#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc .

[aerael-a]

Idk but I blame one direction for my unrealistic expectations of love

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( like the lyrics to some of these songs????? and I was singing this shit at 12??? Like )

[aerael-a]

y’know I just walked into the v.nc fandom but I need to walk out asap, I just saw someone say the teacher s.xually as.saulted noé and I’m — where do you get that from???

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #like ???? i get it he is unsettling and creepy which is fair #but why do all you freaks see an adult that uses terms of endearment on children and go p3d0phile!!!! #like ??????????? everyone is so weird like ??? maybe go to therapy????

[aerael-a]

Even though I am in pain, it is an Illumi day today like ;cccc I can’t stop thinking about how much he loves Hisoka but can’t recognize that as love ;cccc how it would absolutely destroy him to lose Hisoka ;cccc

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #in my feelings about my baby Illumi #he’s just so in love with Hisoka it’s not even funny #no matter my pain my heart is warm just thinking about hisoillu

[aerael-a]

#𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 . there is nothing more terrifying than an angel seeking revenge . indie . selective . multimuse . featuring muses from knb, naruto, haikyuu, genshin impact, hxh, ocs & more . penned by rina .

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . promo . #❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . save . #indie rp

[aerael-a]

upcoming characters to be added are Ryohei from Tsurune, Haruki from Given, Candace, Ningguang and Alhaitham from Genshin impact.

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #i'm too lazy to add the info now but you can already send things #for these guys

[aerael-a]

I stayed up until 6 am talking to @kisumshi and it made me feel 1000% better even tho we just found out we could have met irl if the gods didn’t hate me HSHDHDH but that is to say I’ll be working on replies today and queuing everything so it gets posted throughout the week.

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( tiph really is a heaven sent blessing 💕🥺 ) #( anyway yeah I’ll be doing things so you should all thank her for making me feel better )

[aerael-a]

I haven't drawn in a while so I decided to spend some time drawing and well, it had to be the love of my life, or my take on him anyway, so under cut is the result.

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #no references because....i was too lazy to do it properly #and yes i took that top hat from google don't @ me #the teacher has been dancing in my head all week so yeah #have him i guess uwu

[aerael-a]

(◞‸◟)

i realised I’ll never be good enough for anyone unless I become what they want me to be, whether it’s appearance wise or talking about personality I’ll always be replaceable if I don’t destroy myself to fit into their vision of perfection and that…hurts. I’m just so tired, I don’t think I can do it for much longer. I’m so exhausted of being on diets since I was 7 years old, of looking at myself in the mirror and feeling like I want to throw up, of feeling stupid and second guessing my own knowledge all the time, of feeling like the failure of the whole family it’s just so much all the time I really just wanted to be perfect, instead I’m…whatever this is. It’s exhausting, it’s so painful, and honestly I’m sick of it I just want to sleep forever

#tw negative #negative tw #❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #tw ed rant #tw suicide mention #tw rant #rant tw #I’m just not good rn so it’s bed time

[aerael-a]

okay but if I add Ayato who’s going to take one for the team and add Itto for the best genshin ship to have ever existed ever?

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( I have fallen into ayaitto heaven and I’m living ) #( who’s going to enable me huh? Huh? 🥹👉🏽👈🏽 )

[aerael-a]

Let it be known that I hate Inazuma and that Liyue remains sovereign in my heart

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( I got tired of farming and decided to explore inazuma but fuck that ) #( why are these side quests gigantic?? ans all the puzzles nope nope nope ) #( I hate it almost as much as I hate sumeru ) #( Liyue is still the blueprint )

[aerael-a]

I am in the mood to write soft not.sfw things and I'm just ;cc

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( smut and fluff and maybe a sprinkle of angst ;ccc )

[aerael-a]

just as a psa, i am actually working on drafts, so if I owe you replies don't worry they are getting done! I'm setting a realistic goal of 2 drafts a day and I'm throwing everything on my queue, so you'll see it eventually ~ once I'm done with drafts I'll work on asks, pretty much in this same concept.

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . psa . #❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( just because i know people wrote me things and #i feel bad for not replying asap but i'm working on it !! )

[aerael-a]

thinking about the teacher and blue and just vibrating about how many headcanons I have over these two

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #( but I am at work so I can write it down 😭😭 the horror )

[aerael-a]

Okay this is a huge psa, I won’t put it under read more because I can’t, but listen I’m going to say this once and never again. I just had the wildest conversation with someone on Twitter so I might as well put it out here too: if you have a problem with women, I need you to unfollow me so fast. Like if you are “uncomfortable” with male x female ships, can’t stand it when someone ships your fave with a female character, don’t like female ocs etc etc I need you to never interact with me again. I don’t care, I don’t want an explanation, I’m not dealing with that misogyny ever.

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #a whole hag acting like a 12 year old fujoshi over someone shipping kaeya with god forbid a woman #this is misogyny at its finest and I won’t deal with it #so if you identify with that I need you to get out

[aerael-a]

✏️ ! . @talentbloomed

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #tiny azumarill as bonus but....he is debatable ajksdha #talentbloomed

[aerael-a]

I follow you, because I love your writing! It's so good and you portray your characters so well! You've put a lot of thought into them and it shows for sure! I also adore all of our ships that we got going on and I love talking them over with you too! It's always such a joy talking with you about them and our characters in general!

stopppp I can't handle compliments but thank you so so so much, I'm glad you enjoy my writing enough to put up with me akjsdhka also the fact that you sent this on anonymous & now I have to guess whomst is it??? wow

#❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . ooc . #❛ 𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐔𝐒 . save . #( i'm screaming this is too sweet ;cccc )