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this too shall pass

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anxiety is no joke

#me when. me when so much more anxious than i ever thought i was #me when so excited for meds and therapy cos girlies i dont wanna keep living like this i’ll be honest #emotional support cat just jumped on me…maybe i can survive this world after all…

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happy lesbian visibility week

#yay us 💃

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what is your holy trinity of fruits

#mango cherries and watermelon <3

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anyone else afraid worried concerned anxious freaked out etc etc

#always baby always

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the phrase ‘this is my first time being alive’ has done wonders for me recently. Yeah, I don’t know how to navigate this situation! It’s brand new to me and I’m learning on the fly, aren’t humans such wonderfully adaptive creatures?

#on life

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#my lover

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💫💖 super graphic ultra modern girl 💖💫

#chappell roan #oh this is gorgeous

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Actually sleeping with someone is so nice like waking up in the middle of the night and snuggling closer or lazily giving them a kiss or just feeling their arms around you squeeze slightly even though they're in a deep sleep or handholding while you both are asleep.

#this <333 #been sleeping in the same bed as my girlfriend for nearly a year and the novelty still hasn’t worn off because wdym im so loved and safe #my lover #on love

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Hanif Abdurraqib, They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us

#fave #on living

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having conversations with my girlfriend about if we’ll adopt or have a bio baby…my heart is healing. i’ll never get over how lucky i feel to have found my soulmate in my early twenties. i love that we get to grow together, we already have so much. Exploding

#i didn’t even think i wanted marriage or kids before i met her. then i did meet her and i fell in love and i realised that oh actually! #my childhood doesn’t have to even remotely resemble my future child’s #all love is not pain and abuse like what i grew up with #everyday that she loves me she heals a heart she didn’t break fr fr #relationships and love is not easy but when you’re with the right person it is beyond worth it. i do believe i’d face anything about myself #& do anything necessary to be with her. our relationship has forced me to care about myself not just us not just her #i’ve never been one to give people peace but damn i’ll give her peace or die trying #sappy on main 2nite….life and relationships are getting Real and if i can love her this much while so depressed god knows how much i’ll be #able to love her when im not. good lord #my lover

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i also just love my girlfriend in general

#she’s insane and i want her more than i have ever wanted anything in my life. god bless and amen #life when i have someone to pledge devotion to. i love being an overdramatic gay #anyway isn’t being wlw awesome. i think it is

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i love tits

#(specifically my girlfriend’s) #i’m tit drunk #<- girl who is very sleepy and therefore oversharing #migbt delete later. out here being a lesbian on main

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there’s nothing in this world that my girlfriend’s tits can’t fix

#me in the middle of a depressive episode with my head between her tits: #mental illness who #🖤🖤🖤🖤 #my lover

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#me

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we're so lucky to get to eat so many staple grains tbh. like in early history you'd have to just eat what grew around you on a day to day basis like if you were born in asia hope you like rice if you were born in northern europe hope you like einkorn wheat. but i'm gonna eat rice AND wheat AND oats today. fabuloso

#real

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena // Alain de Botton, Essays in Love // Eden Robinson, "Writing Prompts for the Broken-Hearted" // Chloe Liese, Always Only You // Anne Carson and Euripides, An Oresteia // Two—Sleeping At Last // Studio Bones, SK8 the Infinity // Trista Mateer, "is it okay to say this?" // @moodylilac // D. H. Lawrence, "The Rainbow"

#on love #thinking thoughts crying tears etc