god i wish aini was a 1/10 instead of a 2/10 so i didn't have to fucking think about how bad it is all the time. god. tonight i'm thinking about:
kizuna's entire likes section in the past being "loves dancing and having legs that work!" and her future section is "likes: thinking about the time when she wasn't disabled - dislikes: being disabled - hobbies: ruminating, feeling useless" like Okay. and the resolution to that is Straight Marriage. which is also the end note of The Entire Game. okay. okay.
and
1 hour total of uninterrupted IRL conspiracy theory slop directly into the camera with 0 pushback other than ryuki going "uhhh no stupid" like one time for the end goal of "they're in a simulation..... because it's a video game!" so why did we do all that. with the. irl conspiracy theory slop. and why was the resolution that the conspiracy theorist was right the whole time actually. i know teehee uchikoshi's excited to tell you about this thing he read on wikipedia but Why is the message of the game "simulation theory is real but you have to pretend it isn't" and why are we supporting that with real world conspiracy theory arguments if it's supposed to be a video game meta thing. what's up. w what's up with that. hey.
making the "send asks at any time i am in a hyperfixation hell of my own making" post on tumblr as well, i am so sick. i am so SICK. desperate starving animal going cough hack splutter at your feet.
I've been brain rotting over Saito for almost a year now, and I'm not really the type to make fanarts
So in an attempt to force me into making content for him (and mostly because the brain rot is so bad lol) I've decided to kind of.. oc-fy him, if that makes sense?
I redesigned him to make him a little more personnal, but kept most of his character
Here's the design!! I decided to design him post annihilation route tbh
I always felt like his outfit was.. weird
First, he's supposed to be rich but doesn't really give this impression so I tried to design an outfit that would give a better impression on that!
Also, why does he need two turtleneck? Is he cold? It always seemed odd to me
I just gave him one lmaoo
In the game it's never really specified what is his occupation is, beside that one organisation that's barely mentionned, I don't really know what it was so went with something else..
I headcanon him with a special interest on the human body, so, he studied medicine, I figured that it also helps with all the killing.. lol
Post annihilation route, I decided that he became a forensic for the police, like a cover, so if his bodies ever get discovered.. he can play around and not get discovered
Still need to figure out few stuff before that, but yeah, that's the jist of it o9
I'll try to draw him in the near future even if for now I don't have access to my display tablet's pen orz