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#❅ [ Ev & Gal ] i’d ask for your SOUL but it’s already MINE.
voidfell · 5 months
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Gal has two Major Canon Events that traumatize her and fundamentally change her as a person. Well, technically three, but the third one is just her first encounter with Destructionite and that was more physically traumatizing and emotionally jarring than it was changing her at a fundamental level as a person.
Canon Event 1: Dudewhap's Betrayal.
Gal was a very trusting and naive person back then. She loved Evelyn and was blinded to the bad in him until it was too late. The ensuing final fight between them was extremely traumatic with both of them saying extremely deep and hurtful things to each other along with terrible physical blows.
That was the first and only time Gal had ever killed anyone, and honestly killing your clone would traumatize anyone, much less a clone you'd been lowkey in love with-- or as in love as a young teen girl is ever in love. She shut herself down to new relationships and bottled up everything. She became even more brash and standoffish and threw herself fully into being Dudepow instead of herself. It was easier to be Dudepow, simple, indestructible, easily defined Dudepow, who didn't have to deal with the complexities of his trauma if he didn't want to because no one expected it of someone so unshakably confident and powerful.
Canon Event 2: Dudewhap's Return.
Evelyn didn't stay dead, obviously. He was resurrected by Andrea Clavell, known to the Villain Community, as Mecha Maiden, a cyborg criminal and collector of magic artifacts that has been hunting down and killing Dudepow's for sport for centuries.
Dudewhap was a science experiment, a means to understand Dudepow's powers and weaknesses. But Evelyn's powers didn't come from a ring, they were his own, and he didn't have a civilian version of Gal's form, he was fully a Dudepow clone. Evelyn worked for her now, he co-opted her last name to give himself more of an identity, and has been doing her dirty work since. His very existence haunts Gal, and he loves that, he's happy to torment her, to gather data for Andrea, all in the hopes of finding a way to break the hold the Ring has over Gal, as he perceives the Dudepow Ring's Rules as being the reason Gal and him broke up, and not his own actions.
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voidfcllen · 1 year
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“Kens got the axe and he's ready to attack. Bout to go Amityville on your plastic ass.”
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“Barbie's in pink but my glock is jet black. Roll your eyes one more time and I'll make it kick back.”
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thelordstears · 3 years
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Prepare for some dope ass writing guys gals and nonbinary pals!
“ If love is sinful, and who I am is unholy, then I'll be nothing more than myself.” - Camilla Davidson
“ He follows old scriptures and old fashioned standards of human decency, this is a whole new world, and he'll die on the wrong side of history, while I live on the side that's more loving, accepting, and stable.” - Camilla Davidson
"The human race hates, and hates, and got damn hates. But for what, really? Why hate when you could love instead? All hate does is make ya angry. But love? It hurts, it brings ya pain and sorrow. But it also gives ya peace, happiness and pride. And all those emotions mixed inta one make love, beautiful.” - Sofia Johnson
“ He was gettin' beaten up in some alley, a bunch of white folk decided his skin color, was more important than his humanity.” - Sofia Johnson
“ I am trapped by these memories, because they echo in my head, and I remember everything.. by God, I remember it all. The first time blood other than a fishies stained my hands, the way Caityln'd hold my hand, the way bodies splashed in the seas and the whir of cannon and explosion rang in my head.” - Augustus Seaborg
“ I'm scared, because in this new world, it kill or be killed, fight or die. I raise my weary fists, if only just to survive another day. Because this isn't life, it is survival of the most broken.” - Augustus Seaborg
“ He's everything to me, he's so intertwined into my heart and soul, I imagine he's part of who I am. We're beautifully us, in all our imperfection, we found perfection.” - Malachi Razor
“ Strength isn't in how many pounds you can lift, or how big your muscles are, true strength, is in the heart and mind.” - Malachi Razor
“ As they've always said, violence for violence is the rule of beasts, so does that make war a battlefield, or hunting grounds?” - Burke Castles
“ The leaders start war, but never pull a single trigger. They watch their pawns and brooks move across the board, we never had a King or a Queen, just ourselves and our sins.” - Burke Castles
"I'm the damned priest, the forgotten messiah, I'm just another man. How can you fault me for the sins of another? How can you condemn me, for what I did not do?” - Gusto Mellowrich
“ People use God as an excuse to slaughter, they say they shalt die on the cross for their sins, and don't realize driving nails against the condemned only drives nails into their coffins and secures their place in Hell.” - Gusto Mellowrich
“ I find so much damnation on this Earth, because if this is Earth, by God do I fear Hell.” - Gusto Mellowrich
“ People say God is dead, that his grave is up in the Heavens and he's rotting in his golden throne, but if God was dead, I believe it wouldn't rain. Because it is my belief, that it rains because God weeps for us, he weeps for what has happened. And weeps for what is to come." - Gusto Mellowrich
"Life either kicks you down, or you don't allow yourself to fall.” - Icarus Richens
“ My dear brother has fallen far, he believes his wings clipped, his honor stolen, but if he simply climbed, and took my hand, he would find salvation is for the sinners of this world, which in theory means salvation is for everyone.” - Icarus Richens
“ Gregory is a soldier, he stands sturdy, smelling of ash and smoke, because he let the fires of love build him anew. He is a phoenix, not of light nor darkness, but of love in all of it's grace.” - Icarus Richens
"Even God, sins on the occasion.” - Alastair Sambridge 
“ People walk this earth and call themselves saints whilst sinning just under the nose of the people, we've allowed the commandments to be re-written, where in the commandments did it say, "Steal from the rich?" where in the commandments did it say, "Let the rich steal?" And where in the commandments did it say, "Be sinful as long as it's for a good cause?" - Alastair Sambridge 
“ You believe God loving? If any ruler in history was loving nothing would happen. Imagine what would've happened if George Washington fought violence with peace. We'd still be shackled by Britain, so tell me why it is you wish me to fight your sin, with holiness?" - Alastair Sambridge
"Ain't it the most wonderful thing, bein' able ta break a man and give ta yourself? The Hell's morals doin' in a world that don't give a fuck what happens? It'll tear ya down, push ya down several flights 'a damn stairs, the world is fucking cruel, ya gotta be just as cruel ta survive it.” - Gunther Mirowick
“ I'm only alive because other's aren't.” - Gunther Mirowick
"Isn't it better to sacrifice your life for a good cause rather than die for nothing? I imagine no cause is worth killing for, there's only causes worth dying over, and love, is something to die for.” - Vekel Kidelman
“ Love is what makes us human, the lack of it often creates monsters.” - Vekel Kidelman
"This blackhole in my mind would destroy anyone who dare stepped forth to walk into it's depths, so imagine what's happened to me, wandering inside of it every day.” - Daniel Abacross
“ Knowledge is a weapon, and I've allowed mine to pull triggers and create a cacophony of suffering and the demises of those who didn't deserve death.” - Daniel Abacross
“ I learn this world is a brutal place to live, the killings of innocent men and women is commonplace, but I survive, and when you survive such tormented things you become the very things that tormented you.” - Isiwoah Sakigowami
“ We are not in control of destiny, but at least I'm in control of yours.” - Isiwoah Sakigowami
“ I live by no moral code, because when one is in power, morals only allow the crown to be stolen from atop your head by he who's willing to cut it from your neck.” - Isiwoah Sakigowami
"To live is to die, so might you allow yourself life, so you may experience death?” - Will
“ I have found such a cold heartbeat inside my chest, I believe if one were to perform an autopsy on me, they'd find a hollow ribcage and strings attached to my heart, played like a violin, it may sound beautiful, but the meaning behind the melody is sinful. They'd find the coldest of blood and it'd flow the color of the night sky, except when my soul is involved, the night sky is starless.” - Will
“ My pain shaped me into a beast, and I'll never find the strength to put myself down, because I am no hunter, simply a scared child, trapped inside the mind of a wilder beast he once would've imagined was so fantastical that he could ride it into the sunset. But with the lenses of childhood innocence removed he sees it's bloodstained lip, it's teeth cracked and stuck between each one flesh of a fresh kill, it's eyes crazed with hunger, he'd find nothing but a wild beast, the hint was within the name wilder beast, because it twas simply a beast wilder than any other.” - Will
“ I've learned knowledge is power, but it can be misused dare one use it to harm another. If you use knowledge as a weapon, you've already failed.” - Lola Crabthorn
"If this is what it's like to feel alive, than bury me low. Sink the coffin into the hallowed soil, toss dirt upon my grave and etch my name upon the tombstone, and let this girl finally rest in peace.” - Malarie Cavafich
“ I've grown so cold on this journey to find home, they say home is where the heart is, but perhaps my heart is in so many pieces I can't possibly find home. I've pulled a trigger so many times, I simply believe I can never be whole, because I've stopped the heart beat of so many other's, I ask why mine deserves to beat for another.” - Malarie Cavafich
"Live your life fearin' change, you'll fear yourself in da futcha'. But if ya learn ta embrace change, ya ain't gon' fear da futcha', because da unknown ain't so scary when ya learn if life was predictable, it wouldn't be worf' livin'.” - Daurice Marston
“ I'm nothing to my mind but a meat sack of rotting intention.” - Faymelina Van Patten
“ Though revenge didn't help, I still see him in my nightmares, perhaps he's a haunting now. A poltergeist in my mind who throws my mental state about and crashes around the halls of my mind, creating a ricochet of death and eternal sorrow.” - Faymelina Van Patten
“ Though I wield a spear as a warrior, my heart beats that of a woman who wishes to see only peace, and sadly, peace has to be fought for.” - Nova Toria
“ The meaning of life is different for every soul, for one it might be dancing underneath the stars with the one they love, for another it could be solitude. For some the mind is most keen when surrounded by others, but for others the mind is most keen when surrounded by only their ideas.” - Nova Toria
“ You don't have to fall into the arms of another, you can catch yourself if you wish.” - Nova Toria
“ Just because something can kill, does not mean that is it's only use.” - Morgan Gaskill
"Days come and go, I keep each memory close to my tattered heart, because if I forget the little moments, I forget life.” - Journey Castlehill
“ I don't quite identify with any of the norms people have set in stone, and if people hate me for that, they aren't worth my time. They're stuck in a construct, and refuse to dig themselves out.” - Journey Castlehill
"The rule of predator and prey, the dance of gnashing teeth and ragged fur, a melody of naturality and sinful desire. Thus is the rule of life, a song of gnashing jaw and flowers of misery bloomed from sinfulness so deep not even a God could wipe it from existence.” - Ranbraker
“ She's my hero, really. Even if she's my little sister, she kept me safe from my demons, and I'll always keep her safe from her demons. We've both suffered, both thought who we were is wrong, but you know what? Screw that. If being who I am is a sin, I'll be a sinner. Because I'd rather burn in Hell for being who I am, then enter Heaven being who I'm not.” - Tristy Hem
“ In all my pain, in all my scars, I find hope. Because I still have people I need to find, people I love with all my heart.” - Hailey Fellwitz
“ Be the author of your own story, and remember, not every page is one with pain written upon it. There's peace, too. Fight for your happily ever after." - Hailey Fellwitz
"I've been drowning in the depths of my shattered soul, gulping in false promises and empty threats. And yet here I am, searching for myself when other people is all I've found.” - Tina Diamon
“ People say love is a double edged sword, but that's because you love the wrong people. If you find the right person, love isn't a sword, it's a shield.” - Tina Diamon
“ A love so beautiful can not be destroyed, though the world has tried to tear us apart, it only brought us closer together.” - Tina Diamon
“ They say what's done in the dark shalt be dragged into the light, but I'll only come into the light when I will it so. And when the sun soaks my bones, and light is all you can see, I'll grip my club and let it be the sinking of the sun, cuz when I lower it, you lower a damn coffin.” - Luga the Hidden
“ Us orcs aren't treated so well, so I think it's about time I showed em the monster they damn well created. Because here I am, nothing but claws, teeth and crimson.” - Luga the Hidden
“ I can be vile, I can be a monstrosity, and people'll blame it on my heritage.” - Luga the Hidden
"When you're broken down to nothing, and find yourself mourning all that you've lost, remember what you have. I've been stuck in the past before, but I found there's always a rope, whether it be one of love or hope.” - Thorballa Ulfdottir
“ You have to be careful, when you're in a dark place. Because your decisions could lead you straight to your demise, the path to Hell is paved in bad deeds, don't follow it.” - Thorballa Ulfdottir
"My mind is so filled with ghosts of me you could walk into it and find only a graveyard, every tombstone reading my name, and the name's of those I've slain.” - Sheriff ~~Redacted~~ (Can’t say his name, it’s a twist and my twin sister follows my Tumblr)
“ I hear a blood curdling howl on the wind and I come to the haunting realization that it came from my own throat.” - Sheriff ~~Redacted~~
“ This life, it'll throw you through the ringer and then some, but what matters is that you rise like the champion you are.” - Vasiliki Mathers
“ Family is made up of loyalty, not blood.” - Vasiliki Mathers
“ I've spilt so much damn blood that it's just another habit these days, one trigger pulled, one man dead and one bullet torn through the got damn sky.” - Oswega Creek
“ Ya'll sip on regret as if it were a cure ta your damn sinfulness. But regret can't change the damn past, it only changes the future. But when you decide ya don't wanna live in regret you keep pullin' the damn trigger and watching bullets tear through the sky on burnin' wings and bloodied talons.” - Oswega Creek
“ You better tell the whole world Oswega Creek is coming home, because peace is an option better left in the past and harsh words are best left unsaid lest you wish to end up in a pinewood box with nuthin' but the wrigglers ta give ya company.” - Oswega Creek
"Life ain't all dat bad, ya focus on da shade unda' da tree, ya'll miss da branches dat provide it. Ya can't focus on da bloodshed 'a nature when bird's sing songs just fo' da soddin' world ta 'ear.” - Daisy Gloria
"I know, you'd think a gal like me would have a pitch perfect life like in a shitty comedy movie, but that isn't the case, ya see perfect lives reside in the land of fairy tales and fantasy, while I live in the gritty reality of this bizarre world, life is a bumpy fucking ride, and you better hope you can hold onto those reigns, because sometimes you get bucked off and fall, and sometimes you fucking stay there." - Mary Adler
"Oh if they thought they'd seen the end of days, just wait til they see what happens when they utter the word, "No." - Javier Cross
"The hope of morning can't come if your mind is stuck in the night." - Dale Markus
"I hide in the shade of my deeds, but you, my friend, will lay underneath the shade of a willow." - Edgalzio Halvlies
"I'll sip on this regret as if it were a cure to the disease of my past. But all it'll ever do is poison me." - Chase North
"Jou can regret jour actions, but jou can not change zem." - Marlene Dayvrack
"The echoes of death and tragedy ring in my ears. But it's not my own." - Autumn Wolfmoon 
  "Sin only intensifies when the whole world is set ablaze and all ya got left is the echoes 'a normality." - Davy Blight 
"Reckon we do what it is we always do. Sin as if our lives depended on it, cuz these days, the do." - Davy Blight 
“ You’ll see Hell, it ain’t no man with red skin and a pitchfork, it’s me in all my vengeful rage.” - Davy Blight
"You touch 'im I swear ta every God I'll send you their way fuckin' howling!" - Davy Blight
 "Life don't get that much betta' these days. It's a symphony of broke bones and spilt blood, only difference 'tween you and me is, you're the one singin' the damn song, I'm the one echoing the harp." - Lind Blight 
  "Life ain't a constant state of kill or be killed. There's peace, you just have to fight to achieve it." - Cago Envers 
 "The truth is suffocating. It's why I breathe in a lie." - Sam Dellwotfire
  "I could burn alive within the hatred of my family tree and still I wouldn't find peace." - Rover Calico 
"You know, I'd be who I am if it ever did me any good." - Drew Dreadful 
"All I've ever been is scared, and in this new world, fear only kills everyone but you." - Drew Dreadful 
  "The sky bleeds golden, yet my scars bleed black, and the color of my skin, is but the troubled sin within." - Sandro Colorfeid 
"It ticks the wrong direction, because it is damaging itself in the process of working how it was built to operate." - Gregeno Puley 
  "Ben you live in a family of heroes. Will you become one by circumstance, or will you become one the hard way?" ~~Redacted~~ (Another case of my twin would see his name)
"No one can become me, Ben. Only I hold such a torment." - ~~Redacted~~
"My curse will only be the death of you." - ~~Redacted~~
 "That's where you're wrong, Ben. I am fate, I am the law, I am peace, I am chaos, I am everything, Ben. you're nothing but a speck, whilst I'm the sun." - ~~Redacted~~
"Stars can only be destroyed if they implode upon themselves, and thus I chose to implode so I could destroy the darkness I had found." ~~Redacted~~
"You're so covered in the blood of wolves you think you are one." ~~Redacted~~
"You want to be a leader, step on the podium and speak to your subjects. You want to be a King sit on the throne and wear the crown, you wish to be a subject sit still and listen. But if you want to be a God, show people that resisting your dynasty is a death sentence and all you have to do is snap your fingers to rid yourself of their treacherous ways."  ~~Redacted~~
"They say we aren't our sins, but here I am, nothing but death." - Arthur Wellburn
"I looked Hell in the eyes and all I saw was myself." - Betty Shalfien
"You look evil in the eye, you begin to get a taste for it." - Destallo Starend
"Sometimes secrets are best untold, because when something's too awful for this world it is best erased from time entirely rather then brought to the light." - Yuntara
"Don't walk the path you're given, find a different way, cuz often if someone hands ya a path, and tells you ta walk it, they've got tricks up their sleeves. And they ain't card tricks." - Church Godsel
"Mr. Bundy! Killa' of men! You think you got the damn balls ta take on three devil's? Cuz I'm tellin' you now, you can slay men, but you damn well can't slay legends." - Saul Northutt
"You don't know what I've done in the dark, but unfortunately for you, it hails in comparison to what I'll do in the light." - Corvenstain Bonstellos
"I never pulled you down, Idian, your life was Hell before our destinies intertwined. I could see it in your eyes, the mark of a broken soldier, what was your battle Idian?" - Corvenstain Bonstellos
"Get off the tracks, boy. This is a revolution, and you're in our damn way. Do you wish to be a splatter across the tracks or the conductor?" - Corvenstain Bonstellos (Props go to my twin for the beginning of the line, a callback to what her character said)
"Abel! Your ambition is what's going to kill you in the end." - Corvenstain Bonstellos
"To some, I am life, to other's I am death. It is up to you what end of the blade you receive. The hilt, or the sword." - Raimundus Wolfes
"If the holy spirit were to ever meet me, his name would be tarnished." - Caldwell Ramirez
"Hunting is an art and you're a canvas to be splattered red." - Luther Woolhaun
"The hunt is all about what you do with the prey, how you stalk them and how you execute them. The hunt is a sport, an art, a masterpiece that smells of gunpowder and the tangy scent of iron." - Luther Woolhaun
"All I find in myself is the blood of those deemed weaker than me by the rule of sword." - Violincia Bloodwort
“The pits are me only 'ome. Me 'eart 'as resided 'ere fo' da longest time, and now all it beats is a thirst fo' more." - McCannon Bowitsend
"All it takes to ruin a life is one bullet. But all it took to make mine a glory to behold, was one bullet." - Ewan Hanstammer
"I'd say I'm lost in daydreams, but those are just an echo, these days." - Hanzo Sabian
"I slipped from the edge of my own ignorance." - Pedro Bonfire
“A man who spreads violence is remembered, a man who doesn’t, isn’t. It’s the curse of a hero.” - Miella Fang
"Crumble? We all did that fifteen years ago, we're the rubble of judgment day fighting amongst ourselves, difference between me and most people is, I've been fighting for scraps since I was ten. I'm fit for battle. What about you?" - Scow Wiston
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voidfell · 1 year
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Sometimes (all the time, rotating it around in my brain microwave) I think about Gal and Evelyn's relationship, and how Evelyn was born from a broken off press on nail Gal was wearing as Dudepow, and how that mixed with errant magic bullshit created an entire other living person, who Gal found wandering around and brought home because what else was she supposed to do with a clone.
How from the start it was obvious that they. . . weren't the same. How Evelyn was more open, more chaotic-- kinder, even, or so Gal thought because Ev was kind to them.
How Ev's name comes from Gal's middle name, which she never really liked and was happy to share, and how for years Ev lived in the Dudecave and worked alongside Team Dudepow as he developed his powers. How Ev was the only person Gal felt like she could confide in because if you can't trust yourself, who can you trust?
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But unknown to Gal, there was a darkness brewing in Ev, because, despite Gal and Dudely's influence, he was drawn like a moth to flame to evil, to chaos, and destruction. In him was a growing resentment, he wasn't bound to the Ring like Gal was, he wasn't bound to her rules, so why should he have to follow them too?
He listened to her worries, her fears, her insecurities, and thought 'Wouldn't it be easier if all of that went away?', but no, Gal couldn't do that, the consequences would be pretty bad from the Ring.
It was boring. Ev thought that Gal was boring.
Ev's turn to the dark side wasn't quick, it wasn't abrupt, at least, not from his perspective, from Gal's, that's a different story.
They were dating when Ev decided to make a move, Gal thought he was going too far, Ev thought he wasn't going far enough. Dudepow and Dudewhap fought, it was brutal. . . Ev wouldn't back down, and forced Gal to kill him. It's one of Gal's most traumatic memories.
Ev thinks that Gal needed the push. He thinks that she'd never looked more beautiful than when she killed him.
Then Ev was brought back by a new BBEG, and things have never been more complicated between the two of them. But Andrea Clavell is her own headcanon post entirely.
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