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Sometimes I wish I could just bring us all back together again.

          Oh …  leave it to Billy, to bring up the harder stuff.  The crap everyone else is fine burying deep inside and try to forget.  It’s a simple wish, innocent in its nature, but with Billy being who he was, there’s no telling what could happen if he wished hard enough.  It brings back waves of painful memories, memories she thought she was over, memories she thought wouldn’t do anything to her anymore but damn … do they still weigh her shoulders down.  Let it be known: Kate Bishop, isn’t actually the best teenage tactician/leader/archer/avenger there ever was.  Her actions got her friends killed, she can’t look the others in the face anymore.  All she sees is Cassie and Jonas.  All she sees is the major failure of a team she tried to join in on.  Maybe the boys, as clumsy and awkward as they were, were better off without her or Cassie ever joining them.  Maybe things would have been different, no one knows, but it’s a thought that will always linger in the back of her mind.

          It’s not that she didn’t miss them, Gods no, Kate missed her old family more than anything.  She had a real home again.  Something she hasn’t had since her mother died.  Her sister was too different to want to hang out and engage with and her father … well, he could be given him a father of the year award and it’ll be the best joke of the century.  

           ❛     Maybe some things are better off not happening again.     ❜  She finally breaks the silence.  Her voice is soft and sad, she hated this, hated admitting to him that she’d rather keep her distance than come back.  Billy’d all but broken down after that day and Kate wasn’t around to help him back up.  What kind of a friend was that?  ❛     Maybe I’m better off working alone.  I mean … I never checked up on you … no once … how can you consider me a friend still after that?     ❜

#bowcarried #✩ ▌▌ SAVED #how fucking dare you with this dani #how dare you try to out angst me #you will regret this

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[txt]: if tommy gets drunk and spontaneously combusts i want u to know i had nothing to do with it

( ✉ → america ): …you wouldn’t be the first person i’d blame( ✉ → america ): because the first person i’d blame would be TOMMY( ✉ → america ): pls drop off his ashes at a reasonable time tho

#kicksportals #✩ ▌▌ IN CHARACTER #✩ ▌▌ ACTUALWIZARD666 IS TYPING...

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Pulls dumb brother into a big bear hug.

He’s not gonna say he missed this.

That’d just be inviting trouble.

Yet Tommy can’t deny that he has. He’s missed this. Missed turning around and finding himself at the mercy of one of Billy’s overtures of affection, like hugs could solve everything and the world was a better place because of them.

Mostly, he had missed seeing Billy this lively. When he’d left – it’d just been hard. Too hard. To stay and be reminded of everything that had happened, everyone they’d lost – how the team had crumbled and everyone had blamed themselves for things far outside of their control.

Tommy wraps his arms around his twin in turn, laughing and letting him have this one just once without no protest.

Or…

Well, almost no protest.

“Dude! Come on, not cool. Nobody hugs at our age!”

#✩ ▌▌ THIS IS SATAN SPEAKING ( OOC ) #✩ ▌▌ SAVED #i hate these two so much #i hate shikki #ugh

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Why are you like this?:

“Owch, Billy. Owch. Your lack of faith is uninspiring. Maybe I will go out and do something now.”

        “How about no and we stay inside and not touch anything.”

#machspeak #✩ ▌▌ crack #when tommy makes billy the mom character

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UGH:

“Yet could be now or thirty years from now.”

             “Knowing you? Probably thirty minutes ago. What did you do now? Seriously, maybe we can fix it before Kate or Eli find out.”

#machspeak #✩ ▌▌ crack #did you blow up the world? #oh wait that's something billy would do

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annoying brother:

“What? I haven’t done anything yet!”

          “Yet. Keyword: yet.”

#machspeak #✩ ▌▌ crack #i'm too frickin lazy to make new icons #so enjoy the five i have #ahhh but i've missed doing brotherly shenanigans with you

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stolenparticles:

YOUNG AVENGERS — the original 8  

#✩ ▌▌ THIS IS SATAN SPEAKING ( OOC ) #✩ ▌▌ AESTHETIC #✩ █ ▒ TEAM: WE'RE A FAMILY

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sighs dramatically with a huff, slams forehead against his shoulder and continues to groan

He’s in the middle of scribbling out a sentence when he’ssuddenly body slammed forward. His hand jerks – pen digging an inky black lineacross his midterm paper before it goes flying across the room. It clatterssomewhere in a corner, disappearing into that abyss that’s behind the couchsince Billy’s sure as hell not sticking his hand down there. Not when he knows someof the crap Tommy’s thrown back there like it’s some kind of alternate trash can. But his dilemma about losing hisfavourite pen’s easily forgotten when he’s bent awkwardly to the side with Kateresting her entire weight against him like there aren’t about a dozen otherchairs or pieces of odd furniture she could have thrown herself against if she’d wanted to be dramatic.

He guesses that it has something to do with Eli or Tommy ormaybe both.

“Kate – ” He grunts, tries to shove her off and thendeflates, all of the air rushing out of him in one long frustrated groan.

Sure he could probably magic her away, drop her into themiddle of a shopping mall or someplace nice so that he can finally have somepeace and quiet, but he’s trying this new crazy thing where he’s going to beresponsible about his powers and not abuse them. Even when moments like these that he’sreally tempted to break his own self-imposed rules since what’s one tiny spell?But this is kind of his own fault anyway. If he’d wanted to be alone he couldhave stayed at home or gone off to the library or the hundred of other optionsavailable to him.

But he’d come straight here to the clubhouse.

Mom probably would have psychoanalyse his actions – saysomething along hte lines about how he’d wanted to be disturbed or something and she’d probablybe right since why else would he be here? He knows that Tommy’ll show up eventuallywith all the force and chaos of a hurricane or that Eli’ll be here in theevening playing video games or that Jonas or Cassie or Kate are almost alwaysaround. Point is, the place is never empty since someone’s always coming andgoing and staying.

It’s home away from home and this is his family that he’ssomehow built and would never trade away in a bajillion years and justlike family, they’re aggravating as hell. “Could you maybe, I don’t know, getup before my arm falls off because you’re currently sitting on it? And then maybe we can talk when I get feeling back into it.”

#bowcarried #✩ ▌▌ IN CHARACTER #✩ ▌▌ ACTUALWIZARD666 IS TYPING... #when i make shit up as i go along since i barely remember anything

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"So we have siblings now. Robot siblings."

“Uh…” Granted, he’s never been the most articulate ofthe Young Avengers, sometimes words fail him and he’s left floundering for something to say. It’s a big joke considering how his powers work, but how’s he supposed to react? 

He’s more disturbed by howcavalier his twin is about the fact that their family tree’s gained a few morebranches. Really it says a lot about the state of his life when being relatedto a robot’s nothing’s new when there’s already a precedence, but one of these days he’s going to have to sitdown and actually map out this entirely too complicated family of theirs. Thenhe’s going to put it on a wall somewhere so that way he can actually make senseof everything. Or try. Billy’s got that inkling that seeing the bigger picture’llonly make his head spin more than it already does whenever he tries tounderstand how deep that rabbit hole goes. 

He’s the son of a witch and an android; a psychologist and a cardiologist. He’s got two younger brothers who drive him up the wall plus a spiritual twin or reincarnated brother or something – it’s messy and it doesn’t matter since he loves Tommy as much as he does the rest of his family. And he’ll probably love these news siblings too – robot status notwithstanding.

“Do you just say these things for fun or…” He scrubs a handover his face, sighing and feeling like he’s aged about twenty years. Heunderstood a long time ago that his brother likes to drop these bombs on him for the hell of it.

“Sooo… are they the good kind of robots or the evil kind?”

#machspeak #✩ ▌▌ IN CHARACTER #✩ ▌▌ ACTUALWIZARD666 IS TYPING... #you can't just drop this bomb and not yanno #say anything else about it tommy

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TAG DUMP

#✩ ▌▌ THIS IS SATAN SPEAKING ( OOC ) #✩ ▌▌ CRACK #✩ █ ▒ HEADCANONS #✩ ▌▌ IN CHARACTER #✩ ▌▌ ACTUALWIZARD666 IS TYPING... #✩ █ ▒ VISION: MORE THAN HUMAN #✩ █ ▒ CASSIE: STAND TALL AND SHAKE THE HEAVENS #✩ █ ▒ BILLY: SET IN THE STARS #✩ █ ▒ TOMMY: THE MISSING PIECE OF MY SOUL #✩ █ ▒ WANDA: I BELIEVE IN YOU #✩ ▌▌VERSE: UNDETERMINED #✩ ▌▌VERSE: PEERING INTO THE MULTIVERSE #✩ ▌▌VERSE: ONE STEP AT A TIME #✩ █ ▒ KATE: HER WILL IS OF STEEL #✩ █ ▒ LOKI: NEVER TRUST A SNAKE #✩ █ ▒ TEAM: WE'RE A FAMILY #✩ █ ▒ FAMILY: PART OF SOMETHING WONDERFUL #✩ █ ▒ ELI: FORGED HIS DESTINY IN STARS AND STRIPES

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Suddenly remembers the Magneto isn’t Pietro and Wanda’s father retcon.

Whelp, guess I’ll be super canon divergent on here.

#ooc #i mean i haven't looked into anything marvel comics releated since YA vol 2 #so that was the plan anyway #but eugh

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trying to find a psd that i like that’ll work for all icons.

oh right.

comic books.

hahahahaha -- weeps. 

#ooc #what is consistent colouring across all mediums?

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COVERS MY BLOG WITH BOTH HANDS

when i was hoping to at least be able to quietly fix everything before anyone found me.

#ooc #EVERYTHING IS SO GROSS AND OLD AF HERE

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Makes first post on this blog in over a year:

Checks followers list:

#bowcarried #ooc #you fucking knew

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Looks at his brother and sighs. Loudly.

@machspeak

#ooc #i have no tags #and these icons are disgusting #but wow #look at me #back on billy

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              “Yeah… I heard all about that. Good job.”

      Another half-truth, but what’s more disturbing is how little deceiving is friends affects him now. It was easier to rattle off a lie if that’d get others to leave him alone. This particular strategy worked on Tommy at least, his new found brother was off who knows where, just like how everyone else in his life was coming and going, being big damn heroes while he’d slunk off into the shadows. He gives Kate about a week before she’d become so fed up that she’d go off having her grand adventures in LA again.

              “Is that why you’re here? To save us all from another big catastrophe? At least this time I didn’t do it. So silver living there, right?”

CONTINUATION ;; spellspeak

          His smirk says it all.  He was bluffing.  She had hoped in her absence he would have been able to pull himself out of the hole he had fallen into with the help of Teddy.  Apparent she was wrong in assuming so.  Guilt sets in, wondering if she and the others had stayed together would have helped the situation.  Help prevent Billy from falling so deep if he saw that no matter what, they would always be together.  A family.

                     “You’re full of crap Kaplan.  If anyone was saving the World                                    since we saw each other last, it was me.”

#callstheshxts #;replied #;short #✩ ▌▌verse: one step at a time #so it's gonna be like this #hmmmm??

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me: *does 1 draft* me: shit i’m on fire today

#about the mun #✩ ▌▌ reality #...this is literally me #weeps #omfg