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#''stop eating as much 😌 just don't buy snacks 😌''
hellogloom · 2 years
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here to make my weekly opening up about life in the tags-post 😌👍
#okay first of all!!!! last week of internship started today and it's............... strange?#i feel like it started like yesterday but it's been five weeks already#i got really lucky with the ward that i've been working at though everyone there is so nice including the patients 💞💞💞#i've learned SOOOO much more than i ever could reading from a book or listening in class#it is honestly kinda sad that it's over after friday :(#other thing is that my binging disorder has gotten even worse during the last couple of weeks#and when i was talking to my doctor about it i told her it's hard because even if i feel lliterally sick and 10000000% full i can't stop#and she said something about ''you're not eating for the kinda hunger that can be fulfilled with food'' and it really resonated with me#bc it's so true???? i can't fill the void i have with chocolate and other unhealthy food no matter how much i consume it#bc it's an emotional one#doing this to myself makes me wanna *** 🥲👍#i've put on like +30kgs in just a few years it's insane#and it's not even about the way i look it's the way i feel in this body that is so unhealthy#and i know it's my own fault!!!!!!!!!!!#i also feel really alone with it because i know the way people see binging is just#''stop eating as much 😌 just don't buy snacks 😌''#when the fact is that it's something i have no control over#anyway 💔#rant time over time to maybe gif something and watch bad reality tv <33333#ofe.txt#eating disorder tw
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hoodharlow · 1 year
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Good God
AN: Jack and Miriam turns one today and one year for writing for Jack in general 🥺🥺🥺 ty to everyone who has read my lil series and an even bigger shout out to my lovely mutuals that I made qlong the way. I ljve y'all so much 🥰🥰🥰 anyways enjoy Jack and Miriam in Aspen 😌😌😌 also @velvetstreets had an anon that gave me idea for nasty by r*ss
Requested? No
Warnings: general fluff and smut
Word Count: 2.3k words
Miriam via IG Stories
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Jack via IG Stories
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Jack dramatically dried himself with the fluffy towel. He and Miriam were supposed to have a chill day inside after spending almost a week snowboarding nonstop. But that went out the window when they realized they only have snacks and fruit in Miriam's grandparents' house. So now they're getting ready to go eat lunch and buy groceries. He walked out of Miriam's room and found her shaking her ass while she did her makeup. 
She wore a black thong and one of his flannels. He instantly felt his cock constrict against the towel wrapped around his waist. She bent down and moved her ass like she would when Jack would be behind her. He has never been more grateful for the dance moves Tinashe showed her until now. 
"Yeah, I want you to get nasty." She began to rap, oblivious to Jack. "Do that thing you know I like. No one watching', it's just me and you, alright, yeah, yeah, yeah. I know everyone wants a pretty girl like you. You look so good when you put me inside you. Listen, there ain't nothin' like that moan when the tip's in. Good god, look at you, you're doin' such a good job. Girl, I'm proud of you. I love the sound of you. Girl you're mine now, you were made for me. Cum for me baby, you don't gotta wait for me, yeah yeah. Yeah, I want you to get nasty, nasty–Jack!" She stopped rapping and clutched her chest. "Me asustaste!"
"Don't stop on my account." Jack smirked. "Better yet let me sit down and you get on top." 
"Just get ready." She said, going back to her makeup. 
"What song was that? Is that one from the movie?" He asked curiously. He knew a few months ago she'd been cast in a movie with Hailee Steinfeld where she plays a pop star that goes through it. 
Miriam paused for a few seconds and went back to blending out her bronzer. A telltale sign of hers where she contemplated on whether she should tell him the truth or not. 
"Whose song were you singing?" He asked her in a slightly more serious tone.
"Okay, Claudia sent me a tiktok because it was popular on booktok. I found it corny and stupid and next thing I know I'm shaking ass." She said defensively.
"Miriam, I'm not asking who put you on the song. I'm asking you whose song it is." He said in a panty melting tone.
"And it's such a great question." She nodded. 
"And you're being a pain in the ass. I'm just curious about whose song it is and you're beating around the bush. It's not like it's one of Russ's songs." He laughed. 
Miriam paused and reached for her eyelash curler. 
"Bro, are you serious?" He frowned. 
"It was corny and it got stuck in my head." 
"Mmhm." Jack nodded. 
"Are you mad?" She asked him quietly. She straddled one of his now denim clad thighs and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. 
"Why the fuck would I be mad that my girlfriend is singing a song from someone who I don't like and made it explicitly clear that I don't like that person." He said bluntly. 
"Jack, I'm sorry. I should've respected your boundaries." Miriam apologized. 
"Apology accepted." He said, reassuringly squeezing her hips. 
Miriam leaned forward and kissed him. Jack toyed with the fabric of her panties, earning an incoherent grumble from her. He inched his hand up her side to her breasts. He slipped his thumb and rubbed one of her nipples. She sighed in pleasure. She buried her face in the crook of his neck. 
Slowly, Miriam moved her hips back and forth against the denim material of Jack's jeans. She felt Jack drop the hand that played with her nipple down to her ass, lazily guiding her on his thigh. He used the other to balance them on the foot of the bed as Miriam continued to get herself off.
Her quiet whimpers and breathy moans filled her bedroom. She was so focused on getting off that she didn't feel Jack pull away and rub her clit until she felt her stomach drop. 
"Jack, I'm so close." She whimpered. 
He nodded and began to meet her hips by slowly bouncing his leg. His name was on the tip of her tongue when he gently pushed her back on the bed. 
Jack adjusted his cockin his boxer-briefs and turned to her saying, "We should get going. Our reservation is in less than an hour."
*
Miriam moaned in pleasure as she ate her burger. Maybe it was because she only had matcha for breakfast and was starving but she was eating the best burger ever. She reached for a tater tot and dipped one end in ranch and the other in ketchup. She reached for her, third, dragon fruit margarita and took a generous sip. Across from her, Jack was eating a dry aged altaire New York strip with a side of roasted asparagus and small ceasar salad. 
"Whenever you're ready." A server came by to drop off the bill. She didn't glance at Miriam but gave Jack a big smile before walking back. 
"I'm not even half-way with my food." Miriam frowned as she reached for the bill. 
Jack smacked her hand away and took it. He opened it and his eyes nearly bulged out of his eye sockets. "There's no way this shit is $149?!"
"Bro, you ordered a bigass steak, what did you expect?" Miriam said before taking a bite of her burger.
"I know your ass isn't talking when you ordered three margaritas." Jack scoffed. 
She chewed thoughtfully, covering her mouth. "If you can't afford it, just say that. Don't shame me for what I ordered." 
"I can afford it." He rolled his eyes. 
"Okay, entonces no estes chingando." 
They finished eating half an hour later and paid. Jack left three hundred dollar bills in the folder. They walked out hand in hand to their car. Since Jack is now legally allowed to rent a car he rented out a Range Rover for their trip even after Miriam told him that her family has two SUVs in the house for them. 
There were a few paparazzi outside, but none of them heckled or approached them. When they first arrived in Aspen, Jack and Miriam were spotted in the mountains by a few fans. They asked for pictures. The next day when they went back, the place was filled with paparazzi. So Miriam took them to another place for them. There the people that recognized them were more respectful and didn't bother Jack and Miriam. So the next few days they went there. It was pretty peaceful and they were able to enjoy themselves.
Jack carefully backed out of the parking spot and drove a few streets down to the grocery store. The store had a Trader Joe's feel to it, minus the overpriced food. The pair went around and grabbed things they needed to make actual meals. Jack paid while Miriam bagged the things. 
In less than a half hour they were home. Jack put away the groceries as Miriam prepped for dinner. She was making stuffed pasta shells. She had the ground beef and sausage cooking while the pasta shells cooked. After she made the cheese filling, she stuffed the shells and placed them in a baking dish. She placed it in the fridge since they weren't going to eat for a few more hours and cleaned the kitchen. 
Miriam went to her room and changed out of her outfit into a cropped zip up hoodie into a white thong. She put on fuzzy socks and grabbed her book before going downstairs to join Jack in the living room. 
Jack was laying on the middle of the couch with his legs propped up on the oversized square ottoman watching the Praise This in support of Druski's acting debut. Miriam laid on her stomach in between his legs, facing in front towards the television. She crossed her ankles and read. She just finished the Inheritance Games series and was starting the A Court of Roses and Thorns series. So far she wasn't vibing with Tamlin. She texted Claudia live reactions to her reading, and Claudia just responded to wait until the second book because that confirms a lot of things about Tamlin. 
She was concentrating on her book when she heard Jack making car sounds. He made a revving sound before passing a Hot Wheels over the back of her thighs, making Miriam's leg jerked in response. Jack grabbed her body and placed it on top of his lap. Her legs were now spread out to him. 
Miriam looked over her shoulder confused, "What are you doing?" 
"Playing." He simply said as he passed the car over the outside of her thighs. 
"Where did you get the toy car?" She asked him. 
"The store. There were a few on display while we were waiting in line to pay, so I bought one." 
"You're so silly." She shook head, going back to her book. 
Jack played with the car running it all over her ass and thighs. To get it over her ass he'd make extra revving sounds since the car needed more speed to get up. He got bored a few minutes later and tossed the toy aside. He drummed Miriam's ass watching it jiggle. 
That was when he noticed the wet patch on her thong. He deftly ran his middle finger from her spine down to her core. She quietly gasped feeling him mess with the fabric. He moved her thong to the side and effortlessly slipped his ring and middle finger in her. 
"Are you going to get me off this time or should I just take care of myself?" Miriam asked him. 
Jack laughed and began thrusting his fingers in her. Just like that she became a moaning mess. He pulled his fingers out but before Miriam could complain, he laid on his side next to her and laid her on her back. He unzipped her cropped hoodie, exposing her brown pert nipples. He ran his tongue over them then he kissed her breasts, marking them up with hickies. He kissed his way up her collarbones, claiming her. She had a few weeks off from filming and he was taking advantage of leaving hickies all over her body. 
Miriam cupped his face and brought him to her mouth. breaking their kiss, Jack slipped his hand inside her panties and continued thrusting his fingers in her once more.
"Who got you this wet?" He asked her, rubbing her clit.
"You, Ja–oh fuck!" she moaned out, feeling his teeth gently tug at her nipples. 
"That's what I thought, no corny Russ song can make you pussy drip like me." He whispered in her ear. 
"I'm so fucking–"
Miriam couldn't finish her sentence as her orgasm took over. She repeated his name over and over until her orgasm subsidized. Jack licked his fingers clean and leaned over her, kissing her. She reached over and slipped her hand in his sweats, pulling out his cock. She slowly jerked him off. 
"Which hole do you wanna finish in?" Miriam asked him bluntly. 
"What?" 
"What do you wanna fuck my mouth or my pussy?" 
"Both."
"Well you don't have two penises, so that option is out." 
"I don't know why you're acting like a smartass as if you'renot gonna be begging me to fuck you." Jack pushed himself off the ottoman.
"Am not." She crossed her arms. 
Jack shook his head smiling. He took off his hoodie and shirt. He then kicked off his sweats and got on top of her once more, capturing her lips with his. He felt her arms pull him closer to her as they kissed. He used his other hand to pull one of her legs over his waist as he deepened their kiss. Miriam pulled away to catch her breath, giving Jack access to her neck. She whimpered his name when she felt his teeth gently nipping her. He pulled away and kissed down her body. He pulled away from her lips and kissed down to her chest. 
He rolled off her and pushed down his boxers. He knelt in front of her and slowly dragged her panties down. Jack guided his cock over her core, rubbing it with her arousal. 
"Jack, stop playing and fuck me." Miriam whimpered. 
"Did you just beg me to fuck you after you explicitly said you weren't going to?" He asked her.
"No, I wa–" 
In one swift movement he entered her, making her cry in pleasure. He did a few shallow thrusts, slowly pulling out and pushing himself back in so she could get used to the stretch. They haven't had sex since they arroved to Aspen. Whenever they got back from snowboarding, they were too exhausted to do anything other than sleep. 
She felt so good around him. After a few minutes he picked up the pace and her moans filled the living room. Miriam wrapped her arms and legs tightly around him, needing him as close as possible. He slowed down and rutted his hips against hers, with each stroke he fucked her deeper and deeper. It didn't take long for Miriam to climax. She clung to him even more, repeating his name until her high faded. 
Jack chased his own orgasm. He shifted his hips as he thrusted into her. The new angle he was fucking her made her beg for him. He buried his face in her neck, kissing her sweet spot. She quietly whimpered his name, lazily meeting his thrusts before another orgasm took over. Jack’s orgasm followed soon after. He cried her name and pushed himself deep inside Miriam, spilling every last drop in her. He relaxed his body plopping on top of her. Their heavy breathing filled the room as they tried to calm themselves. 
"Good god, look at you–"
"Don't." Miriam cut him off before he rapped more of that corny song. 
Jack laughed and cupped her face. They slowly kissed each other. Miriam rolled them over so she was now on top. It didn't take long before she began round two out of the countless rounds they were going to have the rest of the evening. 
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Miriam via Instagram
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@'mdm: 📍Aspen
@'jackharlow: unzip the rest of your sweater 👀
->@'mdm: for once in your life can you leave a normal comment? Also don't act like you weren't sucking on my nipples after I took this
@'saintclauds: girl hurry up so we can discuss ACOMAF
@'booktokgirlie: no bc I have a pinterest board where I fancasted Miriam as Avery 😭 who do I call to make this happen
-> @'lionsgate: 👀
@'russ: I don't care if I get hurt, every rose has thorns
->@'mdm: you must be on some corny shit if you think you can comment your silly bootok lyrics on my post
->@'miriamxjack: get him for me too momma
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Jack via TIKTOK
@'missionaryjack: stitch to this tiktok (transcript: my girl's car needed an oil chnage and she deadass looked me in the eye and said 'I'll just buy a new car' when I asked her what she was gonna do if her car goes through engine failure)
@'miriamdominguez: that was taken out of context and you know it 😭
@'jacksnewbalance: not jack exposing my girl like that 😭
@'fan: Miriam ain't beating those rich girl allegations
@'hater: I can't believe she would do that. People can't even afford gas and she's gettting car after car over something as simple. She can pay people to take care of her car
->mdmstan: babe it's not that serious
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Jack via Instagram
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@'jackharlow: @'mdm thanks for keeping my dick warm while we were in Aspen
@'mdm: I can't take you anywhere 😒😒😒
@'tinashe: not to much on Miriam now
@'haileybieber: cuties 💕
@'jackfan: are we supposed to ignore the ring?
->@'mdm: yes, it's just a grad gift from my parents. it's worth more than Jack's current net worth
->@'druski: damn @'jackharlow your girl called you poor 🤣
->@'jackharlow: she also called me daddy so I'm not complaining
->@'mdm: @'jackharlow, so now you're broke and a liar? pick one
@'jackstan: their height differences 🥺🥺🥺
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ghostiiess · 6 months
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[NSB HEADCANONS] - making your apartment spooky with justin
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pov: title says it all!
warnings: some swears here and there, i think that’s all? Let me know if there’s more!
type: fluff
member: justin phan
REBLOGS AND LIKES ARE VERY APPRECIATED!
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so you guys just finished shopping
this year, with your boyfriend justin, you both decided that it would be a great thing to do a halloween party in your appartment
but of course, to make a good and unforgettable halloween party, you need to decorate the place!!
otherwise, it is not really a halloween party, it’s just….well, a party
(More under the cut!)
so jp offered his help to decorate your apartment with you!
« I’m telling you babe… in 2h, this apartment will looks spooky af! »
this man was ready.
you only asked him to bring his bluetooth speaker
this man brought your favorite fall drink, and A LOT of decorations
like this man bought stuff for like $100...
you will have enough decoration, i think.
you already had some decorations in your apartment, but this man bought even more (bc he said “what if we miss any?”)
you won’t have to go out for buying some more
at least, i hope not 😂
btw, he forgot the bluetooth speaker.
“Omg, I totally forgot!”
he would put the music on your tv or something like that
he would put a halloween music playlist
“this is the best halloween song, don’t you agree baby?”
and he would vibe so much, he would not be able to stop dancing or like sing the song
this man knows how to decorate a room!!
like idk how to explain it, but he knows where things goes
he knows how to make a great ambience with the decorations and what to buy…
i hope you understand what im trying to say 😅
“more to the left…. okay, now that’s too much.. just a little bit more to the right and you’re all set”
he would try to scare you with jumpscares
then fail.
“i bought this halloween mask just for you"
yes, you heard him.
he spent $15 for a halloween mask that didnt even scared you.
also, he would put fake spider and bats on your wall, i hope you are not scared of them…
“this is starting to look great!”
he also bought fake spider web
“spiderman will come to us!”
he would be so concentrated…
like, he would not stop until your apartment look spooky
“do you think we should add this banner on this wall?”
“you look so cute when you’re all focused like that..”
he would not be able to stop smiling
“my love, you are doing such a great job!”
“sweetie? could you help me for a sec?”
he would be the type to let you decorate for a while just bc he was busy making you something sweet to eat (or to drink)
“because you worked so well, you deserve this lil’ reward”
he’s a cutie :(
he would put LED light in your bathroom, in the living room, literally everywhere he can hahaha
also, he would tease you so much
you would put a fake monster mask and he would be like 😐😐
but then, when you would take it off, he would be like 🫨🫨
"damn, your face scared me! put that thing back on!"
he is only teasing, i promise you
but he's still a lil' bastard to say that 🤪😚😇
just kidding, ily jp
after a lot of preparation, decorations, making snacks, blablablaaaa..
it was the halloween party!!
let's say everyone LOVED how your apartment was decored
i would like to say that most of your decorations were still perfectly intact after the party, but it would be a lie…
the 4h of decoration n preparation was worth it 😌
you did a party with 7 boys (and their girls) full of energy (okay 6 if we don't count ryan bc watching animes > partying) + there was some alcohol…
phan bought soju !!
if you can't drink / not in the age to drink, he would make you juice or a special drink
drinks that taste like alcohol, but that don't have any alcohol in it?
anyways! hope your enjoyed your halloween party with jp
yes idk how to end this rip
taglist! (open! send an ask if you'd like to be in it!) : @nsb-rkive @kentisbaby @firebenderwolf @hyuneee0 @yawnzzznnn @ghostyycat7
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