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getting made fun of for being excited about something is one of the worst feelings ever

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the thing that gets me the most about ableism against pd’s is that ppl will be like “these disorders make you an ASSHOLE!!!!” and then turn around and pretend that other disorders can’t and don’t make you act shitty.

depression and anxiety can make you irritable and snappy. they can cause you to refuse to listen to people and to be distant and withdrawn. they can cause you to seem angry, bitchy, rude, uncaring, etc.

ptsd causes an array of difficulties in forming meaningful relationships. it pretty much shakes up your entire worldview and sense of self a lot of the time. ptsd can cause you to get angry often. it can cause you to yell and scream. it can cause you to withdraw from others, run away, or cut them out. it can cause general changes in demeanor and more cynical worldviews. it can make you seem grouchy, negative, explosive, impolite, difficult, needy, controlling, etc.

and yet when people with personality disorders have symptoms of that nature, suddenly we are irredeemable monsters. when it’s npd, bpd, hpd, or aspd instead of ptsd or depression and anxiety, people suddenly and magically lose the ability to be understanding.

mental illness is an explanation, not an excuse. i firmly believe that. hurting others is never justified simply because you have any disorder.

but if you can be patient with people who have depression, anxiety, ptsd, ocd, or any other more well understood mental illness, you can be patient with us.

#i can be a difficult person to handle sometimes because of my depression and anxiety #and i imagine its the same for many mental disorders #i know someone with bpd and a few people with autism and yeah they too can also be difficult to handle sometimes #i find it weird that people think that its valid for some mental illnesses but not others

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#god i hope those students stay safe #love seeing the country i live in with no ability of escape from in turning more and more fascist #reminder that they targeting unarmed young adults who are protesting against a fucking genocide #and the worse part is im not even surprised at this point

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JOSHUA ROSFIELD + HUGS

#baby boy #ffxvi

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299/365 This is Jill and Clive's vibe to me

#yes #ffxvi

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Those who protest against Israel's genocide are punished for antisemitism.

But for some strange reason, authorities have never cracked down on antisemitism any other time. Any other time, antisemitism is considered free speech.

It's almost as if they know damn well that protesting against Israel is not antisemitism.

#I’ve heard Jewish people talk about they went through actual antisemitism and were ignored or treated like they were in the wrong #and now these people act like they doing this to protect Jewish kids when they have never done that before #they don’t care about jewish people they never have they just using them as an excuse #while ignoring actual antisemitism #also the fact they’ve arrested actual jewish people who are protesting under the crime of antisemitism is insane

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Joshua did, in fact, not miss.

#punching your brother for having self sacrificing tendencies #not to mention jill #ffxvi

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Dion and Terrence ;v; I love themmmm!

#they #ffxvi

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#he deserves all the hugs #ffxvi

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#yoship knows what we want #ffxiv #ffxvi

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!!!🏳️‍🌈

#love me some doomed by the narrative Yaoi #gay dragon and his gay dragoon #ffxvi

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has clive taken off any of the seals he’s ever given by the people he meets throughout the game, or is he walking around valisthea looking like a waiter from office space?

#I imagine him looking like a Boy Scout with a bunch of badges #ffxvi

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FFXVI "You're alive. We both are. Nothing else matters."

#crying again #I finished the game yesterday and now this scene feels like a gut punch #I’m so upset #ffxvi

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Reunited

#crying #ffxvi

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Sooo I don’t own a PS5, had to settle for watching a play through but I couldn’t NOT give these goobers a turn😊

#get those titties Jill #also imao Joshua and Jote #ff16 #ffxvi

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this is a message for everyone who is 22. if you’re 22 please stop worrying. take a deep breath eat a bagel maybe. everything that feels impossible is going to work itself out. have a great day

#one thing i miss about college was that bagel cafe that was on campus #my life is just as much a mess at 24 as much as it was when i was 22 but at least i had bagels

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i think akira would be beloved by the workers where he gets food for morgana. imagine the scariest guy you've seen in a hot minute walks into your store with the cutest brightest-eyed tuxedo cat you've EVER seen perched on his shoulder and walks through your cat food aisle holding up every can and gently asking if the cat would like to try this flavour or not. and the cat meows in response and the guy solemnly nods his head and goes "You're right. That one was dry."

it'd be the highlight of my work day fr

#p5