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[rosyandraw]

In the middle of renovating my whole house, finishing my draft letters for querying agents, and going to a new counsellor specifically for PtSd... I have made the somewhat crazy decision to quit my job. like, right now. Just got off the phone. All done.

This was either the best or worst decision of my life and given how many very terrible shitty decisions I have made (so, so, so many) that is really saying something.

Fuck it.

Now or never.

#guess it must be raining cos those savings are gonna have to be put to some use #yikes #please let me look back at this in six months with fondness and not a need to reach through time and the screen to beat my past self #or present self? idk you get my point #but god I hated it so much #it was making me miserable and i cant afford to be spiralling right now #for once i'm putting my MH first #and its scary and reckless but so liberating omg

[rosyandraw]

breeding kink Lamen save me Lamen with breeding kink

No but your write the best sex scenes between Laurent and Damen. Every time Laurent comes untouched with Damen’s cock alone in his hole while Damen pumps his full load into him 🤤

But also indulge me if you will. Damen cumming all over Laurent’s face and chest that being recorded ughh that’d be so sexyyy

I’m so sorry for being horny in ur ask but I miss Lamen and you write their best scenes xx pls I miss NMFY 🥹 hope you’re doing okay

BREEDING KINK LAMEN

Listen, if there is ever a kink you can count on me to accidentally include in every single fic I write its breeding.

And Lamen?? All day every day. I also write him coming untouched a lot because that’s just sexy. Like, excuse me, have you ever had a man come that way? The thighs? The face? The TWITCHING good fucking GOD.

So yes, Laurent will be into breeding in every single fic I write and it’s really funny because I just wrote a “first time without the condom” scene for something else I’m writing and guess what happens LMAO

But yes. Yes, yes, yes because you know what MARKING IS JUST AS DAMN SEXY

Leave it to dry? Rubbing it in? Yes please those territorial little shits.

You know when pretty men are at their prettiest? Covered in copious amounts of bodily fluids. And that is a hill I will murder on.

And Laurent? Oh yeah Damen wants to make a Jackson Pollock painting out of him at all times.

NEVER apologise for horny asks, have you met me? It’s what I live for.

SO THANK YOU, mood officially lifted and I am okay thank you, I hope you are doing wonderfully 💕💕

#Lamen #Captive prince #not even sorry for the tag this time #asks #BK

[rosyandraw]

NMFY has one of the best smut scenes amongst Capri fics. I completely adore how Laurent gets so vulnerable and open with Damen, and how delicious you write it by Damen completely seducing it out of Laurent to react and to submit to him 😩 Ugh you’re just the best.

I’ve been thinking about NMFY lately since ofc I’m patiently waiting for your update on the last chapter and the more I think about how everything happened in such a small amount of time, none of them could process each single thing happening. And from how Damen helped Laurent get off and ofc Laurent sacrificing himself to protect Damen, it’s so palpable how devoted they are to one another.

So thank you again for writing them so beautifully. I hope that we can still get another hot banging scene of them together since you truly write the hottest ones xx

Thank you so much, I'm glad you like the way I write them in NMFY. Honestly, I love the patience of Damen in the series in general, his awareness, his reassurance, the way he anticipates Laurent so thoroughly. It's innate to him, that caring giving side and he just takes control so easily. Recreating it in a different setting has been fun.

I literally cannot believe how patient you guys are btw, I am a flakey mess and I know this. So i'm very sorry.

Exactly, I love writing characters and situations that aren't black and white, so I'm very glad it comes across that way. I love you for saying that.

Thank YOU for being so very kind about it, there is at least one more sexy scene on the way for NMFY. Maybe two. Therein lies my problem, I could just write and write these and I'm having an overload issue but watch this space.

I promise! 💕💕

#asks #NMFY #literally too kind #and so sweet

[rosyandraw]

From one kinky girly to another I would love some voyeurism/exhibitionism from you I know it would be 💦💦💦💦PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEAASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE thanks

Who doesn't love a spot of voyeurism every now and then? As a treat.

Don't you think it's really sexy of them that Laurent is more of a voyeur and Damen the man doesn't give a fuck who is looking at him. Damen the Crown Prince not so much, we well know but it's always about station and expectation not really about modesty or embarrassment.

Man had no problem whatsoever in Vask. Didn't even really give a shit in Vere either. Well he cared about one person's eyes that's for sure.

And I get all hot and bothered thinking about Laurent's bratty bossiness demanding to watch Damen and then Damen is such a shit he's like bet, i'll drag this out.

Laurent's kinks and tastes and feelings are so specific I bet just watching Damen could get him halfway there.

But what kind are we talking here? Like Laurent watches Damen fuck a harem of people and gets off on it? Like recreating their vaskian adventure?

People watch Damen and Laurent fuck and nearly combust over it? Give them a visual to go with Laurent's constant verbal i'm fucking him did you know.

Or is it more the titillation? The possibility. That reckless thrill of almost and right now and the way it lights your skin on fire and gives it the kind of urgency that's hard to replicate.

Because I think with Lamen I lean more toward the latter. The idea of it more than the actual act itself. The possibility that someone is watching and can see them. Maybe especially for Laurent. He's had this side of him locked away and cast in shadows for years and the idea of letting anyone see him like that is both terrifying and freeing when he realises he's safe with Damen. That they wouldn't really be seeing him they'd be seeing them. Damen would take a lot of convincing to let anyone actually see him fuck Laurent. Unless, of course, the people watching didn't know who they were seeing...

I have so many thoughts right now. SO MANY. I will see what my brain comes up with for you lmao 💕

#asks

[rosyandraw]

@tajmutthall

No my lovely, it's not capri, it's original and therefore terrifying haha

#like I've never really written high fantasy before and I never really do anything original but here we are doing both

[rosyandraw]

In nmfy, I can't quite get my head around the Royal family tree. I'm sure that if I went back and found all the references to cousins and kings that I might be able to figure it out again. But, let's see: the king is the nephew of Damen's father--and I think you said that Damen is the kings cousin – – then presumably Theomedes had an older sibling who was king or queen before the current one and who is now deceased, yes?

And I know that Bastian and Nik's bride are siblings, but I can't seem to pull up The relationship of any of the three of them to the king or Damen or whomever. And are Aleron, Auguste, and Laurent somewhere in the same family tree? What about Nicaise?

I simply adore royal family trees and whenever they are available perusal, I peruse them in great detail and imagine how all the complex interactions came to pass. So, just curiosity.

Hey hun!

So, it is based on the English system of titles because that is what I’m familiar with.

For Damen, he is the son and heir of the Duke of Ios. His aunt (Theomedes' sister) was the Queen consort as she married into the royal family.

The King is therefore Damen’s first cousin.

The others are probably all related if you go back far enough but generally speaking they’re not related. Aleron is a Duke, which in terms of title hierarchy it would go King > Prince > Duke. So he’s very rich and has a lot of land.

Historically large titles such as dukedoms have affiliated titles and historical connections to other titled lords in their region that are not “as powerful”

So Bastian’s family I believe I said was an Earl (I think Chastillon from memory) The title is tied to the land and to Bastian's family.

Titles are usually passed down from father to son. Nikandros’ title is Marquess, and his families region is in Delpha.

Nicaise I didn’t specify but as his mother married into a minor titled family Nicaise has no claim to the title and has no rights to the land because it's his step-dads. Aimeric and Ancel are both younger sons of titled families so they don’t have specific titles themselves but they're rich.

Powerful titled families (like Dukes) tend to have several subsidiary titles attached to the dukedom. So for example in England atm the Duke of Richmond is also the Earl of Kinara, and Baron Settrington etc. The next most powerful title the Duke holds, which in this case is "Earl of Kinara" is generally given to the eldest son/heir. So if you look up that title, it'll be held by the Duke's Eldest son.

For NMFY it makes both Damen and Auguste Earl’s in their own right now even before they have inherited the Dukedom.

It's all pretty messy and complicated tbh haha, which... can we expect anything else of the english?? This was super fun to answer so thank you! 💕

#asks #NMFY #I explained this very poorly but in my defence its 5am haha #tajmutthall

[rosyandraw]

Character A *completes a task effortlessly with focus and great efficiency*

Character B *is admiring them, while thinking out loud* "please choke me with your bare hands"

#the whole of Prince's Gambit and Laurent's competency kink #lamen #the grill on the window is such a hilarious “...” of arousal/shock that i could reread that entire scene over and over and not get tired

[rosyandraw]

I am officially on draft 5 of my manuscript and I am a little bit shocked at myself for getting to this point in 6 WEEKS. 90k words. Draft 5. WHO IS SHE?? we don't know her

And yes, I am losing my mind.

Nearly at the "real people read it and have my editor no doubt rip me to shreds" part

I am scared. Like actually nervous LMAO plz

why am I doing this to myself?

#writing #because like you know when a character just takes up residence in your head? #yeah that #so this is me writing a novel

[rosyandraw]

I just finished the masterpiece that was “(not) meant for you” and I was sooo balls deeps obsessed and went on a hunt to see if we could reach out to you somehow and WOW 🥵 Let me just tell you, it ticked off all of the things I could ever went in a fic, to begin with a possessive jealous brat Laurent. We need more of this fic writers!!!!!! You just get it!!! All a fic needs is a needy jealous bottom and a possessive dom top and you fulfilled that fantasy so let me kiss the hands that wrote out this story and thank you! The sex scenes were a league of their own, the way you portrayed their dynamic and the subtle sub/dom roles they took over and the sub space Laurent got into was soo beautiful I might have shed a few tears. He’s soo precious so lovely. And their characterization? I love how it’s from Laurent’s pov but despite his insecurities and self sabotaging ways It was also soo beautiful to read him slowly but at the same time so swiftly fall in love with Damen. Damen is soo hot in this, such a protective teddy bear but at the same time SMUG LIL BASTARD. HOT AS HELL (Laurent is growling at me from somewhere) I love how you portrayed that despite it being from Laurent’s pov we as readers got to feel it first that he was in love before he realized it himself. I also love the themes you have in this, that despite their flaws you just root for characters that’s the way it should be in all stories, how sensitives theme gets treated in this, so respectful, giving food for thought, the therapized way of thinking Laurent does. You have amazing talent in writing and I can’t get enough of this story, so unique in its own way. I think I’m gonna have to re-read this forever until that mighty update notification comes lol. Thank you again for this masterpiece 🩷

Hey lovely

First of all, this message is everything and I love it so much so thank you for that!

I'm so glad you liked it!

Possessive jealous Laurent is CANON, Damen's jealousy is quiet and he sulks (isander/Torveld) but Laurent is SO BALLS OUT about it. I love it haha

Omg Laurent so would growl at you for loving Damen (almost) as much as he does haha, but I'm glad you like him! I kind of have major issues with the typical reduction of Damen to Love interest/Himbo/Ignorant when he's like none of those things?? Madness to me haha

I love flawed characters so I'm glad they come across well, I think handling the subject matter sensitively is so important to me personally, so I'm really glad you think that!

Thank you again for this wonderful message, I hope you're out there rocking your best life 💕

#NMFY #asks #seriously I will update soon I swear

[rosyandraw]

Hello ❤️ just jumping in here to say, I am immersing myself in the Captive Prince fandom again after a long break, and I’m loving NMFY so fucking much—I devoured half since yesterday and aiming to catch up by Sunday evening.

These two. 🥹 My heart is fluttering. Breaking. Doing summersaults.

Thank you so much for sharing.

Hey beautiful!

Thank you so much, it always means a lot to me to know it resonates and that someone liked it enough to come say hi

Thank you for loving it as much as I do, I hope when the end eventually arrives it will have been worth the wait 💕

#NMFY #asks #soliloquy-dawn

[rosyandraw]

Please come back and finish not made for you. I'm dying of thirst that can only be quenched by this fic. ☠️

I knoooooow I am SORRY

I am so very sorry that I am a mess haha

It's getting there, I just need it to do the rest justice you know?

As always though my love, thanks for dropping by 💕

#asks #starlightfirefly #nmfy

[rosyandraw]

A snippet of A/D/L 3sum pls !!!!

Hey my lovely!

I can absolutely give you this. I have a secret love of those boys sharing Damen so here

NSFW so be warned:

"That's it, just relax, let Damen's clever fingers open you up," Auguste said, leaning up on one elbow, fingers idly circling Laurent's sternum.

Laurent whimpered, turned his head in the opposite direction to mouth at the sheets "s'good," he said

Auguste just chuckled, tugging Laurent's face back "you like his fingers inside you?"

Laurent sucked in a breath, nodding, biting his lip as Damen continued to stroke his fingers in and out of him.

Damen was mesmerised, eyes darting down, still surprised to find himself between the spread of Laurent’s thighs. More surprised still when he glanced up, at the two pale heads bent together, whispering as though in confession. And the pretty picture they made, a tangle of limbs and miles of skin that Damen wanted to taste. The two of them together were beyond striking. He hadn’t expected the reaction but he should have. He knew better than that by now.

“Laurent you’re going to fucking love his cock,” Auguste said

The words were breathed as Laurent’s hips flexed, a soft sound coming from him, head tipping back to expose the flushing column of his pale throat.

“It’s so thick, he’s going to split you open and he’ll be so fucking deep in you that you'll never feel right again unless you’ve got him inside,”

Laurent moaned then, eyes flying open, meeting Damen’s transfixed gaze. Damen was torn between watching Laurent’s face and watching his fingers split him open, the soft pinkened skin stretching to accommodate him; a new strain that would definitely burn. Yet Laurent did nothing but whimper. It was possibly the most erotic sight he had ever seen; Laurent, aloof, untouched, and unobtainable, coming undone on Damen’s fingers whilst his hair was stroked back from his face by hands Damen well knew the shape of.

“Fuck you’re going to love it, you’re desperate for him, aren’t you? Look at you,” Auguste said in an approving hum from Laurent's side.

Laurent just nodded, panting, hands clenched in the sheets and face flushed pink, alive and wrecked and utterly fucking beautiful; like some kind of dream. Laurent nodded again, eyes on Damen, hips shifting with the deep probe of Damen’s fingers inside him where he was tight and hot.

“He’s going to be such a fucking whore for you Damen,”

#Captive Prince #Damen/Auguste/Laurent #Lamen with a side of Auguste rather #Capri #writing #snippet #asks

[rosyandraw]

Between nmfy and hiuh this fandom has wreaked me,,,,

Thank you for your service 🫡❤️

You are WELCOME I love wrecking people lmao

And I will pretend I am up to date with fic-isms and therefore know what hiuh stands for LMAO I'm so sorry I don't but I will take it as a compliment to be included with it haha

But seriously, thanks my dear, I'm glad you like it because lord knows I have loved writing it 💕

#NMFY #asks #my-ships-will-never-be-sank

[rosyandraw]

Hihi! Your berry anon 🫐 here .....

I know I have to answer to our last gossip about rings because I loveeed your idea and I have this girl's insta who does amazing old style wedding rings and it beautiful you need to see them. I also need to finally send you my long text and talk about the last ch with you because ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🔥🔥

Yet..... I'm not here for any of that ......

I'm rereading the last few ch of nmfy so I came here to beg on my knees 🥺 for a lil moment with jealous Damen but this time he has all the rights to go to Laurent hug him from behind and be like hey baby who's your new friend ...... or something like that haha

Okay I'm leaving and I promise the next time you see me it's to talk about all my feelings about your last chapter.

Kisses, kisses have a nice weekend 🪻

HEY HUN!

Haha I never mind, whatever you are here for I always appreciate you stopping by haha

I can't lie to you right, as much as everyone loves jealous Damen, I ADORE jealous Laurent because Laurent's jealousy in canon is SO MUCH and Damen's is like, sulky and pouty but Laurent's?? LMAO gotta love a jealous king.

But the slightly territorial thing from Damen in NMFY? Yeah that would totally work haha

I hope all is well with you lovely and you're living your best life 💕💕

#asks #nmfy #berry anon

[rosyandraw]

Dear Hollyyy,

I just finished chapter 7 of NMFY this morning and I wish I could find the right words for how beautiful this story is and how much it means to me! NMFY Damen has my entire heart, I can feel in your writing how much you love and admire him and I've been thinking about him non stop.

His relationship with Auguste, their codependency the toxicity of that kind of relationship even when platonic is just something ive never seen muddled through in any story and its just been such an honor to read!

I cant believe theres on chapter left, this is will be one of the dearest fics to me ! Hope youre doing so well !!

<3 <3

Hey my lovely,

Firstly, thank you for this message, I appreciate it so so much!

And I really do love Damen I can't lie, so I'm glad you love him too haha. I have such a thing for Damen and Auguste in NMFY, they may be my favourite dynamic i've ever written. I just felt like doing something a little different with them, so I'm really glad you have enjoyed the ride

Neither can I, I think i'm procrastinating now because I don't want to let it go haha, it'll be up soon though, I swear! 💕

#asks #angelfruittree #nmfy

[rosyandraw]

listen man i've been posting fanfic for like 15 years?? So WHY is it so scary realising that at some point in the very near future i'm gonna need -for the first time ever mind- beta readers

Lmao

Someone tell my anxiety to stop being a little bitch

#also don't want to flood the place with asks so i'll answer the others tomorrow #this time i promise

[rosyandraw]

Important question that may not be answered in the final chapter:

Does Damen have a secret stylist?

LMAO

Very important!

For events yes, he's rich as fuck after all. But on the day to day no. Laurent's perception just changed when he stopped lying to himself like a big fat liar.

About not fancying Damen. Everyone fancies Damen who was he kidding lmao

#asks #savoytrufflephd #nmfy