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[ID: Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart of Kim Dokja and Han Sooyoung dressed up as James and Jessie from Pokemon's Team Rocket. They're both posing and smirking, and a tiny cartoon Yoo Joonghyuk in the form of Meowth floats above them. End ID]
can't stop thinking about how the reason yoo joonghyuk won't eat food other people make is b/c when he was a teenager, his boss tried to convince him to rig a game, and when yjh refused, he got food poisoning and lost anyways, and then was gaslit about the whole thing and told it must have been his own fault. and this betrayal was so formative it became a personality trait for 40,000+ fucking years.
people going 'oh yoo joonghyuk is introverted and has so many anger issues, he would have made his streams worth looking at only for his looks and maybe his skills' You Don't Understand. i haven't read round of zero arc for a while, but what if that man, who isn't broken by endless regressions, is actually a pretty good entertainer? it's even canon that he constantly drops sick one liners and is pretty good with the public when he wants to be. what if he was genuinely fun person to follow on twitch. what if that man was entertaining. what if he was quirky and fun. what if he was The Jerma of the orv world. please see my vision
I think it's incredible that people can love other people so deeply, even when they're not even real. Like willingly falling in love even if it's just the idea of a person. It's both romantic and oh-so-tragic and a version of naive heartbreak you obtain only when you commit yourself wholeheartedly to a concept. Knowing you're gonna wake up to a world they aren't in and smiling anyway because at least they exist somewhere and that has to be enough. Because you're not a protagonist; you cannot simply rip the stars from their place or move galaxies to make them real. So you comfort yourself by making them real to yourself for a moment, and you love them in idyllic ways. You join the many others who read the same story and fell in love in different ways and you all love this one person, this one story, and for beautiful singular moments, those stories are made real.
"Kim Dokja's breaths, his appearance, his laughter, and his manner of speech [...] And...
The glint in his eyes when he recalls the story he loves.
[...] 'I can just read from the beginning again'.
-CH. 438
(music cr: Train to Busan OST "Goodbye World" by Jang Young Gyu)
Let's be honest, the one everyone wants to see in chinese dress and garter belt in the webtoon is not Yoo Sangah/Persephone or Yoo Junghyeok/Punisher, it's actually Kim Dokja.