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i never said it but uh

dear everyone that got the rayban post from this account (if you ever look here): i am so sorry homie.

#sorry i was changing the password to this account

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in other news, if anyone still cares abt this blog:

@macbookpro-hard-drive for fics

@sparrow-oak for general mj bullshit

yeah… not so fast.

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yeah... not so fast.

#this account is dead but i saw i had some activity here and had to change my password #so uh. yeah. get fucked.

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friendly reminder my blog is @macbookpro-hard-drive so if u want like... actively written fics, GO THERE

#i logged in to look at something since this blog gains followers every so often #which is cool but pls follow me on macbookpro-hard-drive if you want writing

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Hey! I just wanna say that I love your work!!! And I'd like to know what happened to Adam's (yikesjaredkleinman) tumblr account??? I tried to find it but I can't??? I'm sorry for asking but I'm kinda worried. Thanks for taking your time to read this!!! Luv u!!!💕💕💕

whomst?

#I DONT USE THIS ACCOUNT ANYMORE JSYK #find me at macbookpro-hard-drive #i dont speak with adam anymore but he deleted his writing blog #idk why #i have no idea how old this ask it but if u ever look back heres ur answer anon

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oh worm?

#bean talks #im still setting shit up but there it is ;0 #the pitiful children who haven't a queue

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oh worm?

#the pitiful children who haven't a queue

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hey guys this is my new main account and im going to be switching over to @macbookpro-hard-drive for all my imagines writing

oh worm?

#bean talks #im still setting shit up but there it is ;0

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who made an account just to get my pining blog and then deactivated wtf

#bean talks #like wtf

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shut up this is literally every lesbian in this site

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I never had any experiences like that, so I can only say that I'm very sorry, it sounds very bad. Also, I know it's cliche, but I do believe there's the right person for anyone (romantically and platonically) and I do believe you will find them. It's a cliche and nothing too comforting maybe, but idk, I always like reminding myself of that haha. I really do hope it'll be better soon tho - 🖤

thanks, i guess.

he made me feel loved and i miss that. that’s all i can say.

hopefully emotions will just straight up die over the next few days but who can say.

#bean answers things #Anonymous

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I CANNOT BELIEVE POP TEAM EPIC ACTUALLY DID THIS

#I HATE THIS SO MUCH

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I'm so sorry that you're in this position, I know how much it hurts. How do you know he doesn't love you back?

he likes someone else lmao he was telling me abt his crush and they sound really sweet and cute and... good for him

i’m just a friend or a possible fuck apparently lmao

#bean answers things #dont ask how i know im a possible fuck its a long story #actually its not we were talking abt kinks and he thinks im attractive and im assuming jokingly said he'd fuck me lmao #Anonymous

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so can i cast myself as eponine

#bean talks #just bc i love someone that doesnt love me back #and probably would sacrifice shit for him just so he'd be happy

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please don’t devote every waking moment, every breath, every drop of blood to one person. it’s extremely unhealthy to give one person everything and dedicate every fiber of your being to only one person. you are still you’re own person. you are still you. you can love someone without giving them your entire self. you can love another without obsessing over them - and if you can’t, then i really don’t know what to say other than to please look at your relationship. it’s okay to be in a relationship not for forever, you can love someone and then move on. life is longer than you expect. you have time. you don’t have to find the one by 18 or even by your late twenties, i promise.

#bean talks #sorry i started reflecting on my past shit so #heres some advice that i feel is pretty important

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also if anyone wants the song its right here

why does a song from a fucking sesame street parody musical make me feel better

#bean talks #its on spotify too along w the entire cast album #so #ye a h #its a good song in general

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Okay I have no experience with anything romance, but I do understand you. I don't know exactly what happened, but I do know it's hard to let go of someone. And I know it sucks, but I can't really do anything from where I am, so... I just hope everything will go well soon and ily - 🖤

uh essentially: nothing is ever going to happen between Red and i and i know that but even still i have p strong feelings for him

no he doesnt know about my feelings but we were talking abt shit and i realized nothing is ever going to happen between us so i guess im back to dreaming i guess

idk he mentioned some shit and my hopeful ass was like !!!! but i guess it was too good to be true after all, yknow.

just

theres only a few people who make me feel okay with being human and being who i am. but... none of them was like Red, i guess? he understood me a lot and we were there for each other when we needed it and like - that happens with my friends but i dont know how to say Red was so much different than a friend but i guess im just the dumbass who falls for people too easily so its no surprise at all that things ended up like this, yknow?

besides. he’d never love me back in a million years so

yeah.

#bean answers things #Red #i cant even say its heartbreak!!! heartbreak is so so so different #its just me pining over someone i'll never have. #Anonymous