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Plural culture is suddenly remembering the solid two years I would have internal conversations with a certain character, including talking through why I was upset or overwhelmed and getting calmed down by him, and only *now* realizing what was going on there

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Plural culture is the weird feeling of not feeling anything about your trauma, therefore invalidating it because you dont feel pain from any more. (But still break down crying when something related to it is brought up)

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People find me annoying because I don't think the same way they do.

#I'm sorry for being messed up #I'm trying to understand you #give me time #rant #vent

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Passive alter influence is like.... I wanna go home. I'm yearning. I'm taken. I'm literally asexual. I wanna go to bed. If I even try to go to sleep I'll cry. I miss my friends. I hate you. No I don't. Where's our parents. I hate my parents. I'm yearning again.

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why traumagenic systems usually dont support endos? pls ans!

okay so i really need to understand this! i noticed that a lot of traumagenic systems dont support endogenic systems. why? i am a singlet who wants to be educated on systems more so i will be very grateful if some traumagenic systems answer my question in the comments. why endos are not okay in your opinion? why so many traumagenic systems are anti-endo?

#this is one of the many reasons I'm always careful to let people know that I do not have d.i.d. #although #interestingly enough what I call “a split personality” was also caused by childhood trauma #weird aint it?

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Wanna be nosy? Here's your chance.

0: Height 1: Virgin? 2: Shoe size 3: Do you smoke? 4: Do you drink? 5: Do you take drugs? 6: Age you get mistaken for 7: Have tattoos? 8: Want any tattoos? 9: Got any piercings? 10: Want any piercings? 11: Best friend? 12: Relationship status 13: Biggest turn ons 14: Biggest turn offs 15: Favorite movie 16: I’ll love you if 17: Someone you miss 18: Most traumatic experience 19: A fact about your personality 20: What I hate most about myself 21: What I love most about myself 22: What I want to be when I get older 23: My relationship with my sibling(s) 24: My relationship with my parent(s) 25: My idea of a perfect date 26: My biggest pet peeves 27: A description of the girl/boy I like 28: A description of the person I dislike the most 29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend 30: What I hate the most about work/school 31: What your last text message says 32: What words upset me the most 33: What words make me feel the best about myself 34: What I find attractive in women 35: What I find attractive in men 36: Where I would like to live 37: One of my insecurities 38: My childhood career choice 39: My favorite ice cream flavor 40: Who wish I could be 41: Where I want to be right now 42: The last thing I ate 43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately 44: A random fact about anything

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Art dump oooo, I haven't posted since oct 2023

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Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

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the absolute shock that you feel when you say something, expecting to hear your own voice, but you hear the host’s/body’s voice is unmatched

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writing a message when masking as the host is like, “uh, yeah, that kinda sounds like something the host would say.” and hoping that no one realizes it’s you

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Can we stop spreading misinformation about receiving a diagnosis in the system community?

No, a diagnosis won't stop places from hiring you, they won't know about your diagnosis unless you tell them (HIPAA).

No, getting diagnosed won't get you sent to the mental hospital.

No, a therapist can't force you to go through with final fusion.

Please, stop discouraging people from seeking professional/diagnosis. If you suspect you have a dissociative disorder and can seek a professional, do it. If you have a bad experience with a professional you can always go to another one. Don't be scared to seek help.

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My little and I are planning world domination so yall watch out

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Rainy days give me headaches. I want to enjoy the cool gray, but I don't want to be in pain. I wish the one brand of migraine reliever that helped me was still in business.

#rant #headache #migraine #mini rant #vent post #sorry for the vent

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Agere shopping list!

All ages! drinks, snacks, & meals!

Snacks

Gerber puffs

Goldfish

Fruit gummies

Frosted animal cookies

Snack packs/pudding

Jello cups

Apple sauce

Fig newtons

Dried fruit trail mix

Granola bars

Chips

Veggie straws

Cereal

Baby cucumbers

Fruits

Veggies

Pretzels

Snack crackers

Popsicles

Cheese

Celery/baby carrots with dip/peanut butter

Drinks

Juice boxes

Koolaid

Caprisun

Milkshake

Lemonade

Hugs

Milk

Chocolate milk/strawberry milk

Yoohoo

Slushies

Meals

(breakfast, lunch, dinner)

Pizza bites

Kraft mac n cheese

Burger sliders

Quesadilla

Chicken nuggets

Bagels

Scrambled eggs

Pancakes/waffles

Buttered noodles

Soup

Grilled cheese

Oatmeal

Mac attack pizza

PB&J

Chilli & cornbread

Spaghetti & Meatballs

Let me know if you all have any ideas for the list!!! i hope this helped you figure out what to snack on or eat for dinner while regressed 🩷💜💗remember to prepare your food only when u are big so u dont hurt urself!

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I had a dream that I was supposed to be practicing the piano, but I ended up putting it off...even in my dreams I'm procrastinating...

#This is soooo me

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When she griddle on my harrow till I hark. Is this anything