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Genny - Fall 1995 RTW

#look of a lifetime #this has just captivated me it's rocketed to the top of my fashion inspiration mental file #aspirational

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#oh marge #when i was a kid i wanted to be a mega-cool combo of bart and lisa #but now... #i am become marge #and i love her for it #we can always try our hardest #marge has this background throughline of sadness and a depressive/panicky bent i really get into as a choice while watching the show #the simpsons

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Freaks and Geeks - "Dead Dogs and Gym Teachers"

#i just love him he makes me so sad at first but then seeing him grow is so heartening and hopeful #this is the perfect scene #bill haverchuck you will always be famous #freaks and geeks #annual rewatch for laughing and crying purposes

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the need to animate pokemons

#so true i love this at this particular moment my chest has that tight heart-full feeling #i could cry #i don't know ALL the pokemons so maybe not a fair sample but eeveelutions are my favourite #thank you to the artist for doing this it takes so much work and is so beautiful #pokémon

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George Harrison “Ding Dong, Ding Dong” outfits

#yeah no naked-behind-guitar george did NOT change my brain chemistry don't worry about it #nor his tiny baby hamburg look it's FINE #ding dong ding dong!! #may beautiful things meet us all in 2024 #george harrison #70s george

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#2024 babyyy #scheduled to go off on 31 dec 11:59 #i don't know if i want 'lust' but i want love and great connections and newfound lease on life #happy new year!!

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#a LUCKY boy! #oh these sad sweet people finding each other #they have always really appreciated one another and watched one another with a 'what if?' of romantic intent from afar #simpsons #grade school confidential #seymour skinner #edna krabappel

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#bruce springsteen

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pengs

#tpom #pom #penguins of madagascar #tpom private #tpom kowalski #tpom skipper #tpom rico #smile and wave boys #my 'art'

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is this anything

#so true so queue

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been watching more seinfeld again

#pointy friends! #love this art #i dig #seinfeld

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it is so easy for me to develop an insane crush on an unattractive man. watch this

#a deeply resonant truth #i purposely get myself into worthless unattractive men because i know it's my mainline route to getting into a new band/show/subject #just hook it to my veins! [weird men] #i just can't get into much of anything unless there's a man i have a crush on involved and that's pathetic #i don't know sweetie...maybe cause men make the world go round? #like most recently: michael richards. tripped and fell after getting into seinfeld on its own merits #and watched most of his pre-seinfeld credits. it's the height and the skininess and the bone structure. i know myself by now

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bat mosaic at the rijksmuseum you are all i think about 💖

#happy bat! #i wanna go to amsterdam and see him #this never fails to make me smile #oh my goodness :)

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Is it not enough to intensely daydream a fanfic in painful, emotional and visual detail constantly for over a week? Must I also convert it to doc/word format as well?

#ugghhh #i have SO MANY works in progress and ideas but writing is so hard and takes so long #and i'm so new at it #i just want gorgeous series of characters i love delicately falling in love or exploring the depths of their humanity or doing goofy shit #to just appear from my brain onto the page #it's THERE #but you're not a writer if you don't write! so i gotta keep trying

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Lumen Print by Anne Eder (via etsy)

#so absolutely beautiful #i wanna live in this #humans making art! orchids! milky greens and purples! #the excitements of life

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Is it just me or is anybody starting to feel like uhhh. maybe it wont pass

#it's uh #settling in #i'm clocking in about three years of 'really bad time' now and i'm just restless for change - anything to make me different #anything to relieve it #because...i CAN do it. i CAN get better #all things must pass #and the world is much much worse and scarier than the common-parlance critiques of it suggest #but it's also much lighter and more beautiful and hopeful #you just have to exist in between and know love means embracing darkness too #my head may always be 'worse off' than most. dimmer. more sluggish. less fit to function at the level expected - i'm autistic and the world #hurts #but i won't let the 'not passing' bad-feelings overcome the 'not passing' out-there. in the constantly in-flux world there is constant #love and good #and i have to force myself to take that in

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George Harrison plays guitar as he performs onstage at Olympia Stadium, Detroit, Michigan, December 4, 1974. ©Steve Kagan

#twenty-two years to the day #remembering this darling today and always #a real and complicated and beautiful person #who has made all the difference in my life #george harrison