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[starglitterz]

Hey quill 👀

If there is one selfish thing that Xiao lets himself have, it is the small, hand-carved charm of a bird that hangs from a cord on his wrist.

It’s rough— the work of amateur hands. The cuts on the wood are jagged on some places, too deep in others. He had barely recognized it for what it was when you first presented it to him in the palm of your hand. But now, it’s one of the things he holds dear to his heart— a memory of some of the happiest times in his too-long life.

As he turns it around in his fingers one evening, gentle fingers stroking over every groove and every divot in the wood, he wonders if you had gotten any better. If you had perused this hobby, or if you had moved on to another.

He misses you. It’s something he’s accepted since the very second you left him. It’s a feeling that only grew with each second that you never returned.

Xiao wonders if you’re happy, wherever you may be. He wonders if you’ve made beautiful sculptures out of wood, if you’ve managed to pen words that left people in awe. He wonders if you achieved your dreams— it’s all he’s ever wanted for you, after all.

His head bows, an emptiness growing in his stomach as he realizes that, no matter how hard he wishes it, your dreams don’t include him in the picture. He wasn’t meant to partake in your happiness— perhaps you had never intended for him to.

But maybe it’s better this way, Xiao thinks, his hand falling away from the charm on his wrist. With you in someone else’s arms, living your life to the fullest and not sparing a thought to the yaksha who still lingers on the balcony you had both shared. Perhaps you are living the perfect life, doing the things you love. Waking up every day with a smile and living with a heart full of love.

He hopes you are. He hopes with all his soul that, even if he isn’t the one making you smile, or the one that you carve little wooden charms for— that you are the happiest you can be. That’s all he asks for.

Xiao sighs, feeling wearier than he has in centuries. The ache in his bones, in his heart, in his very being, feels especially painful tonight. He should roam the marsh— see if there is anything he must take care of. See if there is anything to take his mind off of his thoughts.

But before he sets away off in a flurry of wind, he hesitates— then presses a soft kiss to the charm, and hopes that wherever you are, you feel at least an inkling of the love this forgotten yaksha still has for you.

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WOW. this sure is So Sad. what a tragic story, i feel so bad for the main character :( yet for some reason their name isn't showing up and i can't quite figure out who or what they're supposed to be...? it might be some kind of tumblr glitch;;; hope it gets fixed soon! anyways i've got to check on baizhu, he's been rather weak lately :( MWAH thanks anon for the story even if i couldn't rly get the character 😞🫶 also my hobby is actually prepping medicine w baizhu, not anyt else 🥰

#SLEEP WITH ONE EYE FUCKING OPEN #🌱 — ebg ! #📧 — mail ! #FUCKKKKK #🐈‍⬛ anon💌 #I SWEAR #RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY

[fullusun]

#ֹֹ O6O6 ★ * ( ﹫🐻ྀིྀ LEE DONGHYUCK ) ⸝⸝ @hrtsjoo ꜜ♡ .

#… (✉️) haechan’s got mail ☆ #📞​ ˚ ⁎ ◜ on air . . now! #🐈‍⬛📷​ d. hyuck ★ image . . !? #🎱 … *​ ( 친구야 ) ⊹ #(ノ｀⌒´)ノ 🦷⚽🎧% bluetooth … connected﹒! #❛ boost … ꒰ 🩶 ꒱

[tightjeansjavi]

Does Joel eventually remove the black couch from the office? Even though it was meant to be there as kind of a joke, does he see Baby Love’s reaction and change his mind? Does he think it’s not funny anymore and maybe it’s more of a trigger than a joke? Been thinking about this and I think after getting to know and falling in love with her, remembering how she froze up makes him feel horrible and he gets rid of it.

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Hey you!! I missed seeing you in my inbox 🐈‍⬛🥺

I think the couch definitely started off as a joke, but after Joel sees baby loves immediate reaction he does start to understand why it would be viewed as a trigger and so he talks to Tommy about properly disposing of it.

Tommy suggests that they burn it because it would be symbolic to their years spent at Brazzers and in a sense letting the past go? The leather couch represents everything Miller-Co is not, so I think it would make sense for them to dispose it!

Baby Love is probably extremely confused when she sees the couch chilling in the bed of Tommy’s truck and even more so when she watches him and Joel carry it into the backyard

Then Joel tells her that he wanted to dispose of it and Tommy had the idea to burn it. She’s touched by the gesture and the three of them stand around the fire pit, beers in hand and watch their years at Brazzers go up in flames (literally)

#mailbox #mail received #pornstar!joel #pornstar!tommy #baby love #the rite of movement #🐈‍⬛ anon #let it die let it die let it shrivel up and die

[saerins]

ahh imagine sae doesn’t actually like yn he just enjoys the idea of not knowing if someone wants him or not?? idk how to explain it ;-; but he enjoys the cat and mouse game bc he’s so used to everyone just wanting him ( cocky bastard )

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no i know what you mean !! like the kind who’s interested in the one who’s not interested because it’s different ? basically the chase i guess (i also suck at explaining it) but omg the way i view him is … someone who can’t be bothered if he’s personally not interested at all :’) i think maybe you could get his attention that way, but retaining it not so much haha

#that’s just imo :’) #mail : 🐈‍⬛ anon !

[felinemotif]

how you know a book is going to be good

#sapphic vampires…. be still my heart #got it in the mail the day it released but just started reading it tonight #sooooo atmospheric #knew i would love it bc i enjoyed a dowry of blood and love Carmilla #🐈‍⬛ #an education in malice

[mayoiayasep]

Hello. I am trying to be hip and unique with the ship bingo. yatora/yotasuke?

tbh yatora and yotasuke have a situationship to me....like im fine seeing them as romantic but for my own hcs its probably more qpr adjacent. still make me completely insane tho like shoutout to chapter 40(??)

#inbox mail #kotoko 🐈‍⬛ #ask game post

[folklore-girl]

🐈‍⬛

i see you’re finally embracing yourself 🥰

#that’s literally my tag for you #voiz ; 🐈‍⬛ #. ༉‧₊˚ — her mail !

[vampyrsm]

Izuku 👀 you say 👀

Y'all can't tell me he isn't the biggest brat tamer who gives in way faster than he should cause he's really just a pleasure dom.

Also occasionally I think Izuku would like to be tied up in a sitting position so you can ride him

- 🖤🐈‍⬛ kitten

Yes, Izuku 👀

YEAH that's right, 100% a pleasure dom. Totally tries to put on a hard front that he's a hard dom who doesn't give in, but the second you whine? the second you pout up at him with those teary eyes and glossy lips? game over, he's totally giving in to your every wish and whim.

Now Kitten, why would you put this thought into my head? TIED UP? I'm going to faint. Imagine his muscles bro, the way they're bulging against the ropes because he's trying his hardest to let you remain in control but the way you're losing yourself riding him is driving him insane. It's making him pant like a dog, sweat dripping down his face but he doesn't give into the primal need to break free and fuck you into the closest surface.

Instead, he settles for using his words, "Yeah, just like that baby." A groan when you squeeze around him at the rasp of his voice. "Keep fucking yourself on my cock, just like that. Fuck."

#— alex has mail ! #— 🖤🐈‍⬛ kitten #<3 #— deku thirst

[criminalskies]

Boo boo to make you feel better ❤️‍🩹

Thank you Luca <3 my favourite silhouette of a kitty ever 🥹 he’s so friend shaped too pls I need to hold himb

#rome’s wonderful moots! <3 #the lovely lubunnii! #rome’s got mail! #love mail 💌 #cat mail! #king boo 🐈‍⬛ #not cm

[bbina]

but seeing the status of btl being completed is 😧 been reading it since chapter 1 we love you user bbina

🐈‍⬛

I KNOWWW IT FEELS SO SURREAL FROM SEEING "ongoing" to "completed" LIKE DAMN I RLLY PUSHED 50 FUCKING CHAPTERS OUT OF MY ASS????

#mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: 🐈‍⬛ anon

[tightjeansjavi]

what do you picture pornstar!joel’s house to look like? what’s his vibe? how does he like to decorate? how does it change as (I assume) baby love moves in? hope you’re having a great day 🤍

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Hi you!! 🐈‍⬛ it fr makes my day whenever you pop up in my inbox 🥹

I imagine Joel’s home to be super cozy and he LOVES plants so every corner, and every surface there’s a plant 🤣 he spends most of his time in the family room where he’s got a massive wall unit stacked high with books, and even a cozy fireplace as well!

baby love does eventually move in, and I think that the decor stays the same considering they have similar tastes! Here’s just a few inspo photos of what his house looks like :)

I hope you’re having a lovely rest of your day as well 🥺

#mailbox #mail received #pornstar!joel #baby love #the rite of movement #🐈‍⬛ Nonnie

[saerins]

sae needs to lock in bro!!! he’s whiffing all his shots man atp im rooting for etia 😔 especially after the bonus chapters

-🐈‍⬛

hahah guys !!!! remember, eita was friends with yn for like 3 years at least before any of that physical intimacy happened 😭 and we’re not even 3 months into everything with sae !!! trust ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১ heheheh

#mail : 🐈‍⬛ anon ! #re: priceless

[pcheyes]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out. <3

AWWW UR LITERALLY THE SWEETEST THANKS SO MUCH🤭🤭🫶🏽🫶🏽

(idk how i forgot to ask you but what representative emoji would you like for u ?)

#𝐯𝐚𝐥 talks ⋆˚✿˖° #moots :: 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐧 (🐈‍⬛) #ok but ur literally gorgeous soooo #જ⁀➴✉️ you’ve got mail

[mayoiayasep]

maybe it's better this way.. we'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

we couldve been so good together...we couldve lived this dance forever...but now who's gonna dance with meeeee

#inbox mail #kotoko 🐈‍⬛ #/lyr

[folklore-girl]

Andha paisa chahiye for the festivals

us 😭😭 meko toh fark bhi nhi padhta singer/dj kaun hai.. bas i feel like that experience sounds like worth having </3 but hum toh broke hai. 😔

#ppl have gone to eras tour 13 times even cause taylor’s lucky no. is 13 #like??? itna paisa hai barbaad krne ko??? #13 baar nhi toh 1 baar hi sahi yaar 😔 jaana hai koi concert/festival main #voiz ; 🐈‍⬛ #. ༉‧₊˚ — her mail !

[fullusun]

mark’s gf has a pass ……. >.> — u know who this is smh !

!? that’s where his pass went … he told me he lost his two days ago 😭 but baby dw, i’ll get one made just for you okay?

#just … make sure not to kidnap any members okay? 😭 #… (✉️) haechan’s got mail ☆ #?! ◟🐈‍⬛◞ * . . joonie <3 ˳ ⊹