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THIS IS SO RUSHED but my hand has been cramping and im fighting art block rn so dont judge me pls

#loz reblog #totk reblog #help I am dying #this is amazing

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OKAY series of polls about sock preferences because i'm a curious autistic fuck:

(if you don't wear socks don't answer any of the other questions)

#misc reblog #poll reblog #knee high socks only! #anything shorter is a sensory nightmare #i prefer them to have fun patterns #but i will wear a solid color

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I wanted to do something special for my Cas op - since I was imagining this would probably be my only chance to get one - and I really got it

The eye contact alone had me fighting for my life, but I was shaking a whole bunch and he squeezed my hands as I went to walk away ❤️

His eyes are so blue and his expression was so kind. And his hands are so big!!! Mine have completely disappeared lmao. Truly lovely man

#spn reblog #omgoodness girl! #I always love your photos because you have the happiest squishiest cutest face in all the land #i would simply pass away #tell Pumpkin he better admire this photo

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My RB shop is on sale atm! Have a looksee here 🌟

#signal boost #spn reblog

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Hiya! Here's your Daily Reminder to Click for Palestine!

#signal boost

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HELLO PEOPLE I HAVE MORE SPN KEYCHAIN DESIGNS :D

i’ll open the preorder around next month and they’ll be $10 each (shipping not included)👍👍👍

#spn reblog #these are so cute! #love me some keychains

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#spn reblog #Destiel reblog #this is so adorable!

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Had a 'fun' new experience today in the form of my first ever mammogram because I found a lump on my chest a few weeks ago, and when you find a lump, you get that shit checked out.

Ironically, the lump I went to get investigated turned out to be nothing, likely just a cyst that made its way to the surface, but they did find something else on the scan that requires me to do a follow-up ultrasound in six months. The doctor stressed that it is most likely a fibroid, but given my family history of breast cancer and general weird health fuckery, they're being vigilant and keeping an eye on it.

The mammogram itself was fine. The technician doing it kept complimenting me on the "pliable" nature of my breast tissue and how easy it was to smoosh me into the machine. I was like thanks, I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome; my body is basically made of only slightly more reinforced laffy taffy.

She said, "That explains that," and then proceeded to smush my tits into a pancake. Apparently, they were the most compliant tits she's worked with. I said thank you because what else can you do in that situation. And then she asked me if I wanted to know how much they weighed, and I said boy, do I?!

So she started reading off the results and was like, "17.7 lbs," and I was like, gosh, no wonder they feel so heavy, and then she kept talking and said, "And the other one weighs..."

And that's when I realized she didn't mean total.

She meant one boob was 17.7lbs.

So in case you've ever wanted to know, my right boob weighs 17.7 lbs, and my left one weighs 17.3 lbs, bringing the grand weight hanging off my chest to an even 35 lbs.

The tech was like "gosh! That's a lot for someone of your size!" and I was like "ya fucking think?!"

For a frame of reference, I weigh 136 lbs total. One-quarter of my weight is tits.

I am one-quarter titty.

And I'm telling that to the next doctor who suggests I lose weight.

Anyway. Remember to do regular breast exams, and don't be afraid of mammograms. Yes, they're checking for cancer, but they also tell you fun things like how much your chest weighs and whether or not your boobs are compliant.

#misc reblog #this post was a wild ride #and further confirms that my plans for a reduction will be good for my back

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i feel like jason constantly wearing a helmet has ruined his ability to control his facial expressions since he makes whatever faces he wants while in costume. but when he's out of it?

bruce says something audacious and jason will make the hardest stink face ever. tim tries to get smart with him? he's pulling a top-notch incredulous expression. someone creepy flirts with him and jason is immediately making the nastiest look of disgust that instantly makes everyone who was about to lay a move on him back up ten feet.

or sometimes it'll be harmless! batman tells red hood he did a good job after patrol and suddenly jason is looking up at him with sparkling wide eyes, lips parted, and the slightest tilt in his head like he can't believe his kinda-not-anymore dad just praised him. it's an adorable and, frankly, heartbreaking expression that makes bruce mentally clutch his chest.

#dc reblog #i love this but i hate this

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Sketch dump!

I haven’t been posting a lot for the last couple of months. March through May tend to be struggle months for me in general and I was all set to embrace that this year and try not to feel guilty but - on top of that - there have been a lot of real world factors playing into the fact I hadn’t been motivated to draw. My job went through a lot of changes and as someone who struggles with abrupt changes, every day I got home I just wanted to decompress and not even think about drawing.

But I’m trying to get back into the swing of things. These are all sketches I started either at the end of March or during the last three weeks of craziness. I haven’t been happy with how I keep trying to advance them into full art pieces but I don’t want them to be on my ‘art shelf’ and potentially forgotten about so this is why I am posting here!

I’m hoping life feels a little more stable and balanced starting in May! The good news is this year my allergies aren’t that bad [thanks Flonase and stinging nettle] so I can at least look at my iPad and draw and not have it hurt my head haha.

I know this time of year can be wildly up and down for everyone so I’m hugging you if you need a hug and holding your hand if you need a hand to hold! We’ll get through it!

#spn reblog #Destiel reblog #these are all so cuuuute

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Yo so it’s April 27 you know what that means. Happy Death Day, Jason Todd

#dc reblog #yes very sad #anyway #jk i love him

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✨️ calling all Star Wars fans ✨️

Hello there tumblr!

While we Star Wars fans are anxiously waiting for the bad batch finale, I could use your help! In fact...

I am currently in the process of writing my master's thesis. My research is about age & Star Wars characters. The research is trying to investigate whether there is a difference in fans of different ages liking or disliking certain characters that appear throughout Episodes 1-9. The survey takes about 5-10 minutes to complete, is completely anonymous, and you must be 18+ to participate.

It would be ✨️ wizard ✨️ if you could share it with your friends, parents, siblings, or any other Star Wars fans you might know! Or even just reblogging this post for others to discover here on Tumblr 😊

It would mean the world (or galaxy hehe) if you would fill it out. If you did THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU, ALWAYS! ✨️✨️✨️

#signal boost

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You need three words to spell "team free will", and at least three people on it if you don't want a piece to be missing!! this is Sam.

Also in this series: Dean Castiel (jack: in progress!!)

My art tag Ask me a question/say hi/make a request

#spn reblog #this is absolutely gorgeous

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"Angel In Purgatory" - Digital Oil Painting

Based around the idea that Castiel's angelic attributes would show in supernatural environments, like Purgatory. The gif is what the creatures see and why he tried to stay away - he appears as an ethereal beacon, glowing in the darkness.

Please see the pinned post at the top of my Tumblr for my links if you'd like to help support me in saving for a safe place to live!

#spn reblog #castiel reblog #i love love love those wings #the stained glass quality

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Tagged by @amynchan !! Thanks for the tag!! ❤️

Post 6 sentences from your current wip and then tag 6 people

From Angel Studies 101 !

(And yeah, this is technically 9 sentences... but I make the rules now)

Dean reached over for his coffee cup and took a huge gulp of the remaining liquid inside, wincing at the cold, bitter taste. He had to stop spacing out to avoid writing. He rubbed his free hand roughly over his eyes and wrote ‘Feathers’ onto the page.

Cas had to have real, actual wings, because Dean had some Angel feathers stored in the trunk of the Impala. He’d never given much thought about them, even when Cas had handed them over, but he supposed that they had to have been taken from his own wings... Dean wasn’t sure how he felt about that. And then considering that they were genuine Angel feathers, they'd looked just like regular bird feathers (not that he had much experience with birds).

They were so… normal?

Who was he kidding, he had no idea.

I'm not directly tagging anyone this time around, but if anyone sees this and wants to play along, consider yourself tagged!

#spn reblog #destiel reblog #delicious

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#spn reblog #Castiel reblog #they are the same picture

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#poll reblog #misc reblog #nope to makeup and nope to any persons