rottingflowersintheheart

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"I can fix him" oh yeah? well I can worship him like the god he is and feed into each and every single one of his delusions so he keeps me as his property forever

#ʚ♡ɞ #me about him💯💯 #i could give him the ego he deserves

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#ʚ♡ɞ #obslove

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i adoreee him, he's the prettiest thing ive ever seen and the image of perfection i need to worship him. no one could possibly love him more than me˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

#actually bpd #obsessive love

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do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me?

#🌸

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sorry if i accidentally worship you like a god i have borderline personality disorder

#actually bpd #coping joke

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cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

#actually bpd rb

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not enough bpd memes i gotta mame soms and itll be very enriching for me

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bpd culture is feeling so loved and appreciated and cherished in a moment, and then the moment ends, and you're convinced nobody has any love or care for you in their hearts, and that you're just a fleeting thought.

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#bpd culture

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bpd culture is knowing ill be perfectly fine tomorrow but the planned ahead established fact we'll be apart makes me cry DESPITE THE FACT I MADE THE DECISION make it make sense

#actually i figured it out and im feeling a little better now #actually bpd #im going to be okay im literally going to have fun and watch tbd lore

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im so obsessed with him i need to be permanently his forever and him be mine, no one loves him more than me