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january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

#fr

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can we pretend this whole website is r/hotdogs for a copuple minutes

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I'm going on 12 years of being stressy and depressy it's completely mental to make it 20 2024 like 💀💀

#The roaring 20s has so far turned out to be roaring shite instead #wtf is this ? #My teen years completely ruined by a man child alcoholic shit head #Then pandemic and its consequences in my young adult years #im 26 this month and i've fucking had it and im shooketh i didnt think id make it this far along what now #i have absolutely fuck all to show for staying alive bc of mental health #Im so triggered for no reason I hate the christmas and january period 💀💀💀 #ill never do anything to myself but ffs man #i can post on my sad little blog in 2024 if u asked me in 2016 id say no way lmao #im going to have myself a time doing shadow work one day and going through my old post hashtags for answers #if listening even to muse made me feel all the wrong 2011 feels then idk #The more i put together why im this way now i just wish i didnt what good is self awareness doing even i feel just as shit and now aware ¿

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Ken's mojo dojo casa house is literally my dream home.

#barbie #its all the random horse stuff #peak interior design

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ngl the record breaking temperatures are really making my booty hole clench

#and not in a pleasant way #is climate anxiety or dread a thing #bc im not coping 💀 #but its winter in my country rn so climate change cant be real lmao #on any given day im about 1 terribly titled article away from a panic attack ahahaha

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Am a member of the want to make content but too broke, boring not pretty enough club💀💀💀💀

#since 2011 tumblr has hosted my sad ass bitch thoughts #i tried to be an overachieving science student (not once did i even achieve much less over achieve lol) and now i have no degree #and there is some kid on yt making more money and living life harder than I ever could even after getting my degree and that cashmoney #so now i ask myself everyday what in the actual fuck have u done with your life #whatever man i just hope i fucking die before we start dying in masses of heatstroke when we reach the find out stage of climate change #actual lot of bullshit all of it #idk why ive spend some of the last good decades doing anything other than having a good time #oh wait it be money or lack there of 💀💀💀💀 #tbh maybe im just in the see a therapist stage of whatever tf is wrong with me 🤡💀

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You are a witch, they should be afraid of you

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Stress is aging my fucking face and I literally want to rage quit everything

#I looked so fucking young before the pandemic happened #i can see the disappointment and lack of enjoyment in the lines under my fucking eyes #if my 14yo self could see what all the trauma and bs would amount to on this day i think shed opt for searing hot metal #i say shit like that but became terribly afraid of death in the mean time ahahaha #i want to be dead or someone else rn #like always #always wished i was some happy pretty skinny girl instead of me #fuck man im so tired of this its not even funny anymore #let me fucking die or become a skinny pretty attention attracting uwu gurl #save me from my meat prison @god

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twitter changing their logo to doge really solidified how much of a garbage fire of a website it has become.

#hope this pos gets destroyed

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i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

#o

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#same

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i blog for girls who were deeply lonely in elementary school and stayed that way

#dont call me out like this im crying in alone and lonely 25yo

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#the people who take pride in being raw dogged by capitalism are the worst lol #i worked my ass off for 30 years for some rich cunt who doesnt know my name blah blah kids these days like ookay c0ngratulations then ?¿

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Does anyone else remember playing music in Windows Media Player and just sitting there and watching this for like two hours

#ahhh yes #they were simpler times