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so there's this guy

i worked with his mom and have known him for about 8 years but never really gotten to know him

but we've gone out to dinner with two of our mutual friends a few times and like he's really funny and i really think i could like him but i'm terrified

i'm 31 and i'm terrified

i mean 1) if it doesn't work out, we share 75% of my social circle and im terrified my whole life will change

and 2) if it does work out, i'm still terrified my whole life will change

and like so many other things. like his mom. i love her to death and i worked with her and like if things don't (or do!!) work out, how do i navigate that change???

and then there's this other guy i'm still hung up on who for 9 years i was convinced i was meant to be with, and the chances that something will happen between us right now are slim to none but how do i know that it won't ever happen and will i regret committing to someone else

this is one of the first times that i've seriously considered a relationship and it's terrifying

also he's like 5 years younger than me but that's hardly an issue compared to my debilitating fear of change and relationships and commitment and

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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My ASL instructor just posted a pic of her meeting Shoshannah Stern in 2017. The EMOTIONS I felt. 🥹

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jane austen is timeless because the line “i’m 27 years old, i’ve no money and no prospects. i’m already a burden to my parents and i’m frightened” is as relevant today as when she published pride and prejudice in 1813 😭

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#PLEASE

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there was this one really emo kid in my uni lit classes who dressed in black and didn’t really talk and wore his hair long and painted his nails

ran into him recently bc it turns out he works where i now work!!!

and he’s turned into the softest sweetest man and he says hi and thank you so sincerely and wears his hair longish and he still wears all black but

well

if i dropped off cream puffs to his department today it’s only bc i wanted to be nice

not bc i’m trying to move in on him

not at all

#anyway #i work at a community college now #and there’s actually like #MEN #eligible MEN #what a change #(also when i say men i do mean male coworkers not students)

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Sunflower Auction 🌻 Fandom for Ukraine

What is Sunflower Auction? Sunflower Auction is an online fanworks auction, designed to raise money for nonprofit organizations that help the people of Ukraine fight back against Russia’s invasion. This event is modelled after other fandom auctions like @fandomtrumpshate. Is Sunflower Auction run on Tumblr? No, it is run on Dreamwidth: https://sunflower-auction.dreamwidth.org/ Our tumblr functions as a mirror for people who prefer to receive updates on this platform. For the most up-to-date information, please check the Dreamwidth community.

What charities do you support? Any listed on Defend Ukraine and/or Stand With Ukraine. Main mod’s preference is Come Back Alive, if you need inspiration. What fandoms are included? Any of them! There are no restrictions on fandom or pairing/gen or rating or whatever. Anything goes and everyone is invited. Are you selling fanworks? No. People donate directly to non-profits, then forward proof of donation to the moderators. As thanks, a creator creates a gift work. How do I participate in the auction? You can signup as a creator using this google form. You can offer multiple times. If you offer different media (eg: art and writing), you will need to submit the form for each medium. If offering multiple times the same medium, just specify in the notes. Please only offer what you can reasonably expect to fulfill. AUCTION CALENDAR April 25 2022 to May 10 2022 – creator signups – OPEN! May 12 2022 to May 30 2022 – bidding June 10 2022 – proof of donation due from bidders Sláva Ukrayíni!

#love this #maybe i’ll do this #maybe i’ll find some time #maybe

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#STOP #i’m supposed to be dutifully working

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Now Thomas, one of the girlies, was not with the rest when Misha came out. So the other girlies told him, “Misha is bisexual!”

But Thomas said to them, “Unless I see the fancams and hear the words, I will not believe.”

Behold, the fancams revealed the truth, and Thomas said, “My God!!”

Then Misha told Thomas, “Because you have seen the fancams you have believed. Blessed are those who have seen and still not believed because I happen to be straight.”

jesus christ was dead longer than misha collins was bi

#it will all be ok #misha #misha collins #tagging for those tired of this

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anyway i haven’t done anything about it

oh my god i think i have a crush and i absolutely hate it like ew

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misha collins seemingly coming out as bi and then having to un-come out and tweet that actually he's straight on the day elon musk buys twitter sounds like a @one-time-i-dreamt post and yet

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happy pride

#PLEASE #at least we have laughter

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WELL THEN

#how does one react to this

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[alanis morissette voice] i’m introverted but i’m extroverted i’m straight but i’m bi

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coming soon to bookstores this fall: some things i shouldn’t have told you

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ANYWAY jensen's hair

#how did he get even hotter though #how #just HOW #JENSEN

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oh my god i think i have a crush and i absolutely hate it like ew

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finally watching falcon and the winter soldier

ep 1 spoilers

that text torres sent sam about getting to a secure line?

why did he put #important

in the text

like it was instagram or something

and then he sends a very sexy selfie of himself all beaten up right after

idk if that was meant to be hilarious but i had to pause to laugh for 20 seconds straight