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i'm still in love with this dork.

god, why is the universe such a bitch sometimes?

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush

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Reminds me of the ABBa lyric from “When I Kissed The Teacher” “One of these days/gonna tell him I dream of him every night”

If only he knew that i dream about him every night

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i’m always worried that, when i leave for a few days, i’ll come back and have forgotten the sound of your voice. 

#teacher crush #tc #tcc #male teacher crush

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I'm failing to talk to him recently and it's making me mad. Someone's always talking to him after class like bro... I need to say goodbye... without feeling like I'm interrupting. Plz let me.

#Male Tc #Tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush problems

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some more yearning today. as background, i have a part time job coaching swim school and the kids are CUTE. like unbearably cute sometimes. you guys know how kids can be like that sometimes.

god it makes me think about him, always. what our kid would act like. how they would act around me as a mom and him as a dad. i don't know, but it soothes me in some way to think about him smiling because our kid said something or did something amusing to him. how all his bedtime stories would be history lessons leveled down and acted out with his hands while i stand watching in the doorway. it's something about the way that i just know he's good with kids that makes me want to know everything deeper.

i'm so infatuated with my imagination sometimes.

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #maybe this one should stay in the drafts #maletc #teacher crush with kids

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Today I came to the total conclusion that he was a film geek. And it makes me want to ask him for a list of his favourite films, and makes me want to soak them all in, and find the pieces of him in all the best scenes.

I mean, maybe one day I will. If it's a good day and I'm with him for lunch, I might just do it.

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #maletc #films

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My friends after saying I can tell them anything and they won't judge me: 🥺🥺🥰👉👈

My friends when I tell them I have a crush on a teacher: 😐😬🤢🤔

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #maletc #femaletc #Tc and friends

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There is something about Liam Neeson in the movie The Mission (1986) that I am very attracted to. 

Is it just mental illness yall or are you guys with me?

#not tc related hehe #liam neeson #the mission

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This is not going well. He’s gonna read it and go “the fuck?” Then just punch me.

really hope when he reads my DBQ he goes "this is very intellectually sexy" and just kisses me on the lips.

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LMFAOOOOOO me: yeah he just barely acknowledged my presence today when I walked into class 🥰🥰🥰🥰

e came in with different hair.

it shocked me really. but, despite her flaming head of hair was gone, finding e on the playground this morning was a breeze.

she dyed her hair again (honestly the amount of times this person has dyed their hair) but this time, instead of a bold, vibrant colour, it was a quiet, warm brown. the bottom layers of her hair on the other hand were a light, honey blonde. she looked like narcissa malfoy, except younger, kinder and prettier.

“oh my goodness,” i squealed to my friends, rather out of character. 

forgive me for acting like this, but you have to understand:

she looked absolutely ethereal.

i continued watching from the other side of the playground, as she talked to my tech teacher. e’s hair bounced a little as she laughed, her beautiful smile once again displayed. goodness, how can someone be so godly.

we had english first period and to say i was excited would be an understatement. the lesson was pretty chill today and somehow our lesson turned into true crime (buzzfeed unsolved much?). the lesson eventually finished and as we began to file out, e stopped me.

“hey, are you okay,” she asked.

then i remember i had sent an email asking to talk to her on an important matter but then chickened out by sending a follow up email saying i was fine. needless to say, i wasn’t.

“yeah,” i smiled and lied. she looked at me for a moment longer before dismissing me. i was half way down the stairs before i turned back, feeling guilty, knowing i should turn back.

as i came back up, i saw e, coming down.

“so maybe i sent the last email because i chickened out,” i breathed.

and we walked back upstairs and entered an empty classroom. we sat face to face on the table and began talking like we normally would. let’s just say the issue was about my eating. e frowned at me as i talked and furrowed through her bag. 

“do you have any food in your bag?” she asked, still not looking up at me.

“um, no, i-”

“here,” she spoke before i could finish my sentence, brandishing a snack.

“i can always buy food from the canteen,” i continued, embarrassed about taking food from her. but she continued to hold out her hand.

hesitantly, i took the food and saw e’s frown turn into a smile.

“make sure you eat it okay?”

“okay,” i smiled weakly.

we conversed as we walked down the stairs, as if e too were a schoolgirl like me and we were best friends. that warm, fuzzy feeling settled in my heart again as i watched e talk. 

we had to go our separate ways when we got to the bottom of the staircase so i said goodbye to e.

as i watched her walk away, my brain reiterated the thought:

“wow im so screwed.”

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do you follow ur tc on instagram? i want to but i think I’m gonna wait until graduation even though it’s like 2 years away :( we’re not that close but I feel like by them we would but idk

I don’t, and that’s because his Instagram is really private looking and I don’t want to be rejected lol. But I plan to try after graduation to have some place to talk to him. But, if your Tc’s Instagram seems like it’s not only meant for family, I would follow it! I often follow teachers when they already have a good amount of followers.

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October TC Challenge

Day 12: Has your TC ever seen you cry before?

Thankfully, no. I think it would be really awkward for the both of us, even though I know he would be really good at comforting me :,)

Day 13: If your TC named their child after you, how would you feel?

Defintely weird. Thats like, the worst stage of the friend zone.

Day 14: What has been your best moment with you TC?

Today when our outfits matched!!!

Day 15: Has your TC ever flirted with you, be it playfully or seriously?

Definitely not, but there’s plenty of time for that still!

Day 16: Have you ever stalked them on social networking sites? If so, how often?

Oh, I check his Instagram (private) every time I miss him in a day. Maybe 1-5 times on a weekday and a lot more in a weekend.

Day 17: Describe your TC in three words

Intellectual, Hilarious, Handsome.

Day 18: Do you have any nicknames for each other?

Nope!

#Tc #Tcc #teacher crush #October teacher crush challenge

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AHHHHHHHHHHH

Today we were both wearing the same outfit. Now, I know I've often dissed his fashion sense but it was quite good today. We were both wearing cream coloured sweaters with black jeans and black shoes. Obviously I had to say something about that!

I asked him a question after class and he answered it and then I said "oh, also I like your sweater!" And he got SOOOOO HAPPY. Like it was almost strange. I don't think he gets many compliments because he seemed to appreciate it a lot. Anyway, he started to look at it and talk and it and so I showed him my own and was like "they're the same!"

At this point I was stumbling over words and almost shaking (it went by a lot faster than I'm writing) and he was like "wow! You're right! Look at that we're twins!" And I have no idea what I said after that but I think I laughed and said yeah or something. Then I told him to have a great day, and left. Man was I shaking at this point.

GOD IT WAS THE GREATEST THING EVER!!

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #male teacher crush #male tc #Happy

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thinking about how, in another life or another decade, we could be living together comfortably in a sizeable home. in the particular time i'm thinking of, it's early, early morning, and a thunderstorm is raging outside. he woke up with it earlier than me and he's sitting downstairs in the little room with a desk that we jokingly call his office. papers are scattered across it, all around, some with pen, other's highlight, and some blank.

i'm awake too and i'm working on the next great novel, alone in bed because i don't want to distract him. i know he already has enough to deal with.

wind and rain cracks hard against a near-broken window- i had asked him to hire someone to fix it but he had not yet gotten around to doing so- and the moment that i'm briefly disoriented within my surroundings, he appears in the doorway. his hair is messy, eyes red and strained. i feel bad for him, but seeing him, like always, causes me to smile.

"hey." he leans against the doorframe, making me crinkle my nose. "this is going to sound... so weird. but do you want to go outside and dance in the rain with me?"

i'm up in a second, following him as he turns out of the frame and downstairs. downstairs is warmer than up, and smells of the soup we had for dinner. he hands me his old raincoat- my favourite one- and i barely have time to pull it on before he's dragging me out of our home and into the storm. before i can complain, he hands me one side of a corded pair of earbuds.

we step into the middle of the street, not worried about the cars just because it's too damn early in the morning for anyone else but us to be up. the world is silent, but for the sound of rain all around us and the banging of drums and guitars in one of my ears.

he grabs me by the hips and leads me, and his grin is worth every struggle i've ever faced. his face is wet and shiny, reflecting the moon and the street lamps. his auburn-blonde hair and auburn-blonde beard are soaked, matted down, but in that moment he's the most handsome man i've ever seen in my entire life.

we dance until we're both shaking too much to do much else, but he still kisses me. and as cold as his lips are, i'm so happy to know he's alive. that we're alive, that we're here. that this isn't just a fantasy.

#Tc #tcc #teacher crush community #teacher crush #teacher crush imagines #creative writing #Dancing in the rain #The song I was imagining while writing this was Jackie and Wilson by Hozier #male Tc

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Something I think B would say

#tc #tcc #teacher crush

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WHY CANT I JUST BE ONE OF THE STUDENTS HE LIKES TO TALK TO AHHHHH

Ahhh feel that. Except I’m not sure if B even likes talking to students! 

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She passed this afternoon. I miss her more than anything else in the world. It was the right decision as she was in so much pain but god. It doesn’t feel right.

Not TC related, but please, if you have a pet, give them extra love or extra food or an extra walk today. You never know how quickly things can deteriorate.

Just a week ago my dog was happy, and then she began to stop eating and we took her to the vet, discovering she most likely has stomach cancer. Well, she stayed in the hospital for a night but we got her home last night. She was low energy but we assumed she was just tired.

This morning she couldn't move. My sister and I said our goodbyes and my parents took her to the hospital. I don't want to be grim but it's fairly probable that this is the end.

So please. Love your pet a little extra today. Appreciate them. Kiss their fluffy little heads because you never know what's coming next.