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farts into the ether

#pan.txt #feeling unhinged but in a way i can't really bring myself to be bothered about

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a.

#pan.txt #still waiting for the call back #going to explode actually #feel like i haven't got it but i know that's just nerves

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Why do they always move me to different departments when I'm in a massive mood smh

#pan.txt #I don't even know why i feel bad smh #everything is just BLEH

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Why do they always move me to different departments when I'm in a massive mood smh

#pan.txt #I don't even know why i feel bad smh #everything is just BLEH

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yall gotta be nicer about m/f  bc sometimes u guys like the blandest gay sutff ive ever seen in my life

#reblog. #FR #stop pretending m/f can never be interesting and fulfilling #it is misogyny and honestly #i do think there is an element of biphobia there #hate it when people act like m/f cannot be queer when bi and trans people exist

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Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.

#reblog.

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I've had two proper meltdowns over the course of the past few weeks and even tho they've been short (only feel the fog for about half an hour thank god) it's been so overwhelming!!!!! I hadn't had one for a long time before that. My life luckily isn't super stressful atm but the social expectations placed on me rn really are getting to me. I'm trying to be there for my friends but sometimes that means I have to stretch myself a bit thin. It's just a shame that I have to choose between being fully stable and being as present as I'd like to be in my friend's lives ✌️😔

#pan.txt #it's just a lot man!!! #i'm so much better than i was in January but i'm still processing #still frequently have dreams where it's all a massive misunderstanding and i get the big apology i deserve #but it'll pass #now i just gotta get ready for this j9b interview

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Bestie packed her ex's stuff up and I phoned my nana and only got like 2.5 guilt trips about visiting her. everything is coming up roses

#pan.txt #hyperbole?? yea but i do feel better #i messaged my doctors about my meds this morning too so i feel good #got all my adult stuff sorted #is it cringe that i still see my chores as “adult stuff”. probably but i'm ND leave my cringe ass alone

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Not being on my meds durring a busy period of my life is so bad. Fly off into a rage for no reason. Only at 50% empathy. Tried to get into it with a customer because I thought he was being rude but he was just a sarky ass. Help me jesus

#pan.txt #my work bestie is going through a brake up and that's got me AAAAAAAA #and i'm waiting to hear back from a job interview and that also makes me AAAAAAAA #and i have to phone my mad nana on my 2nd break and that makes me really AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #being an adult is a lot actually

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we literally need more and better feminism

#reblog. #fr for fucks sake what's HAPPENED #i'm older gen z and i feel like i was radicalised partly because of social media #but i see people in their early 20s who are on tiktok all day and they're so much more accepting of gender roles than people my age are #don't get me wrong i'm not saying the women i went to uni had anything more than a passing idea of gender theory #but even they were more varied in how they presented as women? they were actively discussing feminist talking points?? #social media now tells women they need to be helpless bimbos and that that's fun and sexy and trendy and it makes me want to rip my skin off

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Having a cheeky Wobbly rn as a treat ✌️✌️

#pan.txt #i'm worried i'm fundamentally unlovable and unattractive and people only pitty me or some shit #WHICH IS NOT TRUE i know it's not this is my bad mental state talking #but idk #it's just a bit shit!! it almost makes me embarrassed for thinking i am attractive #i really like the person i am but i almost feel embarrassed to think i'm worth anything #god. this is poo poo #i don't even want a relationship i don't Need one but i suppose i feel like I Should to prove i can be in one again #it's insane #brains are insane

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Gonna have to learn to pace myself better drinking the hangovers are too much of a pain in the ass smh

#pan.txt #i love booze but i also HATE loosing a day cause i'm online is half functional

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Why would I talk to an AI of my faves when I could be having in depth conversations about the intricacies of their blunt rotation dynamic with my besties

#pan.txt #infinitely funnier and more productive and fosters strong emotional bonds #love being fucking stupid about anime characters with my goons

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#reblog. #bruv has the Internet really rotted ur brain to the point where you can't imagine your faves in situations alone #i write fic and rp and let me tell you!! that's infinitely more fulfilling than talking to my faves like they're real people #i fundamentally think character ai is bizarre. and not in a “that's cringe” way i mean it's going to fuck up your mental health #you are forgoing developing a skill and developing relationships with real people #in favor of a parasocial relationship that feeds a technology that is being used to actively devalue creatives #i'm sorry. but that's fucked. you are hurting yourself and others

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I'm going to explode I'm going to explode I'm going to explode

#pan.txt #i NEED CIGARETTES I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS!!!! #i always try not to smoke whilst i'm about to have my period and it never works smh

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this blog is not a well-curated museum. it’s my bedroom & i’m putting things on my shelf & taping things on the wall

#reblog. #the blog i ran at 15 was immaculate #this blog is merely a cage in which i trap my angriest thoughts

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like its not that serious etc but any time u express frustration or just point out wow people in fandom continuously prioritize men over women Here comes the fucking misogyny hydra

#reblog. #yea