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Heya!! Itās been a while everyone!! Sorry for taking so long! I had a āsmallā writers block and lost my muse for writing for a bit. Iām better now and getting back into writing and hopefully I can satisfy your wishes for more angsty stories.
Iāve recently been thinking of starting a small original story, let me know if anyone would be interested in that!! Thank you guys for constant support and Iām sorry about the long hiatus with no warning!! Thanks so much.
Love you all and be strong through anything youāre going through ! :D
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Valentines.
(A little late i know, but i just wanted to experience the day yesterday and have my feelings i felt that day inspire this little ficlet. Little warning that it is super sad and depressing so if that triggers you please do not read. It has implications of Selfharm as well so please be careful reading and if that triggers you please skip to my notes at the end)
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Nothing ever felt right when Valentines day came around for Lance. His body ached and he was tired, wanting to do nothing but sleep. This time around he felt up to the task of asking out his newfound crush, Keith. He felt happy, excited even, not his usual depressed mood.Ā
He was excited to see Keith in the morning, getting giddy and feeling butterflies, smiling nonstop. After breakfast he went up to Keith, asking him to talk. He pulled him off to the side and felt his feelings scratch at the back of his throat like the bile that normally was there on this holiday.Ā
āKeith, Iāve liked you for a while now and seeing as itās Valentines day I really was wondering if maybe you liked me back and we could go out, maybe, possibly?ā Lance rambled out, blush on his cheek and heart on fire with his emotions.Ā
Keith looked taken back for a moment, surprised by his words. He was obviously conflicted about something and it showed within his eyes as he tried to forge words to reply. He opened his mouth then closed it tight again, rethinking his words yet again.Ā
āI donāt know what you want me to say Lance, i was not expecting this..ā he mumbled out, finally blurting out something.Ā
Those words did hurt Lance a little bit but he brushed it off, knowing that it was probably because he seemed like he hated Keith.Ā
āWell maybe you want to think on it? I can wait for an answer,ā Lance spoke, trying to not get himself down with the doubts that began to flood his mind, the dam of confidence cracking under his worry.Ā
āOkay, please give me a little bit to think,ā Keith spoke, nodding and starting away, obviously confused and conflicted about something.Ā
Lance couldnāt say that he wasnāt already heartbroken, he was so excited and thought that maybe Keith liked him back. There were so much flirting back and forth on a daily basis, but had Lance read them wrong? Self doubt and worries filled his mind as he waited for Keith to come back to him with an answer.
As time passed Laneās mood visually got worse, he hunched over when sitting, a frown ghosting his lips that could barely make a fake smile, and just his mood was not as good as it was in the morning.Ā
Finally Keith met up with him yet again, eyes looking a bit sad. That made Lance bite the inside of his cheek, pain stabbing his heart as he knew what was going to happen yet again. Rejection was a close friend of Lanceās, whenever he would ask anyone out, it was always rejection.Ā
āLance I really want to like you back but i just donāt, maybe i havenāt given it enough time or havenāt really thought about you that way and i apologize, i hope this doesnāt change anything between us,ā Keith blurted out in a hurry.Ā
Lance could feel his heart break as Keith spoke, but he knew he couldnāt show it. He laughed and smiled sheepishly. hoping Keith wouldnāt notice that it was fake.Ā
āItās no problem! Sorry for worrying you so much, nothing will change, i just wanted to tell you how I feel!ā Lance blurted out, lying through his teeth, hoping that it wasnāt obvious.Ā
Keith nodded and began to walk off and Lance could just feel the familiar feeling of heartbreak creep up his spine and spread through out his body. He forced himself to walk to his room before closing and locking the door. Right after he collapsed, hugging his knees close as tears began to pour from his eyes.Ā
It was always this way on Valentines, a heartbreak and depression keeping him company throughout the day and weeks until he patched his heart up with lies and fake smiles. No one saw through his lies or the forced smiles. Everything went back toĀ ānormalā. They didnāt see how Lance was breaking each time they looked away and how to once fading scars began to be new again.Ā
They didnāt see him falling deeper into his self deprecating thoughts and old habits. No one wanted to see it more like, only wanting to acknowledge the happy go lucky blue boy.Ā
He knew he couldnāt leave them despite the urge to just do it and end it all, knowing that they would fall apart without a lighthearted jab or his jokes even if they were all forced recently.
He just wanted to feel normal again, trying to get better on his own. Try to kiss and patch up the wounded parts of himself and heal his broken heart with broken love and unreal smiles.Trying to become himself again after losing a part of his heart to the heartbreak that swallowed him whole and left him in pieces.
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I know many of you were alone yesterday, thinking you are unloved and alone in your lives. But youāre not. Imagine your family, the friends, and even me. Despite us probably never having talked i love each and every one of you, if you are ever struggling with your problems and need someone to talk to, feel free to hit up my inbox or pm me. I will do my best to help you out as i know the feelings you are going through.Ā
I am still trying to push myself through my own depression but i want to help you guys as well. Because i love all of you and if you ever need a friend i am here for you. If you need a shoulder to lean on and cry, Iā²ll be there for you, if you need a joke and sweet words, Iām here for you. Donāt be afraid to message me and doubt iāll reply, i will, i know what its like being ignored and i would never do that to any of you. So if you are feeling depressed especially after Valentines Day yesterday please hit me up and iāll be glad to make you smile and help you through it all.Ā
Trust me when i say ending it all is not the answer, neither is hurting yourself. It mayĀ āhelpā you but it is not the right answer. Weāre all made for something so much more than a relationship. You do not need romantic love to feel loved. Please stay strong, if you ever need someone iāll be here for you guys. Do not hesitate to message me in a time of need. I want to make every one of you notice how loved you are, even if it takes time to heal, knowing youāre loved and learning to love yourself is a start to something so much more. I love you all, stay strong. <3Ā
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Shklance Writing Request
Hi!!Ā
I really love the Shklance pairing! I am so thirsty for that shipping. So, what about a writing about Lance keeping a secret that he is a witch (like charmed tv show witch magic)Ā and so is his family.Ā Also major love with a bottom lance, top Keith, and top Shiro.Ā
By the way, I am so glad I stumbled upon this tumblr page. My voltron addiction has been satisfied completely!
Anon^^
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I havenāt gotten on in a while due to my spark for writing Voltron isnāt as strong as it used to be. But I do love this idea so Iāll give it a shot. ā¤ļøā¤ļøššš¤š¤
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Lance was having a hard time hiding it from his partners anymore. Magic was a constant thing in his life and so were Shiro and Keith. The way they treated him was just so special, he didnāt want to ruin it with them figuring out his secret.
It was something he kept hidden from everyone and anything except his family. Since his family was also magic it was nice to visit them, which he had been doing more recently as a secret way to use his powers more frequently. He would sometimes slyly use them around his partners with a slight of his hand and a whisper of a spell but it was becoming harder.
They seemed to be thinking something was up with him visiting his family so often. Lance really was struggling to keep his magic in check around them especially when he would use his magic subconsciously with strong emotions. Finally they were going to find out, not in the best way.
Lance was heading out, his fingertips literally starting to spark with unused magic and power. As headed out he called back, āIām leaving now! Iāll be back soon!ā
As he reached for the door he was stopped by Keith.
āWhere are you going this time? You keep leaving to go visit your parents almost two times a day now? Is something wrong?ā Keith spoke as he grabbed Lances hand gently.
Lance shivered, his magic almost bursting at the seams. The touch from Keith made his heart pound and his magic pulse and become hard to control. Shiro came up behind him and put a hand on his shoulder gently.
āYeah. Are you alright? Is everything okay at home?ā
Lance shivered and nodded, answering, āIām fine. I just enjoy visiting my family a lot. You guys know how much I love my siblings and parents.ā
Shiro and Keith shared a questioning look as Lance seemed to be almost close to shaking with energy.
āAre you sure? You keep leaving whenever we start being emotional and lovey dovey. Are you sure youāre okay? Are we going to fast or making you uncomfortable?ā Shiro asked, rubbing Lanceās back gently.
The touch made sparks go down his spine, magic just dancing in every vein and nerve as he tried to calm himself down. āIām good, I just wanna visit my parentsā
Keithās grip tightened a slight bit on his hand as he spoke, āAre you sure? You always leave us whenever we start getting closer and cuddling. Itās frustrating. Are we scaring you off? Do you have someone else?ā
Lance felt as if a fire was bursting from his skin as he heard Keith speak.
āI donāt have anyone! I have both of you! Why would I find someone else or leave!ā
His magic starting to burst from his finger tips as he got frustrated.
āI love you guys! Why would I do something like that?? You know I love you guys!ā
āThen why do you always leave when we try to kiss you or do anything with you like that?ā Keith asked, exasperated and obviously frustrated.
āCalm down Keith,ā Shiro said as he put a hand on top of Keithās that was onto Lanceās.
āWe trust you Lance, but the way you act is almost like you donāt want to be loved by us,ā Shiro said as he tried to diffuse the situation.
āI do!ā Lance bursts out, magic finally bursting from his body as the lights flickered and a blue energy erupted from his skin as he heaved breath from his lungs.
āI do! I just want to protect you guys!ā He says, pulling his hand from thereās and waving it out, lights flickering again and house shivering with energy.
Keith and Shiro both startled stare at him for a moment and look to one another. Lance is breathing heavy and struggling to control his restless power as he tries to breathe.
āI just canāt control myself and I donāt wanna scare you away! I donāt wanna hurt you or you two to hurt me,ā Lance puts his hands on either side of his head and closes his eyes as he tries to calm himself. His body pulsing with magic and power as Keith and Shiro slowly come to terms with what is happening.
āYou have magic Lance?ā Keith says bluntly, reaching out to put a hand on Lanceās again.
Lance meekly nods as his finger tips shake with power. Keith puts a hand on top of his and pulls him into a hug.
āWhyād you hide it from us? You really think that we would be scared off by your magic?ā Shiro asked as he took Lanceās other hand in his.
āYes.. I canāt control it when I get strong emotions so whenever you guys would become lovey dovey or give me affection I just get so energetic and my magic is uncontrollable.ā
Shiro and Keith smile to one another and pull him into a hug.
āWe would never be scared off by you Lance, we love you.ā
Lance opens his eyes to look at Shiro and Keith. He looks almost on the edge of running away from them. After a moment he seems to calm down a bit and lean into the hug more.
āAre you sure?ā
āYes. We are both definitely sure of that, isnāt that right Keith?ā
āYes. Why would you think we were so worried about what was going on with you. Come on and cuddle us now and calm downā
Lance smiles meekly and nods, allowing the two to lead him back to their shared room and pull him into their cuddle pile between them. He relaxed a bit, magic dancing along his fingertips as they cuddled him and watched.
āThank you. I love you guys.ā
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I tried to make it nice and lovey. I donāt know if you wanted nsfw but i dot do that unless itās on my Ao3 @Sammy_Caliburn. But I recently write a lot more for Umbrella Academy and soon Detroit: Become Human, and original stories. Feel free to come check out the posts I have of Shklance and what other works I have there!
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