suhlogic

[suhlogic]

if "too old for me", why hot?

[suhlogic]

bruh i just wanna sit on his lap and feel his dick god

[suhlogic]

Hello. Just wanna ask if you have any masterlist for aus?

hi i havent gotten around to organizing one yet but i’ll be sure to manage it once i get to have free time!!

[suhlogic]

hii, can i request a smut where reader is pregnant and jaehyun got really horny while they were cuddling…

[6;39pm]

GENRE: fluff and smut

WARNINGS: unprotected sex, reader is pregnant, tired reader, horny jaehyun and slight anal play.

you could barely lift your head when hearing the door shut and the locks clicking. “honey, i’m home!” jaehyun shouts and you could hear him kick off his shoes.

“honey?” you could hear him walk into the kitchen before walking upstairs and into the room.

“hey,” your body sinks along with the bed cushion. “why didn’t you answer me, baby?” jaehyun reaches over brushes your cheek with the back of his fingers.

“oh, baby,” he sits up in front of you and cups your face with a pout on his lips. “are you feelin’ okay?” you grin tiredly and nod. “i just woke up from my nap— i’m still so exhausted.” jaehyun sighs with a relived smile.

jaehyun pushes the soft blanket away from your face and below your bump. “how’re my girls?” he looks up at you first. “eh, i wish i was more productive but baby girl just wants me in bed.” he lifts your maroon hoodie and runs his hand over your bump.

“and, what about you, little one?” you and jaehyun both laugh and look at each other when feeling a kick. “i’ll take that as in, ‘i’m good, daddy.’” jaehyun leans in and presses a kiss on your belly.

“wanna cuddle with me and baby?” you ask him and he nods. “i thought you’d never ask.” jaehyun gives you a peck and climbs behind you. “here,” you flip some of the blanket onto him and he softly chuckles.

“oh, and honey?” jaehyun hums and grabs another pillow for himself. “i’m sorry, i didn’t make dinner. i fell asleep waiting for the rice to cook.” he chuckles and sighs. “it’s okay, i order in before i came inside because i had a feeling you hadn’t cooked dinner yet.” he sharply inhales and you tsk and laugh.

you push your ass more into his warmth and snuggle more into the blanket. “‘m so tired,” you mumble, lips pushed together. “and i’m so horny— i’m sorry.” he exhales and knocks his head down.

you reach back and grab his dick making him stutter a groan. “don’t be sorry,” you slowly fist him through his dress pants. “f—fuck, y/n.” he struggles to speak and grabs your wrist.

“n—need to use the bathroom!” jaehyun goes to sit up but you yank his hand and look back at him. “why not use me? i am your wife after all.” you rub the back of his hand and he nearly cums his pants just seeing you bite your lip.

jaehyun has you on your knees, bent forward with a pillow wedged between your bump and thighs. his hand jerking his thick cock as his other hand finger-fucks you into a quick orgasm.

“j—jae,” you moan and lift your face off the fluffed pillow to look back at him. “please fuck me?” jaehyun rubs his tip one last time before removing his fingers from your tight pussy and replacing it with his dick.

your eyes roll back in pleasure while jaehyun lets out a relieved moan. “oh, baby.” you feel jaehyun spread your cheeks as he slowly rocks his hips.

“back it up, baby. fuck my dick like you want it.” jaehyun says slightly pulling your hips. you whine but push your hips back. your ass smacking him as you push back with little force.

“jaaaee,” you whine, hiding your face in the pillow you held for comfort.

you gasp when jaehyun growls and slams his hand against the headboard and against your hips before plowing into you.

you cry out into the pillow as his dick slips back your sweet spot. brushing it softly and giving your stomach the butterflies.

jaehyun reaches down and rubs your bump. “do you like my fat cock fucking you so good?” you bite your lip and shake your head. “n—no,” your toes curl as you clench around him. “i—i fucking love i—it!”

“damn right, you do.” he spanks you making you jerk forward with a cry. “d—do you l—like my tight pu—pussy?” you drop your face into the pillow. “no, baby. i love it.” he slightly tilts his head back with satisfied smirk. “more than i should.” he whispers, bringing his head back down.

jaehyuns eyes focused on your ass bouncing with his rough thrusts. “and this pretty ass.” he grips it and delivers a slap.

“tell me how much you love my dick, baby.” when you don’t answer on time, he delivers another smack. “ah—?! i love it!” you clench around him.

jaehyun shakes his head and warns you about his climax being near. “i—i want it, jae. i want it so bad,” you reach back and pin your hand behind your back, wanting him to do so.

and he does.

he takes your hand and pins it against your lower back. “f—fuck!” jaehyun groans loudly as he releases into you. his hips still plowing into yours as he empties himself.

he pulls out, not caring if the sheets were covered in his cum but flips you over. you gasp as he yanks you by your feet.

“did you think i forgot about you, missy?” he spreads your legs apart and runs his fingers down your slit. “of course, i didn’t.” he brings his mouth and drops it on your clit.

A/N: thank you for requesting. i genuinely forgot to post this at 2 today but sneakylink had other plans and distracted me. SO BLAME HIM FOR MAKING ME POST LATE 😬

[suhlogic]

yours to have and to hold — j. suh x fem!reader

idol!johnny x non-idol!wife reader 

all written in lowercase

word count: 2,114k

genre: fluff, smut, slice of life

warnings: unprotected sex, dom/sub dynamics, praise kink, orgasm denial, overstimulation, biting kink, oral ( f receiving), squirting, use of sex toy

[7:00am]

_________ wakes up to an empty spot next to hers on the bed she and johnny shared. this has been quite the common thing in the suh household since johnny started touring once again, although the tour dates were quite far off with each other and were announced quite hastily by their company which gave them more time to spend with him, he himself really could get frustrated because their schedules as a group were also unpredictable making it hard for him to plan family vacations for them and to visit his parents back home. nevertheless, even though his agitation could be easily well-read by _______, he was beyond grateful his wife was understanding, patient, and calm. even though _____ woke up without her husband by her side that day, she grabbed her phone to facetime him for a bit. waiting for him to pick up, she walked towards their daughter's bedroom finding her stirring awake just in time for johnny to answer the call. 

______ set the phone down as she picked up margo, "hi babe, did she just wake up?" johnny asks, clearly still doing a soundcheck rehearsal. "yeah, she just did...what about you? are you done practicing?" _____ asked as she starts to notice margo crying begging for milk signaling that she was fully awake already. johnny couldn't help but pout and be so endeared at the sight of his wife and kid, as ______  was trying to calm her down by handing her the milk bottle, her cries became louder. while _____ was busy trying to feed margo, johnny had his mic turned on and began to sing pandora's box which immediately had his daughter quiet down. 

"honey, thank you...really..." _____ said with still sleepy eyes as johnny smiled with half moon eyes. the song was always his kid's favorite. "are you guys immediately going home after the concert? we miss you so much, john" she said as she turned margo to the phone facing her dad. "hi sweetie, i miss you and your mom so much...i'll be home soon okay?" he said as he raised his pinky to the camera which had you and your daughter do the same. "i'll pinky promise on that." he said with a soft smile. the call with johnny went on for a while exchanging laughters and jokes between you three before he had to hang up to prepare for the show. 

dating johnny for a good 2 years before he proposed definitely did have its ups and downs mainly due to the industry he was in, it wasn't always easy for them but the now-married couple pulled through and they couldn't have been any happier. it took a while for the company to warm up to the fact that one of their top idols was dating someone and not long after the engagement, the two of them were allowed to go public. despite the flashing lights and headlines constantly surrounding them, the suh family still managed to keep everything private although fans also knew about johnny and _______'s life. however, both of them wouldn't trade their small family for anything and were content with what they have. 

[8:30am]

________ was cooking breakfast while margo was sat on her baby chair eating her food. "hm, should we do something for daddy later?" she cooed at her daughter which was returned with a big toothless grin. after washing up, the two of them were gathered in the living room creating a small homecoming card and a banner for johnny. paint was all over margo's hand but it sure made a great bonding time for both. they were both decorating, well, mostly ______  just in time for johnny to come home tomorrow. after taking an afternoon nap with margo nestled between her chest, ______ woke up to the sound of her phone pinging.

4 text messages for johnny 

[11:00am] hi babe, how are you both doing? 

[11:10am] we just wrapped up the show, u 2 must be asleep rn hahaha

[11:15am] anyways, i got my 2 best girls gifts 💗 i love you both

[11:20am] we're otw to the airport in a few mins, cant wait to come home soon. i'll be there before you know it! <3

_______ smiled at her phone upon seeing his texts. she was counting down the hours until he gets home. margo too, noticed her mom smiling and just babbled with another grin. "daddy's coming home tomorrow bub!" she picked her up and cooed as margo's reddish cheeks lit up. margo was the perfect mix of her parents, she has her dad's smile, lips, and nose and her mom's eyes. 

[tuesday, 2:00pm]

_______ was preparing food for johnny, just a small cooking of his favorite dishes he's grown to love when she cooked it. by the time she was done, she already had margo in her arms and was giddy to see her dad. _______ could hear keys fumbling from outside which made her heart beat faster like the first time johnny introduced himself to her. no matter how many times she woke up next to him or walked into their door after a long day at the studio or from dance practice, even after touring, she still felt sparks fly. not a day goes by she was always falling in love with her husband harder and harder every minute. the door opened, johnny stood with his luggage and bag across his body wearing a black and white knitted sweater with his flared sweatpants and looked cozy as ever. 

"i'm home, honey" he smiled, pulling his wife and kid into a hug. ______ stood on her tippy toes placing a quick kiss on his lips. "babe, margo and i did something for you." she softly said as they both sat down. his luggage and bag now in the corner of the living room. johnny picked up his kid and was playing with her and handed her a gift which was a medium-sized teddy bear. "see margo, whenever i'm away you can just hug this so i'm always with you okay?" he said fondly and she melted at the sight of them bonding. the afternoon went by a breeze eating a heartily meal and talking just about everything.

[8:00pm]

as _______ was  getting ready for bed, johnny came up from behind giving her a back hug. "is she asleep already?" she asked and he just hummed in agreement against the crook of her neck. "hmm...that means we can try the gift i bought then?" you feel him smirk which made you turn to him up front. he walked over to the bed and sat on its edge to reach for a small, red, expensive box with a ribbon around it. he then handed it to her, still standing in front of him anticipating what was inside the box. johnny pulled her down to his lap to sit on, feeling his growing boner underneath her bare ass. "open it, princess... it's all for you," he said, leaning in to kiss her cheek. _______ hitched a breath as she opened the box, where a silver vibrator was sitting in its case. gleaming under the warm light of the bedside lamp. "babe... oh wow," she gasped at the unexpected gift, turning to him and locking lips with johnny. he then cupped her face as she started grinding harder against him, desperate to feel his cock inside her. "i know you would love it," he smirked as he flipped her over so he'd be on top. johnny began to fondle her tits through her (his) shirt as she started to moan begging to be touched. he slowly pulled off the shirt on her and latched his lips onto her nipple as the other hand began to massage and fondle the other one. his tongue rubbing circles and figure eights on it. 

"you look so fucking gorgeous begging for me," he said in between breaths. "johnny, please i need you down there," she pleaded giving him soft doe eyes. "gotta be clearer with your words princess..." he mischievously said, starting to rub her wetness through her shorts. "daddy....please..need you to fuck my pussy...put a baby in me..." she desperately begged between cries of pleasure, cheeks flushed. johnny loved seeing her be this submissive all for him, her pleas made him smirk and with this, he pulled down her shorts, the wet slick glistening against her pussy as johnny rubbed his middle finger through her dripping core. "you like this, slut? just so good for me, so desperate for my fingers and cock." he said in a dark yet sultry tone while he inserted two fingers which elicited a moan from her as he began to also rub the sensitive bud of her clit with his thumb. while scissoring his fingers inside her, he went down on her. 

face coming in contact with her core and started to eat her out while fingering her. "babe...i'm fucking close...please..." she whined. "you don't get to cum until i say so princess..." he said, coming up from eating her out. the lack of contact making her beg for more, johnny then reached for the box where the vibrator was and took it out as he turned it on the low setting. "tell me if the vibrator hurts okay? i'll stop if it does." he says gently kissing her forehead as he started to rub it against her clit. she let out a loud moan at the sensation, screams and whines begging for more.  she was nearing her high when all of a sudden johnny turned off the vibrator, covered in her slick. "daddy...please i've been good let me cum...." she begged with tears filling her eyes at the mix of pleasure and pain. feeling the knot in her stomach gradually loosen, johnny then pulled off his boxers. his cock rock hard, long, and girthy. 

no matter how many time she got fucked by him, his size is something she could never get used to. johnny was huge in every sense of the word and it definitely worked in both their favors in the bedroom. he then rubbed the tip of his dick through her slit, aching and begging for him to just put it inside of her. johnny hissed at the contact, it had been too long...way too fucking long for both of them since they made love like this. "johnny...please put it in..." she whined once more before he gently inserted his length slowly pounding into her. the stretch stung at first but it felt so good. as he held the small of her back to sit her up, johnny grabbed the vibrator once more and set it on the medium setting as he rubbed it up against her swollen clit. as his thrusts got faster,  she cried out moans of pleasure screaming his name.

 "daddy...oh my god...please...harder" she moaned while johnny just smirked saying "there's no god here baby, it's only me." while staring straight into her eyes, all fucked out with a cockdrunk gaze. johnny switched the vibrator to its highest setting and  ______ was seeing stars at how good it felt as her husband was fucking his dick into her and not long after she felt her release washing over her. "fuck...always so tight around me, i'm cumming..." johnny gritted through his teeth as she nibbled on the skin of his collarbone suppressing her moans not to wake their daughter up or the neighbors for that matter. "princess, i wanna hear you...don't hide from daddy," he said, thrusting harder and sloppier as _______ felt his dick touch her cervix. she pulled away from his collarbone and kept moaning and screaming in pure bliss. ________ felt a different wave of climax over her, "johnny, more please...i'm close...let me cum," she pleaded, "i'm close too princess..." he said as let go. "baby, i didn't know you were a squirter,"  he smiled in awe looking down at the mess of a puddle she made on their bedsheet. with this, she was too fucked out and just let johnny hold her in his strong, toned arms for a while until johnny got up to get a hand towel to wipe both of themselves. 

"you were so hot squirting, babe. i wanna make you do that again." he said, kissing her inner thighs before actually wiping the dried cum off her. 

after cleaning up, the couple dozed off to sleep not long after whispering i love you's and laughters in between the sheets that were only covering their naked bodies tangled in one another. johnny wouldn't have it any other way having _____ be this delicate asleep in his arms.

#johnny nct smut #johnny suh #johnny nct fluff #johnny nct imagines #nct 127 #nct 127 imagines #nct 127 fics #johnny suh x reader #nct 127 x reader

[suhlogic]

can we get a sequel to ur latest johnny writing 🥺 i rlly love ur work so much <3

omg!! of course! i’ll try working on it since im in a writing slump lately but im not too sure where i’ll set the story in this time😔 but i might also work on a johnny rockstar au too after i finish the sequel!!

[suhlogic]

feel free to send questions or fic requests!! i mostly write for johnny but am planning to write jaehyun fics some time in the future<3

#johnny nct imagines #nct 127 fics #nct 127 #jaehyun nct fics #jaehyun nct imagines #johnny nct #jaehyun nct

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where angels fear to tread (j.suh x fem!reader)

drag racer!johnny x fem!reader 

genre: fluff, smut

(text is written in lowercase)

warnings: dom/sub themes, corruption kink, size kink, age gap (johnny is older by 8 years), breeding kink, choking kink, dacryphilia, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), slight possessive themes

word count: 1,268

before him, all she knew was a life at home and in school. sure, the occasional hangouts with friends occurred but never the wild parties where people get blackout drunk and trashed. y/n was the type of girl who was closed off, until she met johnny. their story was a typical good girl meets bad boy plot— or in johnny's case, "bad boy." despite his soft, gentle, and joyful attitude when he's with friends and of course, y/n. however, his tall, broad, sculpted, and toned build tends to rub people off the wrong way. sure, he's also got tattoos across his arm, chest, and a star one on his hip (which he got because it reminds him of how she shines). but johnny never fails to show off his love languages towards you even on the race track before and after finishing a race. 

it's been his tradition with y/n to always kiss her before and after he wins a race since she’s his "lucky charm" and she loves it...y/n revels in every second of having everyone look at her and  johnny and have everyone swoon over them but she wouldn't let johnny know that. but he also loves having y/n all to himself—which led her to this moment...late in the night at his place, all spread out and wet for him...just stripped down naked, cuffed to the bed while he's still in his leather pants, and platform boots from earlier. his racer jacket discarded on the bedroom floor along with her skirt and bralette. 

"johnny...please..."  y/n whined out, desperately tugging her cuffed hands against the bedposts as she writhes in heat.  he loves seeing her submissive and so pliant for him, and he cannot help but smirk. johnny hovers on top of her and leans down to whisper in her ear, "maybe if you weren't being such a pretty little whore flirting with daddy's friends i'd let you cum." he knew he was driving her insane. johnny took off his boots and unbuttoned his pants, leaving him in his black boxers that were fitted and it didn't help that y/n saw her boyfriend's huge dick straining really hard against the material. he makes his way between her legs and leaves kisses on the inside of her leg while caressing the other one. not someone to avoid eye contact, johnny made sure that you looked at him as he gazed at her. eyes filled with lust and love, he left hickeys on the inside of her thighs, switching between them as his hands reached for her boobs fondling with them.  johnny lifts his head up, on top of y/n once again, catching his breath— she took this as an opportunity to slip her tongue inside his mouth but he just smirked at y/n's attempt to dominate him.  he knew how she was always in a haze melting for him whenever he touched her like this. "my angel's just so desperate isn't she?" he cooed teasingly as y/n just whined and nodded as he pulled away from the kiss.

"daddy, please i want your cock inside me," she moaned.  "gotta stretch you out with my fingers okay hmm? i know you can take it all baby..." he said, inserting his long, thick digits inside of her sopping wet pussy dripping with slick from arousal and being edged. johnny thrusted two fingers inside as he rubbed her clit with his thumb, she moaned at how skilled he is at fingerfucking her. once again, he locked lips with her passionately as y/n felt herself cumming. "i'm close...please...johnny," she whined. 

"let go for me, princess" he whispered as he nibbled on the shell of her ear to send her to the edge.  johnny pulled his fingers out of her pussy, coated with her slick and juices. he sucked on them before leaning in to kiss y/n. "you always taste so sweet for me, angel." he said. johnny then removed the handcuffs and let her hands free and kissed both her wrists. "baby, you did so well for daddy..." he said, laying her down gently on his pillow. she looked so divine and angelic in his eyes all laid and fucked out, eyes filled with lust and love for him and him only. johnny did not hesitate to lean down and let his huge, thick, and long hard cock spring free from the confines of his boxers.  as her chest was heaving in desperation, she sat up and jerked him off with pretty doe eyes looking up at him. johnny moaned at how her small and warm hands looked even tinier with his cock in them being jerked off to his climax. "angel, don't tease daddy," he said in between hisses as he put her hair up into a makeshift ponytail. "but i want you to feel good, please daddy..." she said, muffled as she took johnny in her mouth deepthroating him. she massaged his balls as she took all of him deeper, tears brimming her eyes from gagging and choking on his cock.

 johnny reached his peak but immediately removed y/n from his member, she whined at the loss as he pulled her up to place a kiss on her lips before flipping y/n on her back. "baby, i wanna cum inside you..." he let out, lips pink and plump yet a little swollen from all the kissing. johnny slowly inserted his dick, aching to cum inside his girlfriend's pussy. thrusting it in as she moaned softly at the stretch, he left hickeys on her neck and chest to distract her from the slight burn. "take it slow baby...i know you can take it..my good girl," he moaned in between thrusts. y/n could feel him hitting her cervix as she let out moans begging for more, urging him to go faster. "god...baby..you look so fucking small under me...so pretty, can you feel how big daddy is?" he let out between grunts as he pressed his hand down her stomach, his cock bulging out of it. "daddy...please...more...don't stop...i'm so close," she whined.  johnny could feel her tighten around his cock as his thrusts got sloppier and faster as he came inside her. both of them just held each other as his dick softened inside of her. chests heaving against one another, johnny left a kiss on her forehead before he pulled out and got up to get a  hand towel for both of them to wipe themselves with. 

 y/n still being in subspace, she sat upright and let johnny clean her up. "daddy...you're sooo sweet..and kind...so so gentle to me.." she dragged out. johnny knew his girlfriend was still drunk from pleasure, and she was always like this post-coitus too no matter how many times they've made love. "just wanna make my angel happy," he smiled at her, kissing her cheek as a lovesick smile was present on his face. johnny definitely hit the jackpot with y/n, having her was all that matters to him. now both all cleaned up, johnny had her cuddled up to his side. 

with nothing but the sheets underneath them, he was playing with her hair and stealing forehead kisses as her hand rubbed circles on his tattoos beautifully placed from his collarbone down to his bicep. both lovers fell asleep in the dead of night despite their passion and love for each other burning embers which made them so inseparable from the other. whispering sweet nothings and lulling the other to sleep, y/n dozed off laying on his chest and he smiled at how pretty she looked in his arms. she was really his only angel.

#johnny nct imagines #johnny suh #johnny nct smut #johnny nct fluff #nct 127 imagines #johnny nct

[suhlogic]

WHY DOES IS LOOK LIKE JENO IS MOANING I AM GOING TO COMMIT A CRIME

[suhlogic]

want to be your baby, your angel, your love, yours.

[suhlogic]

'Did you really love him that much?'

If you could ever, ever understand how much I did, even you'd bawl out your eyes when you see me, looking at him.

[suhlogic]

wildest dreams — professor!johnny x fem!reader au

warnings: unprotected sex (the reader is on the pill), dom/sub theme, corruption kink, size kink, use of the term "daddy" a lot, age gap (reader is 20 and johnny is 30)

genre: smut, fluff

word count: 3.8k

NOTE: the text is formatted in lowercase for the entire story and lots of pining. johnny is the reader’s professor (the reader is a creative writing major in this au).

smut under the cut [do not read if you’re -18]

tough to crack, charming demeanor, mysterious, elegant and he's got a tall stature with a great physique as if the gods carved him. those are the words you could describe johnny suh, your hot english professor who wasn't too strict or too lenient. he's just the right balance of both. too bad, he's married and you were willing to remove his wedding ring no matter what. rumors swirled around about his loveless marriage and his no-good cheater of a wife. would it be so wrong if you seduced him? that's up to the heavens but you knew he deserved so much better than her.

you were determined to have him all to yourself.

[2:00 p.m— at school]

you were a running a little late for your last class, english literature since you had just finished writing a six-page essay on the five chapters worth of lessons mr. suh gave the class weeks ago because he had to take care of personal matters which explained his absences. oddly enough, the same rumors about him finalizing the divorce with his wife were swirling around the campus during his small yet weeks’ worth of hiatus from teaching. you wanted to be a skeptic but it all lined up and this was going smoothly all according to your plan.

after eight minutes of rushing from the library to his classroom which was on the other end of the building, you finally made it inside the room and discreetly sat on an empty chair hoping he would not notice.

however, things seemed more complicated than that. unbeknownst to you, you have him wrapped around your finger. the y/n who was always studious and knew her way in his subject seamlessly with a breeze, unlike your other peers who also took the class, always so determined and passionate about writing. oftentimes, he finds himself reading your works longer than other students. especially when he taught erotic poetry to the class... that's when he knew he liked you. johnny was just waiting for the right time for you to strike. he loved playing the long game. but despite stretching it out long enough, it was also the right time to divorce his wife who was a leech. their marriage was cut short, but who could blame him? he got cheated on by her.

after catching himself in a trance reading your erotica poem wherein you wrote:

"lustful innocence by ___________

i always thought white was the color of innocence,

until i met him.

he always thought the color

looked pretty on me and i basked

in his praises like it was the glowing sun.

i felt the kind of happy i have not

felt in eons—he makes me flutter with

his touches and kisses.

he gave me the love i always sought for.

never mind what the others thought,

he's older and cooler than me and

i was a rare gem in his eyes.

white always made you look angelic, he said

as i stripped for him and the lust in my eyes

became more prominent as he held me

in his arms and left his traces on me

that would only stay between us.

i am coaxed out of the good girl i once was

and my secrets finally felt safe with him.

white is my color, the color of lust and innocence

i'm willing to give him."

and johnny saw you in a different light past your angelic looks since that day.  "class dismissed, do not forget to bring your essay outlines for the group discussion tomorrow." he hastily said while other students rushed out of the room. you waited until it was only the two of you alone together and came up to him at his desk where he was just preparing to leave. you felt like as if your body was frozen, unable to coherently form the words you wanted to say. for fuck's sake y/n, you're just going to submit your paper. when you snapped yourself out of your nervousness, you gathered up the courage to ask him.

"mr. suh, i hope this doesn't count as a late submission but here's my essay since i just got around to finishing it before your class and i didn't wanna interrupt." you gave him the paper with your shaky hand reaching out for his much bigger one.

"ah well. miss ________, you just submitted it right on time as expected of you but i'd like to talk about a poem you made for our lesson a few weeks ago," he rolled his sleeves up and took off his glasses, now you were treading treacherous waters. you didn't know what was coming, the silence was so loud you swore that you heard the chalk dust dropping.

johnny noticed how nervous you were but continued, "i won't be beating around the bush now, this specific poem...is an erotic one remember? and it hasn't left my mind..." he started to inch closer towards you.  

"yes i do remember, it was a steamy one like you said we had to do sir." you said, unable to avoid his menacing gaze that you've been longing for. "the poem seemed a little too specific than the others, and i've seen how you look at me." he was now caressing the sides of your body, hands wrapped around your waist. the proximity making you feel beyond heated more than anything.

"i-i was thinking of you when i wrote that poem please is that enough?" you said in between desperate sighs as you see his plump pouty lips curl up into a smirk. "atta girl, that's all i needed." he left a kiss on your forehead. "_____, i'd like to ask you out to dinner this saturday...my place? i hope you don't mind. it's too risky here if anyone sees us." he asked as the two of you started to leave the empty room.

"does 7pm sound good mister suh?" you asked shyly. no boy, let alone a man like johnny has asked you out on a proper date so this was a first for you.

"7 o'clock pm it is then. it's a date." he smiled that beautiful smile that has your heart fluttering every time.

you were really going out with the hottest and newly-divorced professor, not to mention you've been fantasizing about him since the beginning of the school year.

[6:40pm —saturday, johnny's place]

you parked just right outside the house address johnny texted you. his place was quite huge, guarded with a fairly tall black fence around it and an elegant vintage gate to match. he knew how to give character to something, and from the get-go, the home exterior already screamed his personality.  as you were getting your things ready, you felt your heart beat faster. moments away from actually being more intimate with him, hopefully, get to know what he's like in bed and all of the things you've fantasized about nightly. it was getting more real. you took one last look at yourself in a small mirror you brought and smoothened out the dress you wore just for this occasion.

you hesitantly placed your finger on the doorbell and took a deep breath as you pressed it twice. footsteps came from inside the house towards the door, not long after, johnny stands in front of you in all of his six feet and one inch tall glory with the sleeves of his black dress shirt rolled up and a pair of matching pants in the same color.

"wow, you're early _________." he greeted you with a smile and arms so welcoming and strong you could just melt into them. "i wouldn't want to be tardy again mr. suh." you said in hopes of clearing the awkwardness between the both of you.

"that's understandable, oh and we're not at school anymore...you can call me johnny." he laughed and whispered the last part lowly into your ear as he put a hand around your body to lean in for a hug and sent butterflies fluttering up and down your spine. you were in for a great night.

you and johnny enjoyed dinner, caught up with whatever's happening in both of your lives as just two people on a casual dinner date. not him as your professor and you as his student. it was beyond refreshing to see a different side of him. it was a little past 8:00 p.m and the two of you are on his couch drinking red wine, it was clear that you were having a blast with him, he's everything you've ever craved for in a man. no boy can come close to him, not even the jeno guy you dated for a month.

"______, do you know why i asked you out?" of course you knew why he wanted you here, you just wanna play dumb for him to see how far it'll get you. "i see how you gaze at me in class, almost like you want to undress me." you hitched a breath as johnny leaned in closer to you. "am i right, y/n? you're just the prettiest angel i've seen aren't you?" he looked into your eyes directly and all you could say was a 'yes.' there was no going back now. he had you in a trance and you love every second of it. without hesitation you fervently cupped his face and pulled him in closer just perfect enough to finally kiss him. he was taken aback and pulled away. smirking, johnny said, "aren't you such a desperate little minx? just so needy for me you couldn't even say yes."

"yes, mr. suh. i need you so bad." you said, still in a daze from the kiss. his lips a little shiny due to your lip gloss rubbing off on him despite his hair still intact with a few loose strands against his forehead. "that's more like it angel," he started to leave kisses and hickeys down your neck. you didn't care if it was gonna be obvious the next day but he's making you his own as you whine for him to feel you all over. "oh and when we're home, that's daddy to you baby." he winked at you, now his head in between your thighs slowly nipping at both of them ready to devour you. but he stops right there and lifts you up from the couch. "daddy...please," you whined at how he edged you. "angel, i gotta move us to the bed, yeah? a delicate pretty thing like you deserves to be fucked on one." he said in between kisses while your arms were wrapped around him and his strength made you fucking dizzy, he really was the man of your dreams.  both of you were in his room already and johnny gently laid you down on his bed while setting the pillow against the small of your back.

"angel is that better? don't wanna hurt you." he softly whispered against you, foreheads touching one another. you've never been this intimate with a man, let alone have him bed you and you most definitely did not expect it to be your hot professor you've been lusting over the entire semester.

johnny began to take his shirt off, slowly and teasingly unbuttoning it one by one. you tremendously ached for him to be inside of you, to have his mouth and hands all over you. have those long, thick, and skilled fingers fuck your cunt that you've been imagining whenever you got a good look at them in class.  "daddy...please...want you so bad," you whined as you played with your tits through your bra to relieve the ache. "patience, angel, i'm here." he said as he began to hover on top of you and started to leave kisses all over your face and lips. you moaned into the kiss as he began to cup your cheek while his other hand unclasped your bra. he took the opportunity of having your mouth agape for him to insert his tongue deeper into its wet hot cavern and the two of you began to explore each other's mouths. "do you want to go on?" he asked as if it wasn't obvious with how needy you were.

"yes, please..." you moaned. "please, what?" he murmured against your neck, the vibration of his voice making you whine louder, now he was trailing kisses down your chest now and fondling your tits, licking circles on each nipple. at this point, johnny was just teasing you more and he reveled in doing so. by the time his face came into contact with your clothed pussy, he kissed the small ribbon at the center of the waistband of your lace panties. "all pretty and dolled up for me, just wore the best for me didn't you?" he said as he slowly took them off, you could just nod and moan as you feel your cunt dripping with wetness all for him. panties nowhere to be seen within both of your sights, johnny began to collect your slick with his ring and middle fingers and made you suck on his digits. god, you looked so pretty in his eyes, innocently sucking off his fingers as if it was such an angelic act which made his cock twitch in his pants. he then started going down on you, mouth latched onto your bare cunt, he's tongue deep in your pussy, drawing random strokes on your cunt and sucking on the bud of your clit harder which made you see the entire galaxy. "daddy....johnny...please i'm cumming...yes..fuck, right there," and with that you were moaning so loud, screaming his name like it was a prayer. "can you take two more, angel?" he asked, looking into your eyes. once again cupping your cheek. his chin was still glistening from a while ago and hair messily all over the place yet he looked beyond godly in such a disheveled state.

"yes...anything for you, daddy...wanna just suck you off..." you were practically whining at this point, mouth dry at your desperate need to suck him off. johnny shifted himself on the edge of the bed as you shakily made your way in front of him kneeling down on the carpet. you were looking up at him with your pretty doe eyes as you took his belt off and unzipped the fly of his pants with your teeth which turned him on. now his pants were off along with his boxers and he's bigger, longer, and thicker than what you imagined. you were practically salivating at how it slapped against his toned and sculpted abs. he definitely wasn't like any boy you've been with. the tip was flush red and leaking pre-cum out of the slit of his cock. there were veins that beautifully decorated his length on its left side. you started to take him in and was now licking the pre-cum slowly to tease the head. you looked so innocent and you could hear johnny hiss at how you swirled your tongue around the tip of his cock. not long after, you took all of him into your mouth and he was moaning as he played with your hair and patted it. you jerked off his dick as he fucked your throat deeper. "angel...you're so fucking good...all pretty for me," he moaned and you could see him swallow his adam's apple from your point of view as he closed his eyes in bliss.

you sucked him off harder until he came and you swallowed most of his cum. some were painted on your chest and all over your lips and cheeks, johnny could take a picture of you right now if he could, you just looked so gorgeous and ruined for him. you crawled onto the bed as he gently flipped you against the mattress so he's on top of you now. you never got a good look at how gorgeous his honey brown eyes were but up close, they were hypnotizing and pupils darkened with lust. he had you under his spell. "are you on the pill?" he asked before preparing to thrust into you. "i'm on the pill, you can just hit it raw." you said with a tinge of naughtiness in your voice. "fuck, you're really a minx aren't you? wanting me to fuck you raw yeah?" he said as he placed a kiss on your forehead. "daddy...please just fuck me," you whined as he placed a haste kiss on your lips. johnny then used his cock to collect the wetness and slick dripping out of your pussy, you whined at how he dragged his dick along your folds. "baby...tell me if it hurts, okay?" he said reassuringly as he started to nip at your neck and collarbone. johnny's lips were now on yours to ease the pain from his size. "johnny...go slow please," you whined. he felt so good but you needed to adjust to him. "okay princess...is this better?" he asked, eyes never leaving your face as you muttered a 'yes.'

you slowly got used to his size not long after and begged for him to thrust faster and deeper into your pussy. "daddy, please...faster...need you...bad," he fucked his dick deeper into you, he hit the spots you didn't know existed inside your walls. "angel, can you feel this?" he grabbed your hand and placed it on your stomach as he thrust into you feeling him hit your cervix. his dick evidently bulging in your womb from your point of view. johnny could spend all day ruining you. you only wanted him, no one else. both of you were chasing your highs and johnny was rubbing your clit as his thrusts got faster and sloppier, "johnny....please...wanna cum already, daddy..." you whined as you felt yourself gush cum out of your pussy...only it felt different. you creamed and squirted on his cock which left him smirking smugly as he pulled out of you.

"baby, you were so good for daddy...you squirted so good i didn't know you could do that," he said pulling you in closer, your legs still shaking and brain still fuzzy from whoring out on his dick. you swore you could see stars. he left kisses over the bruises and hickeys he left earlier. johnny went to his cabinet drawer and took out a small towel to wipe the stickiness off of you. when he was  finished, you grabbed him by the wrist and said "johnny...stay please..." you whined out weakly which he found cute. "aw baby,i have to run a bath for us we gotta clean up, yeah?" he cupped your face and kissed the tip of your nose. he was such an affectionate and gentle man despite how intimidating he may seem and you feel yourself loving him more in just one night.

once the bathtub was filled up, johnny picked you up bridal style and gently sat you on the tub as he followed. he was now hugging you close against his chest behind, just pure silence and the sound of the water from the faucet. you were more than happy with him.  "this isn't what you expected when i asked you out huh?" he whispered lowly in your ear as he held out his hand to interlace his fingers with your smaller ones. "well...i almost wanted to back out, i didn't want my hot professor seeing me flip." you replied softly as you laid against his neck, feeling your lips graze under his jawline. the intimacy of it all was too good to be true. "i'm glad i finally have you all to myself," he murmured in your ear as his hands traveled naughtily down your breasts playing with it which elicited a moan from you. " 'm just so so happy i'm with you, i've wanted this for so long," you said.  the two of you stayed in the bathtub for a while whispering sweet nothings and being playful with each other, especially the lingering touches all over each other but you and johnny were too tired for the night to go for a round two.

[9:00pm]

as soon as you two got out of the tub, he lent you a towel and that's when it dawned on you. you had nothing to wear for the night. hell, you didn't expect a simple dinner and a few glasses of wine would lead to this. "you can wear one of my shirts, angel." johnny said looking up at you in the mirror as he was doing his skincare routine, it's like he read your mind. "i never pegged you for a skincare person honestly," you laughed a little. "_______, i'm full of surprises." he winked at you. slowly, you went to his closet and grabbed the nearest shirt you could find and chose it. the shirt smelled just like johnny and was a little big on you. as soon as you were settled, you laid on his bed. "angel, you look so cute wearing my clothes. you're so small." he cooed at you which made you blush. he only wore sweatpants to bed and the two of you laid there, your hand tracing random circles on his chest as your fingertips gradually traveled to his abs. "why are you smiling?" you asked, almost mumbling.

"nothing, it's just...i know we've only spent the entire night together and i can't help but want you here more often." he said as he kissed the crown of your head and played with your hair. "johnny suh, is this your way of asking me to be your girlfriend?" you shifted your position and you laid on your stomach, feet dangling on the edge of his bed your head on his stomach as you smiled lovingly at him. "yes, what else would it be?" he smiled back at you. "then yes, of course, i'd love to be yours." you got up to straddle him and put your arms around him and immediately kissed him. "so...are you up for a round two?" he asked, feeling johnny get hard under your bare cunt in his shirt again.  

[6:00am — sunday at johnny's place]

the two of you made love until the daylight and spent the rest of your morning lazily cuddling each other and had johnny make breakfast for you. in fact, you almost drooled at the sight of his tall and broad toned figure as he cooked and caught you gawking at him so early on a sunday. you only got home to change for a brunch with him but other than that, it was back to his place and a day filled with cuddles and making out with your boyfriend. he's yours just as much as you are his and you wouldn't have it any other way.

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[suhlogic]

an ikea love story— a johnny nct fic

AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is based on my real life experience but instead i did not have a johnny </3 

have fun reading!

genres: fluff, hurt/comfort, crack, suggestive

johnnynct!non-idol au , strangers to lovers

warning/s: slight mentions of  mental illnesses (depression, trauma, anxiety) and unhealthy coping mechanisms

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here you are again at this big furniture shop sat by the huge window in their cafe. the view was gloomy as rain was pouring down the glass. it's been 30 minutes yet it feels like it has been forever since you entered the place, the enormous complex did not do a great job of helping you cope with the impending anxiety attack you knew you were going to get any time now. you had to excuse yourself to the comfort room to just cry for a bit— the way the giant place was blanketing and suffocating was getting too much and the best you could do was breathe and breathe. hell, you couldn't even properly exhale because you feel more tears streaming down your cheeks under your face mask. 

people must be waiting for this cubicle to be vacant. you thought as you got up and slung your backpack on one shoulder, and so you did. you made your way back to your spot only to see a tall guy who had his mask on sat opposite of where you were. he was wearing a nice light brown cardigan on top of a plain white shirt with skinny jeans that fit his long legs snugly. his dark hair was also a little long but it was swept back with a few strands grazing against his forehead. 

"you seem to be staring a lot, huh?" he said playfully, you can see him smile underneath his mask as his eyes crinkled.

he snapped you out of your thoughts and was taken aback at his cheeky remark. 

"oh...uh it's just that no one's really taken that spot since i was here an hour ago. i guess i was just a little surprised" you rambled as you rubbed your hands together because it was getting cold.

the unnamed man in front of you was having coffee and a nice cinnamon bread. he took off his mask and wow, he looked absolutely ethereal with those pink heart-shaped lips of his.  you were also hungry but you really couldn't buy food because you just ate lunch with your friends but at the same time, you needed coffee too.

"so what brings you here?" he asked, looking up at you— well more like maintaining eye contact and boy did he have a warm yet captivating gaze, something about his mysterious stare lured you to know more about him. 

you let out an exasperated sigh to hide the sadness in your voice before saying, "well, my phone died and i'm waiting for my family because we're going furniture shopping and i just had an anxiety attack that just made me wanna rip my hair out or pick at my nails but now i'm sat in front of a handsome stranger that's way out of  my league"

he let out a soft chuckle as he sipped his coffee and said, "that's a lot...but do you mind me asking why you were crying? because i passed by here when i first got in and it seems like you're still in the same state. that's of course if you're comfortable." 

you never really let your guard down for other people especially with strangers, let alone someone unnamed you just met. but he was different, his eyes were kind and trustworthy— something you rarely witnessed your entire life.

"hi! my name's johnny by the way, i forgot to introduce myself i'm sorry." he smiled cordially making the tiny dimples on his upper cheek show up which you found cute.

"i'm y/n, nice to meet you." you said sheepishly. he also reached out for your hand and you two shook each other's hand which was a great yet funny gesture because it felt a little awkward. 

he also offered to buy you coffee in case you needed something to drink and it was like he read your mind because he ordered your favorite. 

"oh woah... johnny you really didn't have to, i mean we just met and all" you said shyly tugging slightly at the sleeves of your sweater.

"there's no need, i wanted to and it's the least i could do for 'invading' your personal space" he said as he made an air quote with his free hand since he was handing you the coffee in his other.

you just smiled at his peace offering which you found endearing. he really was a lovely gentleman and even though you've been spending 20 minutes and counting with him, you couldn't help but feel butterflies in your stomach and develop a little crush on him.

"well, as you can see i've been crying since i was here and i guess it's just repressed childhood trauma because i was so used to people leaving me without telling me where they were so it kinda stemmed from that. i've also been getting anxiety attacks when i'm left alone and have no one to talk to whether it's in public or not unless i'm occupied doing something." you said as you felt your voice break. 

johnny stopped whatever he was doing and just looked at you as he held your hand. 

"it's okay, it'll be okay. you're fine now... keep talking" the pad of his thumb was caressing the top of your hand and all you wanted was a hug from him.  fuck the fact that you just met him, but he was actually so nice and he was good with reassuring that you were going to be okay.  you just hoped that he's single. 

"woah, uh... that was a lot oh my god and i just met you" you started wiping your tears feeling embarrassed at letting him see you at your most vulnerable state in a furniture shop's cafe. 

"no... no it's okay" he reassured you. "y/n, would it be okay if we go in together...just until your family arrives?" he asked as if he was hesitating to offer it because johnny did not know what to do to help the girl who was prominently stressed and anxiety-ridden. he was also beginning to like her despite the short time they were spending together.

"yes johnny, that'd be nice" you said as he got up to help you out of your chair. what you found interesting was that he also let you cling onto his arm saying that if a stranger comes up to you, it'd be okay for him to say that he was your boyfriend so they'd stay away. 

during your time together strolling around ikea, you got to know more about him.  he just moved here in seoul for his master's degree and was looking for stuff for his new place. you also told him that you were an incoming second-year college student studying English Literature and you were looking for a nice new chair, one of those trendy boards other girls were raving about on tumblr. you two looked like a couple with him pushing the huge cart around and you by his side— you could get used to this only if johnny let you.

he also told you that he was single, and you told him the same too. the two of you were currently at the home organizer section and you were struggling to get the board you wanted since it was on the top shelf. 

"johnny can you please get the bigger board for me?" you said in between grunts as you struggled to take it out of the shelf. 

"what's the magic word again?" he cheekily said smiling and poking at your cheek underneath your mask.

"pretty please? help me get the bigger board?" you said giving him your best puppy eyes. johnny smiled at your attempt to act cute and reached out for it with such ease.

the taller man then put it in the cart and then whispered "you know, i never really thought you'd be the type to act cute that way" in between laughs. 

"well at least i got the chair and the board now right? plus i only do it for people i genuinely like." you winked at him. 

you two exchanged numbers and addresses to keep in touch since the both of you ran into your family which was quite a bummer because you wanted to spend more time with him. 

"so i guess...this isn't goodbye yet huh?" he smiled at you as he exited the store with the stuff you bought still boxed up in his cart waiting to be loaded into his car. 

"johnny, you have my address and phone number..." you smiled back as you gave him a hug. 

"we'll keep in touch okay? even if it's a coffee date or me helping you assemble the chair and board once i drop it off at your place yeah?" he whispered lowly in your ear.

needless to say, the love story did not end there. he dropped by at your place a week later to help you assemble the chair and board you got a week later. 

johnny looked really fucking hot doing all the manly stuff fixing furnitures in just a plain white shirt and his gray sweatpants. his biceps were flexing so hard and you were just so enamored and in love with him. 

after that, you two went out on a date at a nice sushi restaurant and invited you back to his place that night where he finally got the courage to ask you to be his girlfriend.

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[suhlogic]

run — johnny nct127

genre: slight angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, suggestive

cw: verbal abuse from a parent

takes place a year after tainted innocence

[11:00pm]

"you useless no good child!" your mother spat as she was still trying to chase and grab at your hair.

you just grabbed your car keys by the table on your way out because there's no fucking way you'll be spending the night in your house. it was always the same old cycle— you get home from school and you have to endure your mom's words like knives impaling your back. she was always so controlling and coddling to the point where you felt so suffocated you wanted to run away, and you desperately wanted to.

your boyfriend, who was just a few years older than you are, understood how your mom was like—he already met her on numerous occasions but he also knew you were just faking whatever you had going on with your mom.

now, it's past 11 at night and you're driving on the way to johnny's apartment with a bag filled with most of your clothes. his place was big enough for you both and that always made you feel better. you pulled up at his door knocking and he greeted you with a kiss, hair still messy from working on songs all night and just wearing a tank top with sweatpants. his eyes looked tired too and you felt bad for disturbing him although he's said multiple times to crash at his place if things at home gets tough.

as you break away from the heated kiss, he helps you set down your bag by the door and just leads you to sit on the couch.

"what happened this time?", he asked, eyebrows furrowed and eyes full of warmth.

you turn to face him and take his big hands in your tiny ones and let out a sigh.

"well it's the same old fight, constantly saying how im a fuck-up and blaming me why she's divorced now." you feel tears brimming your eyes and your head down because there's no way you'll let him see this vulnerable and fragile side of yours.

he doesn't say a thing, he knows you need your time to calm down and that's what you admired about him. how he's so aware of when you need to have your own personal space.

johnny pulls you in closer to him and cuddles you playing with your hair and doesn't say a word. he also loved how this silence with you is something he's grown to cherish more and more. if he could only take you away somewhere far and save you from her he would, and he knows you want that too. but your mom was making you two feel like you're star-crossed lovers.

"you'll be okay, we'll leave this place soon, yeah?" johnny says as he cups your face and leans in to kiss the tears away streaming down your flushed cheeks.

you just nod and nuzzle your face into the crook of his neck.

"i'd very much love that, just us...a new apartment in the city so you're closer to your job while i can still be at uni." you said softly, johnny replying with a low hum that you feel vibrate against your hand on his chest.

"and we'll have a yard big enough for our kids to play in," you slightly rise up from your position and lay your chin down on his chest facing him.

he gets slightly startled by your sudden shift in position. "well, i-i didn't mean it—" you put your index finger on his soft, plump lips.

"johnny, i'd love nothing more than that."

"and i can't wait to spend life with you."

"are you proposing to me right now, suh?" you say, breaking out in laughter.

johnny lies you down on the couch and pins your hand above so he's on top of you. the display of strength turned you on but also made you giggle.

you were down bad for him...like really down fucking bad.

"and what if i am?" he raises an eyebrow and goes down leaving soft kisses all over your face and neck.

"well, i'll say yes and the ring can follow." you said in between giggles. he stopped going down further and rested his head on your chest. "wait...a yes? so is that a yes?" johnny smiled as you played with his hair.

"yes, i'll marry you john jun suh"

johnny couldn't actually believe you just said that. of course he was just joking, as always but he didn't mind spending forever with you.

"oh my god you said yes!" he got off the couch and started doing little jumps like a kid. you hugged him around his waist and just cherished that moment. in his living room at 2:00am, whispering sweet nothings and being cozy as if it's just the two of you in the world the silent suburban streets beneath his place. you'd trade anything just to be with johnny.

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[suhlogic]

tainted innocence— johnny x reader

quick note: 

— johnny is in a rock band but is briefly mentioned.

warnings: slight innocence kink, dom/sub themes, strict parents (on the reader’s side), unprotected sex, size kink

genre: fluff, smut

word count: 2k- ish

playlist:

check yes, juliet- we the kings

delicate- taylor swift

roman holiday- halsey

young god- halsey

king of my heart- taylor swift

gold rush - taylor swift

dress - taylor swift

you are in love- taylor swift

run (vault track from red taylor’s version)- taylor swift ft. ed sheeran

ours- taylor swift

secret life- bleachers ft. lana del rey

brooklyn baby- lana del rey

call it what you want- taylor swift

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All your life, you were taught how to talk to people and turn them down politely. Hell, even take no for an answer which was, in itself, a good thing for others, but for you, it was consuming everything you’ve known about yourself. You were exhausted from acting nice, prim, and proper in front of your family, both close and extended relatives.

It felt like you were staring at another person in the mirror. Sure, it was you, but it was all an act because everyone expected something highly from you through their annoyingly fake saccharine smiles and empty praises as a way to motivate you. But really, the pressure was the very thing that was slowly devouring you in the most toxic way possible, like a festering wound that was invisible.

And as you were sat slumped on the dinner table poking at the steak and coleslaw prepared, you lost appetite for and drowning out the endless mundane conversations your parents were having with their friends like white noise from the television, you could not help but long to escape the room for the time being. With all of those thoughts in your head, you quickly excused yourself from the little soirée your parents had organized and retreated into your room to call your lover.

Said lover was the Johnny Suh. Your parents were too hesitant about letting him  date you. He seemed like “trouble,” as your mother said, who tends to set you up with rich old men who were one cough away from their burial sites because marrying rich was an asset on her end. But you did not want most of the things your parents had planned for you.

That was also the problem. Everyone sets their standards high for you. So much so that you had to recalculate every single move you would make in everything. But not when it came to Johnny. From the very first time you gazed into his honey amber eyes, you knew he was worth taking the risk. Never mind that your parents are not fond of him, but that gives you the thrill. You were going against their wishes for you at times.

[10:00 PM]

You took your phone out of your pocket, and you were greeted with your lockscreen of you and Johnny all cuddled up on his couch when the two of you first officially started dating.

Hopefully, he’s still awake. You thought as you pressed the ‘call button’ beside his name, waiting for him to pick up. After two rings, your ear was met with a warm and deep “Hello, angel,” which belonged to Johnny. “Hey there, are you free right now?” you asked as you slightly bit down your bottom lip unbeknownst to him on the other end. “To what do I owe this pleasure, hm?” he asked. Fuck, he may be cheesy, but he sure knew how to cheer you up. “Can I crash at your place for the weekend? I’m tired of dealing with everyone here at home.” You say as he replies with, “Hm, family troubles again?” and you agreed, but it was because your house, not a home, felt like it was a metal blanket that was weighing you down, and Johnny has always been your home.

There’s a difference. That’s what love taught you. A home cannot be made out of concrete. It should make you feel safe, warm, and at ease. Home for you are the oversized hoodies that smell like him that he lets you wear. It’s his arms that engulf you warmly into cuddles. Everything about Johnny was homely and warm.

“Yeah, something similar to that, and they cannot stop inviting guests for some reason, so I just really want to leave.”, you say as you let out an exasperated sigh. “Okay, princess, I’ll pick you up. Be ready in 20 minutes,” he replies. “I’ll be waiting for you, take care,” you replied as the two of you both exchanged I love yous before hanging up.

As you were finishing up writing a note faking an excuse that you were with your best friend, you heard the messaging app on your phone go off.

dom daddy from that band: hey, I’m here outside the back porch. whenever you’re ready;)

You smiled at his text and as you closed your door and grabbed your stuff to go outside through the window adjacent to the back porch. You threw your bag  into his arms, and as if on cue, he caught it real fast. You continued going down the ladder that you strategically placed outside your room. “Nice ass you got there, babe,” Johnny smirked from behind as you landed on your feet. As you were walking closer to him, “You like it better when I’m riding you, don’t you, Daddy?” you teased. 

Johnny slowly lifts your chin with his fingers and quips back with a soft kiss that he pulls you in. It might have been a risky move since you were still in your backyard, but the thought of getting caught anytime was what riled you up. “Hm…I thought you said no more making out on your lawn, huh, doll?” He said as you remembered when the two of you almost got caught by your mother. “Babe, that was one time,” you say as you hit Johnny playfully as he opens the door to the front seat of his car for you.

The car ride was filled with laughter and music. One of the things that you loved the most about him was his cheekiness and playfulness despite his intimidating appearance of inked arms and a lip ring. Johnny was just a warm six-foot-tall guy smitten by you and always gave the best cuddles. His love language was physical touch, and so was yours. It was like the two of you were made for each other.

Meeting Johnny happened in the most unexpected way possible, his band was playing for a music festival at your school, and since you were the one who organized it, you did not expect him to approach you the moment his band finished their set. You were the kind of student who did not really meddle with band members who played shows at your school because you saw your friends get their hearts broken by some bassist or drummer. It did not matter until Johnny came along.

Something about the way he sang his self-written songs that night as he performed with so much passion and strummed his electric guitar lured you in. He put so much of his heart and feelings into every single lyric, and you admired that the most about him. You just hoped that he’d notice the girl who was watching him from the side of the stage or even for Johnny to spare you a glance. Unbeknownst to you, he’s already whipped for you that night, and he was hoping to get your number. That night was unlike any other night you’ve experienced during a concert, not that you’ve been to many, but you knew it was different the moment he slipped a note into your hand after they performed and gave you one of his flashing smirks. Things have escalated from that evening since meeting him in the secluded garden of your university. To be fair, it was quite a romantic thing of him for a first meeting. If someone asked you what the exact definition of love at first sight was, it would be your first rendezvous with him where the both of you spent talking until the gates had to close and both of you needed to go out.

The two of you then went to his place at two o’clock in the morning. You never expected to move that fast with him, but it felt right. You being with Johnny felt right despite being warned by your parents not to go with strangers, but you knew you already found home in his amber eyes and warm smile. Since that night, you and Johnny have been inseparable. Both his friends and yours knew how in love you were with each other. The six-year age gap didn’t matter to the two of you.

[9:00pm]

As he opened the door to his house, you couldn’t help but wrap your arms around his waist as he just smirked while turning the keys inside the doorknob. “You’re so touchy, huh, ______?” he laughed as you said, “Well, I wasn’t complaining when you made out with me on my parents’ lawn, did I?”. He just laughed at your cheekiness as he grabbed your bag from you and walked towards his bedroom, where you’ll be staying over for the weekend. Being completely unaware of your whereabouts, your parents think that you're staying over at a friend’s house, but that's not something to worry about right now.

You’ve stayed over at Johnny’s from time to time. Hell, his place felt more of a home than your own house that you grew up in. As you made yourself comfortable on his couch, you can’t help but be beyond giddy yet nervous because you’re finally going to have sex with him. Sure, you’ve had your share of giving him head and the occasional makeout sessions in secluded places with him in bars whenever he had gigs or hell, even shamelessly locking lips with each other just to spite girls who were trying to flirt with him in front of you so that they can back off. Still, the two of you never really had the time to have sex, but tonight, that was going to happen.

It’s crazy to think how your past self would have never found herself in this situation. You’ve fantasized about how falling in love with someone like him because of strict parents who hardly allowed you to date. There’s only so much you can do. Despite being seen as the introverted and quiet daughter, you didn’t expect that Johnny would be the one to break you out of that “shell” you were in and it felt amazing. He was the one you truly felt comfortable with, it didn’t even feel like he was a stranger to you.

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As you made your way down the hallway with your bag, you finally got into Johnny’s bedroom and got settled in.

You decided to knock on the door leading to his bathroom where he’s showering, so you did. When he finally let you in, Johnny immediately stuck behind the glass door of his shower, hair still soapy from the shampoo. “Finally care to join me, you minx?” he smirked bashfully while you were stripping your clothes off and just laughed at his remark as you walked closer to where he was and stepped behind him in the shower.

While Johnny was showering, you slowly snaked your arms around his waist from behind, feeling how sculpted his abs are. “Hm, you’re clingy today angel, aren’t you?” he asked as you slowly left kisses down his back as he let out a soft moan. With this, he gently grabbed your wrist so your back would be facing him. You felt the warm water travel down your body as he lathered shampoo on your hair, taking it as an opportunity to slightly tug at it enough to make you moan. As your boyfriend washed the suds off, you felt his dick press against your ass and he was definitely rock hard.

His hands traveled slowly to your boobs as he played with your nipples and rubbed circles on them making you feel on edge. In fact, he decided to go lower and his free hand was now slowly teasing your sopping wet pussy with his fingers. He was rubbing your clit as you let out needy whines begging for him to slip his long yet skilled fingers inside you. “You’re so needy for me, kitten,” he whispered lowly in your ear as the warm water trickled down on both of your bodies.

Johnny inserted two of his fingers inside your pussy and slowly slipped them in and out which were now coated with your slick.

“Daddy, please...more...I want more” You moaned as he slipped his fingers out of you and slowly sucked on his slick-filled digits.

He lifted you up and gently inserted his thick length, with the tip filled with pre-cum. Despite the countless blowjobs you’ve given him, you still can’t seem to get used to his girth and size. But this was different, he was filling your tight walls now.

“Fuck, need you to cum on my dick now, doll.” He hissed through gritted teeth and you couldn’t help but wrap your legs around him while your arms were clasped around his neck. Your boyfriend immediately adjusted your position and backed you up against the bathroom walls, both of his hands still cupping your ass. With every pound getting rapid and faster as you two both reach your highs, you felt cum gush down your legs. Your pants and his low grunts as you both orgasmed drowned out the noise of the water coming from the shower and fuck, it was your first time and it felt so good.

The moment you and Johnny came down from your highs, he helped you stand on your own feet. “Woah easy there, babe.” He chuckled as he stopped you from stumbling by gripping your waist gently and reaching for your towel w his free hand. The display of strength turned you on but you’d have to continue the second round in the morning. Your legs felt a little sore and numb from the sexcapade earlier but it was so amazing.

 “Well, you did this so now you have to carry me to the bed,” you said in between breaths as he dried you up and handed you your towel. Johnny loves treating you like you were his delicate angel and you were. It didn’t even bother to cross your mind why he was tremendously smitten he was for you because he made sure you knew it too through his actions, even the smallest ones. You love how you finally found someone who actually treats you like you’re the most precious gem in the world and he did just that.

“I love you so much angel,” he said as he placed a soft kiss on your lips as he swept your feet off the ground carrying you bridal style to his bedroom, “I love you too daddy…so so much”, you replied, giving him doe eyes which he found incredibly adorable because he knows you’d be needy again in the coming hours or so.

Both of you were now settled in his bed, him just in his boxers and you wore his shirt to sleep. All cuddled up and bodies tangled with one another, you two weren’t inseparable and you felt safe in his bed than you ever did in your own for the past 19 years. He’s now your home and nothing could change that, his arms felt like your own safety net just for you. No one interrupting the world you’re creating with him in his bedroom and that was enough for you to know that he feels the same way too.

“You know, I love this,” he whispers in your ear as he tucks a strand of hair behind it. You couldn’t help but smile against his chest and look up at him.

“I do too, but what would my parents say?”, you said forlornly as your smile turned into a frown. Johnny sat up and shifted so he’d be in front of you and cupped your cheek and let out a sigh, “Babe, we’ll be fine, okay? If they don’t like the idea of you being with me, well, fuck them. I know you feel the same too but that’s okay. We don’t have to live by their rules y’know, and I’ll always be here.” He looked at you with his warm, loving, honey brown eyes, and as he said those words of reassurance, you felt a wave of calmness wash over your body, and tears were threatening to brim your eyes.

“You’re the best, you know that?’”, you chuckled through your voice that was now breaking due to your crying. Johnny took this as a chance to cuddle up next to you for the second time tonight and cheekily said, “Well, if it weren’t for the note I slipped into your hand that night, we wouldn’t be here right now.” He then wrapped his tattooed arms around you as you both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

You would not trade anything in the world in exchange for the stolen and clandestine moments you shared with him. Johnny had you, and you had him, and although you thought love was constantly burning red, which of course it was, you always treasured the golden moments with him. He was your daylight, whether it was nighttime or not.

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