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white people walk in front of this and a trapdoor immediately opens up dropping them into the Rancor pit

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#my cousin 100% #his favorite thing is starting fired and keeping them going

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just a game!

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♡

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Horniness is not intrinsically less pure than any other human motivation

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#ooo i love the colors

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Am I the only one that wasn’t outraged about the watcher thing. Like sure if they wanna lose viewers and make more money off of THEIR work, go ahead. I’ll find someone else

#i wasnt upset about the fact they were asking more money #but i was upset about how the asked the first time #like the first plan was scummy at best #and how they backtracked was how they should’ve done it in the first place #but them asking for money isnt the moral issue people wanted it to be #because newsflash its fucking expensive to do anything of quality in LA and still pay their employees living wage #sorry for the rant

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before the poll, a quick definition of terms:

"mutual" - you found this post from a mutual (on their blog or your dash) "following" - you found this post from someone you're following, but who isn't following you "random" - you found this by scrolling through someone's blog, who you don't follow. this includes people following you "For You" - you found this on the For You page "recommended" - you found this in a "Check out these blogs" popup, or a "recommended" post when looking at a different post "other" - you found this post some other way. comment how? "reblog ✅" - you're going to reblog, queue, or schedule this post "reblog ❌" - you're NOT going to reblog, queue, or schedule this post

with that out of the way:

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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what is up with my fragile white boy :(

#ough i love how you draw him op

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Spider-Man: Far From Home (2019), dir. Jon Watts

#im not a fan of mcu spiderman for many reasons #but i do think this sequence is cool as fuck

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Self Autopsy

Weird science Not what teacher said to do Makin' dreams come true, living tissue, warm flesh Weird science, ooh

#self rb #posted this one late so rb #and im very happy with it

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Fan art for bestie @plainiack-arts of her Edward!! He’s my favorite and I love him. And if I say anything else about him, I’ll appear so abnormal

#hi eddie 💚

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Some... What do I even call this, man??😭 I guess some Animal Crossing Psychonauts I thought about before going ham on a bunch of Fred related stuff. VERY Fred-centric post... You can tell he's a favorite.

#rebloging this one again because i really like how you drew one of freds expressions #im not gonna say which one but i keep looking at it

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Self Autopsy

Weird science Not what teacher said to do Makin' dreams come true, living tissue, warm flesh Weird science, ooh

#station art #my ocs #tw gore #tw vivisection #psychonauts #psychonauts oc #norman tag #bw and color versions cause his mindscape is bw #but i wanted to render this in color

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Psychonauts brainrot