Jensen and Misha together in the mountains what r they doing? Making the supernatural puppet show of course :)
I need to finish the third chapter of Let Me Make it up to You…
But… COCKLES won’t stop taking over my mind.
You’d think that would be good. Inspiration, even.
But no… let me assure you… it is not good. Because I can’t stop thinking about that video. Which means I can’t be thinking about the JIB3 video to finish writing lol.
How did the video of the possible kiss at jib3 suddenly become the SECOND most important cockles video??
I need some encouragement to finish this chapter, if you got any…
i’m about to lose my mind. can people just stop harassing misha to apologize to something that was barely offensive. as someone who was once “overweight” him commenting that a teenage boy was “75lbs overweight” wasn’t him attacking plus-sized people. he was trying to paint a picture in your mind of what happened on his jog. was he mildly surprised to see a larger child zoom past him on his run? probably. did misha do anything wrong? no. could he have worded what he said better? yes, he could have. am i going to harass him about what he said? no. does misha owe anybody an apology? no.
just remember to think before you tweet/text/post/say/sign or however you communicate with people.
Ok it’s all well and fine until I have to scroll thru my damn blog for fourth minutes to get past the mishapocalypse nonsense
Sorry guys I’m going a little crazy tonite I’ve been posting near nonstop but it’s ok! I have to be up at 6:30 and I was up then today so :D I’m totally not brain dead. On a separate note, does anyone know where I can sign up for my free lobotomy?
All my homies h8 John Winchester
Oh! Btw I remembered what I was gonna post lol- I write fanfic my AO3 user is Key0110 i have two finished and one in the works, my in progress has 60+ words rn and will be finished soon hopefully! It’s all destiel bc I’m hyperfixated atm but I’ve been getting back into the maraugers lately so you never know. Go check em out
Anyways, hope u read it!
Blond hair!Cas and Dean loving it as requested by @sad-trash-hobo
The thing about Cas was, he was predictable. And Dean loved him for it. Same suit and tie, same trenchcoat, same little gummy smile he reserved just for Dean. Cas was stable. Cas was home. And Dean loved that, especially when everything about his life was one chaotic unpredictable moment after another.
And when Cas went on a three day trip to Heaven, Dean knew he’d be back, because Cas always came back to him. It was the one thing Dean could always count on. Cas always came back.
But when Cas walked through the Bunker doors three days later, exactly when he said he’d be back, Dean’s heart froze in his chest and he felt the air leave his lungs in a sharp rattle. Oh God, oh God, oh God.
There Cas was. Same backwards blue tie. Same black suit and brown trenchcoat. Same little half smile on his lips and bright twinkling blue eyes. But something was different. Very different.
He walked up to Dean slowly, almost cautiously, as Dean raised his hand, letting his fingertips graze along Cas’ messy windswept hair.
Except this time, it wasn’t Cas’ tousled dark brown locks. Dean’s fingers glided through dirty blond hair. Oh God. Blond hair.
“What- how did- why is-?” Dean tried to ask, words sticking in his throat as he tugged on Cas’ now blond- blond- hair.
“Claire. I um. I stopped by to see her on my way back home. She was bleaching her hair, and well- here I am,” Cas said, almost hesitant. “Do you hate it? I can change it. Claire said it wouldn’t be hard to go back to-“
“NO!” Dean cried, tugging more firmly on Cas’ hair, pulling him in close and trailing his lips against the stubble on his jawline. “Don’t you dare change it back,” Dean almost growled, nipping a kiss underneath Cas’ ear.
“You don’t… you don’t hate it?” Cas asked carefully, pulling back slightly from Dean’s embrace to read Dean’s expression.
“Fuck, Cas. God… I love it,” Dean said breathlessly, dragging Cas into a harsh kiss, biting and dirty and completely intoxicating.
“You really like it?” Cas asked, dazed, as he broke the kiss with a starstruck look in his eyes.
“Like it? Jesus, Cas. Swear I didn’t even think it was possible to be more attracted to you than I am right now,” Dean said, yanking Cas back into a kiss that left them both shaking and gasping for air.
Cas smiled when they finally broke apart, lips swollen and spit-slick in a way that made Dean’s stomach lurch. “Well, that wasn’t the reaction I was expecting.” A little smirk settled on Cas’ lips, and Dean wanted to feel that smirk pressed against his mouth.
“Change your hair back to brunette and I’m never taking you to bed ever again,” Dean threatened, leaning back in and ghosting his lips over Cas’. He never had a particular weakness for blonds, but suddenly seeing Cas with blond hair was a weakness Dean was happy to explore.
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Omg I forgot you can have more than one blog… i just keep all my crazy shit on one page lol
You gotta scroll through Misha, supernatural and shitty poetry
For what you may ask?
No fucking clue
Okay. Jared’s Dean/finale comments, lets talk about it. And lets have adult conversations if you disagree, please. I’m always willing to hear a new/different take. TW//Suicide ideation mention
Let me preface this by saying that: Jared is entitled to his own opinion/interpretation of this. Even if you think it is a shit one to have and don’t agree with it. We all have our different takes on the media we consume and thats the fun part of being involved in shows like this.
I’m in a middle ground of understanding but not understanding why people are so upset about what he said. Disregarding the rest of whatever he said solely for the fact that I didn’t really watch or read anything outside of his supernatural comments. So lets start with the only thing that realistically bothered me personally- him saying something along the lines of ‘Dean was all about Sam, so it was only right that he died for Sam.’ Jared……. No. That type of “I only exist for you and don’t care about myself” narrative is played and a dangerous mindset to promote as a heartwarming, loving sentiment. That’s not love, that’s toxic. Especially because of the self sacrificing, canonically suicidal themes we’ve seen all throughout the show. However, I do agree to an extent that Dean dying from hunting was not necessarily a true “happy ending.” but a rather canonical realistic, happy-ISH ending for that character. Best case scenario though? No, not really. And I’m not agreeing in a “he can finally be free from all of his pain” type way, but in agreement with what Jensen and Jared have always said about the show ending- that the best ending for them was to go down in a blaze of glory because otherwise they would never truly leave this hunter life/be satisfied with a white picket fence life.
It’d be easier for sure- since Chuck isn’t playing them like puppets anymore. But being a hunter, with both of them but especially with Dean, is so deeply rooted in them I feel like history would’ve just repeated itself and them staying in the life in any capacity outside of precautionary is not a happy ending to me. That much is evident in the fact that when Sam had his kid there were still snippets of the hunter life incorporated into almost everything. Did the way they executed that death suck ass? ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY. I cannot tell you how angry I was that after everything they killed him on a rusty fucking nail. BUT, without getting in too deep and without thinking I can compare fiction to reality, I don’t see his death as suicide ideation or Sam helping aid his brothers death. One, with the way that moment was poised he probably would’ve died either way if he stayed or they tried to rush him to a hospital to be honest, like he would’ve bled out regardless. Him choosing to die there with his brother instead of a hospital or something is a very Dean thing to do, I’d say. I think Dean even said that the nail was the only thing keeping him alive for the time being (don’t quote me, and feel free to tell me if he did or didn’t say this) And two, the life fans wanted him to live is not a life he realistically would’ve been happy with, in my opinion. I feel like Dean did truly love hunting and saving people and, but I also think alot of Dean’s discourse (outside of having to lose everyone closest to him) with the life was just always feeling like he had no choice BUT to do this. But thats another post, for another day.
Knowing the character, despite some major growth milestones in later seasons, I feel like he probably never would’ve went and got the therapy he desperately needed. Or like he’d be able to reach a point of contentment, but never true happiness. I also feel like if he had started a family again like he did with Lisa and Ben- got a job, a house the whole 9 yards- that situation of him being there but not actually being there would’ve repeated itself. And eventually he would’ve gotten involved with the hunters life intimately again and died that way. Does what I just said mean that with the possibility of any of that happening it means he deserved to die/continue to be suicidal? No. Never. Would a scenario where he DID find happiness, grow old, make a hunters blog to help other hunters, die warm in a bed or whatever else- make me happy? Oh yes. Do I think they should’ve at least let him try to be happy for once and shown what could’ve happened if Dean did try to find genuine happiness/live a 'normal’ life and If it still ended up with him dying in a way out of his control before Sam did that would be okay? Hell yes. But, that’s not what writers decided to do and at the end of the day, we just have to live with that. There are a THOUSAND AND TWO things I would’ve wanted them to do differently to give this show the ending it deserved instead of the rushed pile of shit we ended up with- but I still think that while Dean dying was not necessarily a happy ending, it was a realistic ending.
^ yeah this is a huge part of it. I’m honestly not trying to defend Misha or apologize for him (bc you’re right for every fan yelling at him there’s 2 more apologists and he can take care of himself), it’s more in comparison. Like him consistently getting more heat than J*red has for any of this………..complete mess that is W*lker, including the gross stuff he himself has said in interviews about it
also i just want to say that besides the twitter drama earlier, the manic pixie post was prompted mostly by me remembering the “lip service” comment he made at a con in 2013, and the immense outpouring of hate from fans screaming “queerbait” at him that came after it (he later said that he didn’t know the full implications of “lip service” but it was too late). like yeah criticize twitter fandom all u want, you’re right for that, but it’s just smth about misha that’s been happening for years because he decided to present himself as kind + caring + open + receptive to fans
he is sleepy. be quiet.
and when sam gets dragged off by those vamps? we know dean goes absolutely feral whenever sam dies, so the way he lets cas hold him back here? they way they share that moment of insurmountable pain and kind of find a tiny bit of comfort in each other? i don’t even care if this is just them being best friends, this is just plain good to see.
Our boys smiling, to bless your dash
yeah!! and that’s not a bad thing, like we’re all Just Some Guy (gender neutral) trying to do our best.
but people tend to get like……..genuinely hurt and betrayed (and then pour that all onto him on twitter) whenever he messes up his phrasing, or isn’t perfect, in a way they don’t with a lot of other actors who haven’t been idealized to this God status, he-will-never-hurt-me level. he’s a good one, but he’s just a guy
I feel like we don’t talk about 13x21 deancas moments enough:
first of all when cas tells him that gabriel is “””extracting grace”””in deans room, the looks they exchange? idk about you but this just screams “what’s the big deal we’ve messed around in your room hundreds of times” to me. just married couple things.
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If you find my acct I’m sorry lmao
Thinking about misha