh... for the first time in my life, i don't have a plan. "
" i'm scared. "
" i killed him/her/them. "
" goddamnit! don't you ever do that to me again! i was terrified something had happened to you! "
" i... i am begging you... don't do this. "
" i just need someone to hold me. someone to tell me everything's going to be okay... "
" why are you even here?! "
" i break everything i touch! "
" i don't know what i'm doing... "
" you're still here. why? haven't you seen enough to know that's the biggest mistake you'll ever make? "
" i did this... "
" please... please, help me. "
" i... i had nowhere else to go... "
" i don't know how i got here. i don't... i just remember walking. and now i'm here. and you're here... "
" i... i did something really bad... "
" what have you done?! "
" you can tell me to go, i just... i just really need... i don't even KNOW what i need... "
" i'm a bad person. "
" you don't deserve any of this. i'm... i'm so sorry i dragged you into this mess... "
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protective prompts
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PROTECTING:
āĀ are you sure youāre okay?Ā ā
āĀ iām not letting you go alone.Ā ā
āĀ let me help.Ā ā
āĀ say the word and iāll be there.Ā ā
āĀ i know you can handle it yourself, but it doesnāt mean you should have to do this on your own.Ā ā
āĀ iāll stay the night.Ā ā
āĀ get some rest.Ā ā
āĀ Ā ssh, go back to sleep.Ā ā
āĀ iām worried about you.Ā ā
āĀ iām not going anywhere. not as long as youāre in danger.Ā ā
āĀ i wonāt let anyone hurt you.Ā ā
āĀ i wonāt let that happen.Ā ā
āĀ look at me. youāre gonna be okay.Ā ā
āĀ what can i do?Ā ā
āĀ iāll be right here with you the whole time.Ā ā
āĀ who did this to you?Ā ā
āĀ i can tell youāre upset, talk to me.Ā ā
āĀ iām not letting them get away with this.Ā ā
āĀ iāll get you out of this. trust me.Ā ā
āĀ i know you donāt need my help. but iām offering it anyway.Ā ā
āĀ youāre shaking like a leafā whatās wrong?Ā ā
āĀ what happened?Ā ā
āĀ iām gonna fucking kill them.Ā ā
āĀ i wonāt let anyone hurt you again. not ever.Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ if anything happened to youā¦Ā ā
āĀ i need you in my life. so please, let me do what i need to to make it safe.Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ i canāt lose you.Ā āĀ Ā
PROTECTED:
āĀ have you been waiting up this whole time?Ā ā
āĀ how long have you been here?Ā ā
āĀ iāll be okay. i promise.Ā ā
āĀ will you stay with me?Ā ā
āĀ please donāt go.Ā ā
āĀ i feel safer when youāre here.Ā ā
āĀ thank you for making me feel safe.Ā ā
āĀ i trust you.Ā ā
āĀ why are you helping me?Ā ā
āĀ is it over now?Ā ā
āĀ you donāt have to do this, yaā know.Ā ā
āĀ i can take care of myself.Ā ā
āĀ you donāt have to worry so much.Ā ā
āĀ i donāt want you to get hurt either.Ā ā
āĀ i canāt bear the thought of you putting yourself in danger for me.Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ Ā youāre bleeding!Ā ā
āĀ thank you, but iāll be alright.Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ please donāt get hurt. not because of me.Ā ā
ACTIONS:
1. for one muse to wake up after sustaining an injury and find the other at the side of their bed
2. for one muse to hold the other after a nightmare
3. for one muse to step between the other and someone who intends to do them harm
4.Ā for one muse to push the other out of harmās way
5. for one muse to get hurt protecting the other
6. for one muse to fall asleep next to the other muse who is keeping watch
7. for one muse to rescue the other
8.Ā for one muse to get caught hiding an injury sustained while protecting them
9. for one muse to react to the other hiding an injury
10. for one muse to take care of the other while theyāre sick/injured
11. for one muse to kiss the otherās scar
12.Ā for one muse to treat an injury the other sustained while protecting them
13. for one muse to kill to protect the other
14. for one muse to get killed while protecting the other
15.Ā for one muse to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the otherĀ
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š«š¬šØš»šÆ š¶š šØšµ š¶š·š»š°š“š°šŗš» .Ā Ā Ā (Ā Ā lyric startersĀ originatingĀ fromĀ theĀ worksĀ ofĀ grandson .Ā Ā matureĀ &Ā darkĀ themesĀ areĀ present ,Ā Ā treadĀ withĀ caution .Ā Ā )Ā
āĀ tellĀ meĀ whatĀ youāreĀ tryingĀ toĀ hide . Ā ā
āĀ lookĀ meĀ inĀ myĀ eyes ,Ā Ā tellĀ meĀ everythingāsĀ notĀ fine . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ aĀ secretĀ iĀ needĀ youĀ toĀ keep . Ā ā
āĀ begĀ meĀ forĀ mercy . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ soĀ brave ,Ā Ā &Ā iāmĀ notĀ soĀ smart . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ doingĀ youĀ aĀ favor . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ didĀ aĀ lotĀ wrongĀ thatĀ iĀ canātĀ makeĀ right . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ canātĀ cope . Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ noĀ differenceĀ betweenĀ youĀ &Ā i . Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ noĀ wayĀ ofĀ stoppingĀ this . Ā ā
āĀ isĀ thereĀ anybodyĀ outĀ thereĀ thatāsĀ payingĀ attention ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ tryĀ toĀ doĀ myĀ part . Ā ā
āĀ howĀ didĀ weĀ getĀ here ? Ā ā
āĀ oneĀ dayĀ iĀ knowĀ iāllĀ regretĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ inĀ loveĀ withĀ theĀ pain . Ā ā
āĀ idleĀ handsĀ areĀ theĀ devilāsĀ bestĀ friend . Ā ā
āĀ wonātĀ youĀ helpĀ me ,Ā Ā please ? Ā ā
āĀ weĀ mightĀ notĀ makeĀ itĀ Ā ātilĀ theĀ morning . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ aĀ sickĀ joke . Ā ā
āĀ weāreĀ strongerĀ whenĀ weāreĀ together . Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ theĀ sameĀ shit ,Ā Ā justĀ aĀ differentĀ year . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ terrifiedĀ noneĀ ofĀ itĀ mattersĀ atĀ all . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gottaĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ hereĀ asĀ quickĀ asĀ iĀ can . Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ aĀ knockĀ atĀ yourĀ frontĀ door . Ā ā
āĀ begĀ meĀ forĀ mercy . Ā ā
āĀ doĀ exactlyĀ whatĀ youāreĀ told . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ listenĀ toĀ them ,Ā Ā youāreĀ notĀ free . Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ nobodyĀ thatĀ canĀ stopĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ oneĀ lifeĀ soĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ liveĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ wantĀ toĀ moveĀ on . Ā ā
āĀ whereĀ theĀ fuckĀ doĀ weĀ goĀ now ? Ā ā
āĀ myĀ heartĀ keepsĀ fuckingĀ upĀ theĀ motherfuckingĀ plan . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ doneĀ playingĀ games . Ā ā
āĀ nobodyĀ makeĀ aĀ sound . Ā ā
āĀ theĀ higherĀ theĀ crime ,Ā Ā theĀ harderĀ theĀ fall . Ā ā
āĀ everybodyĀ toldĀ meĀ everĀ sinceĀ iĀ wasĀ young ,Ā Ā iĀ shouldĀ biteĀ myĀ tongue . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ knowĀ whereĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ go . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ willĀ notĀ apologize . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ itāsĀ timeĀ forĀ aĀ change . Ā ā
āĀ getĀ downĀ onĀ theĀ ground . Ā ā
āĀ sometimesĀ theĀ badĀ guyĀ wins . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isĀ myĀ oneĀ shotĀ atĀ redemption . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ lookingĀ upĀ atĀ rockĀ bottom . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ wantĀ toĀ getĀ leftĀ behind . Ā ā
āĀ isĀ thisĀ whatĀ youĀ wanted ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wishĀ iādĀ readĀ theĀ signsĀ better ,Ā Ā ācauseĀ theĀ writingĀ wasĀ onĀ theĀ wall . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ justĀ tryingĀ toĀ getĀ usedĀ toĀ theseĀ changes . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thoughtĀ iĀ hadĀ theĀ upperĀ hand . Ā ā
āĀ oneĀ dayĀ youāllĀ understandĀ whyĀ iĀ pushedĀ youĀ awayĀ asĀ iĀ ran . Ā ā
āĀ whatāsĀ yourĀ alibi ? Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gottaĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ thisĀ townĀ somehow . Ā ā
āĀ theĀ badāsĀ beenĀ slowlyĀ gettingĀ worse . Ā ā
āĀ whatāsĀ yourĀ lifeĀ worth ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ stillĀ tryingĀ toĀ findĀ myĀ identity . Ā ā
āĀ somebodyĀ callĀ theĀ doctor ! Ā ā
āĀ thatĀ whichĀ youĀ fearĀ isĀ thatĀ whichĀ youĀ become . Ā ā
āĀ doesĀ anyĀ ofĀ thisĀ painĀ haveĀ meaning ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasĀ inĀ overĀ myĀ head . Ā ā
āĀ shouldĀ weĀ justĀ sayĀ Ā ātoĀ hellĀ withĀ itĀ allā ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ getĀ awayĀ withĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ thinkĀ thatĀ youĀ canĀ stopĀ me ? Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isnātĀ gonnaĀ beĀ someĀ littleĀ fix . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ sickĀ ofĀ beingĀ anĀ optimist . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ resistĀ theĀ temptation . Ā ā
āĀ weĀ canĀ allĀ beĀ saved . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wantĀ toĀ feelĀ something . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ feelingĀ allĀ thisĀ pressure ,Ā Ā itāsĀ aĀ weightĀ onĀ myĀ shoulders . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ lookingĀ forĀ theĀ proofĀ thatĀ iāmĀ alive . Ā ā
āĀ allĀ iĀ everĀ wantedĀ wasĀ aĀ littleĀ pieceĀ &Ā quiet . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ amĀ theĀ thingĀ youĀ created . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ triedĀ gettingĀ better ,Ā Ā didĀ allĀ ofĀ theĀ twelveĀ steps . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ youĀ loveĀ me ,Ā Ā letĀ meĀ go . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ deserveĀ allĀ youāveĀ gotĀ coming . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ spentĀ myĀ lastĀ dollarĀ onĀ aĀ motherfuckingĀ cab . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ noĀ hope ,Ā Ā notĀ aĀ sliver . Ā ā
āĀ sometimesĀ theĀ goodĀ thingsĀ donātĀ last . Ā ā
āĀ iāllĀ doĀ anythingĀ forĀ you ,Ā Ā justĀ tellĀ meĀ whatĀ youĀ need . Ā ā
āĀ theĀ goodbyeĀ isĀ theĀ hardestĀ part . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ neverĀ thoughtĀ itādĀ comeĀ toĀ this . Ā ā
āĀ everythingĀ willĀ beĀ okay . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ doneĀ badĀ thingsĀ toĀ goodĀ people . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ noĀ selfĀ control ,Ā Ā itāsĀ theĀ rootĀ ofĀ myĀ evil . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ iĀ wereĀ you ,Ā Ā iĀ wouldnātĀ loveĀ meĀ neither . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ keepĀ onĀ lookingĀ atĀ theĀ worldĀ likeĀ iāmĀ anĀ optimist . Ā ā
āĀ weĀ canātĀ goĀ back . Ā ā
āĀ haveĀ youĀ everĀ thoughtĀ thatĀ youĀ donātĀ knowĀ itĀ all ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wishĀ youĀ wouldāveĀ called . Ā ā
āĀ saveĀ meĀ fromĀ myself . Ā ā
āĀ nobodyĀ reallyĀ cared ,Ā Ā soĀ itĀ neverĀ reallyĀ mattered . Ā ā
āĀ whatāsĀ theĀ pointĀ inĀ fightingĀ forĀ aĀ happyĀ everĀ after ? Ā ā
āĀ iādĀ ratherĀ dropĀ dead . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ giveĀ upĀ thatĀ easy . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ canātĀ keepĀ myĀ shitĀ together . Ā ā
āĀ lifeĀ isĀ aĀ bitch ,Ā Ā sheĀ doesnātĀ fightĀ fair . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wantĀ toĀ liveĀ forĀ something . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wantĀ toĀ dieĀ forĀ something . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ wonātĀ lastĀ forever .Ā Ā nothingĀ everĀ lastsĀ forever . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ iĀ needĀ someĀ guidance . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ haveĀ toĀ hurtĀ anymore . Ā ā
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CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS | Captain America: Civil War (2016)
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Chris Evans | Behind the scenes of Captain America : Civil War
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