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alexei fyodorovich karamazov trips and breaks his neck

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Sophia Loren and Jayne Mansfield (1957) Julia Bowen and Sofia Vergara (2014) Maude Apatow and Sydney Sweeney (2021)

#tbk

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tervetuloa muumimaailmaan

#take me here

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Please not the comparison between Zosima's corpse and Ilyusha's please not Ilyusha's body remaining the same in both looks and smell as a symbol of a child's innocence Fyodor Dostoevsky I am killing myself and it's your fault

#YEAH I NOTICED THIS TOO......FUUUUUUCK.......... #tbk

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monster energy hormone replacement therapy

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have genuinely just had an immense desire to take a brick to alyosha karamazov's skull lately

#STUPID ASS BOY I NEED TO HURT HIM #he's so SILLIESSSSS....... #alyosha karamazov

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#discourse moomins

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me when operas and height lineups

#operaposting #I LOVE THIS OPERA SM #i could have saved sonyetka. she should have been in trig class. #ingeborg racecar nikolajrostovs art tag which is the name of my actual art tag now

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There's a WAP discord server?? 👀

You fool. There are two

#ask

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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

#this is what it's like

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[guy who genuinely fucking loathes himself voice] well on account of my charming and endearing nature. Of course

#prevvvv #mikhail rakitin

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sometimes i think about why i'm so closeted irl and the conclusion i always come to is that i think lying is fun and i want to keep lying

#i've told a few of my friends about my aromanticism and it sucks like. ew. they know now #i can't lie about being straight cause then my friends will go ?????aren't you asexual or something #metanikolajrostovs

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the thing about rakyosha people dont understand is that the appeal is that they dont love each other. the one sided hatred yaoi often goes over peoples heads

#this is true #the thing that makes rakitin such a funny character is #he's trying so hard. he's trying so hard to be fucked up and evil and hated by everyone #but people literally Do Not give a shit about him. this applies to rakyosha more than anything

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The berry pickers creed

I will leave unripened berries untouched

A ripe berry need only be negotiated with, not fought

I will reasses my surroundings after every step, for my new perspective could reveal a berry patch previously hidden to me

The plant gets excited and happy when a barry is picked

The bug is not to be feared or killed, but gently celebrated, for it facilitated in the creation of the beloved berrys

I will not allow myself to be bullied by sharp thicket and I will retrieve even the most protected barry

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#grushenka svetlova #katerina ivanovna verkhovtseva #more like shoving her fingers in her worst enemy's mouth

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looks at you with my huge brown eyes. let's touch a hot stove together. Ok?

#prev pleeeeaaaseee #mitya karamazov #and if you say no he'll do it by himself and then cry #i forgot #grushenka svetlova #she would say this and then watch the other person touch the hot stove