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I have basically given up on roleplay entirely, I don’t know why but I’m just not in the mood to write with others but my fucking need to run a rpg is strong as hell right now so over the weekend I will be working on rebuilding my old group, ASPRIATIONS, in a whole new way. It will feature a DISCORD COMPONENT which will be crucial to the game experience. Lets all pray together that this works out, I don’t have a lot of followers anymore but the ones who do follow me I know are the most loyal and normally support any dumb bullshit I do so I felt like letting you all know :)

#ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. ) #better get some of u uglies joining this ugly shit

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I made an indie rp server on discord and now I’m overwhelming @fragiilex with all the information that comes with discord, listen I just fucking love discord servers.

#they're like skype and aim and all that's good in the world smashed together #with more perks #ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. ) #listen if u wanna be in the server like this or something ok #Or need help w discord like this i fucking love discord

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(loud obnoxious screaming) okay so I was talkin’ about a drabble earlier and how nervous I was and I got SECOND PLACE PEOPLE Ok understand there were only like five people voting max and I won because two of the MVPs of the server voted for me but I GOT SECOND PLACE PEOPLE WITH 4 VOTES AND I JUST am proud as fuck of myself okay there’s a little update I’m feelin fucking good tonight

#ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. )

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rejectcrossroads:

how they’re all connected :’)

ok my beautiful best friend @casualtyisms​ just stayed up late with me to figure out how all my muses ( and muses written by others ) are all connected and I just think it’s hella fucking interesting to look at so if you’ve ever wondered how my muses are connected to other ones *finger guns*

#I CAN'T HELP BUT REBLOG THIS HERE #I'M PROUD OF US BOTH

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#rip #i'm losing it i'ms so sad dnshf nsg v SLFK SDFW

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RIP Adam West. I may not have known you as Batman but you sure did make one hell of a mayor

#ᵖᵃʸ ᵃᵗᵗᵉᶰᵗᶤᵒᶰ ˢʰᶤᵗʰᵉᵃᵈˢ ( PSA. )

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also @ everyone who keeps sending me nice tidbits of support I fuckin love you :’) I just now got to looking at my activity and I’m melting I love you guys

#ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. ) #ᵖᵃʸ ᵃᵗᵗᵉᶰᵗᶤᵒᶰ ˢʰᶤᵗʰᵉᵃᵈˢ ( PSA. )

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Why don’t we have drabble competitions I think that’s something the indie community should think about. We need some kinda indie hub where people can host chatzy parties, drabble events, generalized events, somethin man like we need somethin.

#ramblings of a stoner right here #ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. )

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@spookylip liked THIS for poisitivity,

Where do I even start with you? I have never been able to say stuff without staying stuff but also say tons of stuff to a person & have them understand so deeply like u do, both about writing & about irl stuff. I don’t know how or why we click so well but God must have just been like ‘ok they get to have an extra level of compatibility bc they’re cooler than everyone else’ because you’re literally just the greatest & I have never not felt comfortable talking to you ( I meaN aFTER i stopped thinking u were cooler than me & realized we were both equally cool & rockin af ) But really you could be doing your own thing & I could be doing mine & I don’t care what ever happens or anything im 100% sure this connection will always be here & we will be lil’old ladies freaking TF out about Lila & Lip still. No matter where there relationship is or anything. But im getting off topic. I just think you’re really an amazing person though, like I’ve followed you since the beginning of Lip ( or almost the beginning I think ) and wow like your writing has just continually gotten so much better. Not that it was even bad before but I just LOVE the way you write? Mostly probably because it’s how I’d like to be able to write & I just admire it so much, I know you think you’re not very good but trust me you’re like, top notch. I think you’re an amazing writer. Not just that though but you’re just a really good person & you have such a good heart & soul & I just FEEL it I KNOW you wanna do good & be good and PSA you are good you’re amazing & beautiful??? Inside and out & I’m just here for YOU im here for your writing I’m here for your improvement ! your amazing talent ! your life ! your moodboards !! your rants !! your everything ! your everything is amazing & I’m in love with it & with you. I love you so much?? I jst ?? I LOVE YOU !! SO !! MUCH !! 

#ˢʰᵘᵗ ᵘᵖ ˡᵒˢᵉʳ ( saved. ) #oh ymg uf ckg in g do #i was not #thiNKING THIS waS GoING To HApEPn #I GOTTA FBC U GKJN G #GO #BECCA PLEASE #HOLD MY HAND OR SOME SHIT #LSGHioVKHOSEWLKHOIVR

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sweats profusely i never realized how intimidating it is to write drabbles for people to read and judge and vote on oh my god i need jesus 

#ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. ) #i'm probs never gonna actually write again or it's gonna be super delayed im sweating

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me: joins a writers discord server and spends 24 hours working on a drabble me: suddenly forgot how to write

why am i so nervous about these strangers most of them are like 15 and suck at everything they’re trying to do i’m literally just sitting on my hands like “you’re not a good writer don’t bother these people.”

#// negativity #ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. )

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#ᶤ ᵍᵒᵗ ᶤˢˢᵘᵉˢ ( musings. )

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casualtyisms:

Five minutes of being home and her entire being had switched. Her role as the care taker and mother of the house resumed, the relief of being home quickly replaced with tirtedness. It’s not that she wasn’t happy to be home, to see her family, she was - Sutton missed them terribly, she missed them in a capacity that made her chest ache but in New York she felt a weight lifted off her shoulders. No one was tugging at her leg, no one was relying on her, she was free for a short period of time. 

One might think that she enjoyed barking orders, being the sole person in control – she didn’t, but most times she had to. With every order, that’s what they were now practically, she told lip to do guilt managed to creep up on her. Their relationship was supposed to be a two way street, an avenue of communication, instead she felt like a drill sergent yelling at a private. Most days Sutton’s busy schedule caused her to neglect the softer aspects of their relationship, she knew she needed to work on that. Maybe tomorrow they’ll talk, as for now her attention was still lasered on her mother. “I don’t care what it is, when you’re done with my mother I want it cleaned up!” She called after her lanky man. 

Lorraine made the Ice Queen seem welcoming. She carried herself in such a manner that even the friendliest, most caring person wouldn’t approach her. Everything about her was precise. The way she dressed, her outfits always matching, her hair pulled back into a bun, all signaled that she was part of a wealthier class. She was proud to show her status. “Phillip,” she greeted her son in-law with a curt nod. Lorraine was nothing like Sutton, where Sutton’s face was soft and welcoming Lorraines was angular and cold. Sutton’s doe like brown eyes contrasted her mother’s ocean blue hues. Lorraine eyed the male up and down, inspecting him with an unsatisfied look. “I see we still manage to wear clothes with holes in them. Funny, how you can afford such a beautiful home yet you can’t afford proper clothes.” - “Oh, and there’s one more bag still in the taxi. Be a doll and fetch it.” A gloved hand flicked towards the taxi. 

A normal, well rounded man would look at Lip’s life and see horror. He’d probably run and never look back. But Lip looked at it like an everlasting adventure. He needed control, for so many years Lip was entirely out of it. Sure there were moments where Lip genuinely wondered if Sutton knew, or saw, how at times she was more his manager than partner. But, then there’d be moments like when she walked through the door. How excited he was to see her, how it felt to hold her again. That’s what he lived for. He lived for mornings with Sutton yelling at him to get out of bed and remember his medication, then take on the rest of their family with such ease it seemed. She was just so amazing at what she did, it was sometimes hard to not just stand back and watch in awe. Though, most times she saw that as him neglecting responsibilities... being foolish. He didn’t care.

There were plenty of paths he could have taken through life. Plenty of people, plenty of stories. But this is the one he really wanted, no matter how cold her mother was. There was genuinely nothing that’d bring him away from Sutton. A quiet hum leaves him at the way she says his name. It’s involuntary, and causes him to stop and actually clear his throat to cover it. He was hating this, hating it, but he knew if he said something stupid, or made Lorraine mad, it’d result in a fight with Sutton, something he was already mentally prepared for later tonight about his fort. Something he knew Lorraine would blow even more out of proportion. “Ah, right-- Well.” He tried, gaze glancing to his sweats. “I just, we weren’t going out or anything. The kids and I had a night in today so we picked out our favorites.” He explained, trying to justify his choices to a woman who, honestly, would never accept him. Why did he try.

“But you like the house? Sutton really transformed it. I mean she designed the entire walkway and the little deck.-- I’m sure she’d be ecstatic to hear you liked it. Wait until you get inside-” Inside, wincing at his own words he suddenly remembered the disaster zone that was inside. Trotting back to the Taxi he configured the bags so he was basically covered in luggage, scorning himself for making such a mess of their home. If Sutton had told him it’d be much different. “Speaking, of inside. Just know, it’s-- Sutton keeps the place clean I mean I clean too, definitely. Definitely don’t just make her do everything but-- The kids really wanted a fort and..” He’s making his way back down the pathway toward the house, looking over the woman with a nervous smile.

#ᶤ ᵗʳᶤᵉᵈ ᵐʸ ʰᵃʳᵈᵉˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ( feat. sutton ) #lip 'please don't kill me sutton im so sorry' hawthorne

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i’ve been playing lip all grown up w mgk i don’t even remember how to play lip with luke hemmings i needa fuckin bring that back

#ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᶠˡʸ ( out of character. ) #like im lowkey sad thinking about it

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basically the cutest thing on the planet

#ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᶤˢ ( PHOTOGRAPH. ) #ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᶤᶰᶜᵉˢˢ ( QUINN VISAGE )

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@casualtyisms

#if lip doesn't get 100 videos like this a day #he's pressed #ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᶤᶰᶜᵉˢˢ ( QUINN MUSING )

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#ᵖʰᵒᵗᵒ ᵃˡᵇᵘᵐ ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ ( GLORY DAYS. )