“Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.”
the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.
Almost every beautiful moment I had to have to experience. I never got the chance to. This is the loneliest I've ever felt since my father passed away. The little big moment I had achieved meant everything to him. He had an idea of my destiny in contrary, things took left turn when he passed on. My heart is just heavy.
This exact moment feels like pilgrimage. Its just sad moment to think that within six years of knowing someone, how things could've been. Its just sad how lonely it had been. Replaying that moment that could've changed my life. Tears still run down my face when I think of everything. He never chose her... He turned my moment into tragedy. He never chose us. He never chose me.
read literature in your first language! learn about your country's literary history! read those sentences and memorize new words you didn't know yet! find an author you like and explore their work! explore the modern literary scene in your country! visit a local bookshop and ask for recommendations in your own language! refuse to let the english language trample over linguistic diversity! stop acting like it's too hard! just START!