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pbandjesse · 5 years

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I don't know what's wrong but I feel awful right now. I was having a really good day and I felt good. And sometime around 5 I start getting a migraine. And then when I got home I started having this horrible chill. And now I like I'm laying here and I'm shaking my head hurts. I don't know what's wrong. I hope it passes with some sleep.

I like I said I felt good today. I slept pretty good last night and woke up around 7:30. I read an article on my phone and that made me feel better about getting up. I don't know why but it just kind of woke me up in a way I haven't felt in a while. I got dressed and I felt very cute I packed my lunch and I headed out.

I did not thoroughly enjoy my bike ride for many reasons. First I forgot to bring a sweatshirt or a jacket or anything so it was a little chilly. That just got worse throughout the day but whatever. I also got leered at by a bunch of gross guys. So that didn't make me feel very good. But I got to work in one piece and everything was good.

I was doing assembly line but sixth graders today and they were such a great group. The teacher was great the kids were great the parents were great. I got to kind of Goof Off with them a little bit and do assembly line differently because they were so nice and paid attention so well. One of them even called me ma'am. And we finished up early so they all got to go and hang out in the car for a little while and go to the bathroom and stuff before we did our tour.

And it was a very good to her. I got a little mouth numb few times but they all took it in stride and enjoy my stories I think. When I got to the Garment Lofts buy legit started choking up. And then I couldn't stop choking up I got really into my story and they all really felt the emotions to and then I was just like okay I can't talk in this room anymore so we went to print and I was able to pull myself together by then. But I really think that they understood why I got so emotional about Baltimore and the women in the immigrants and all of that. I hope the kids appreciated it.

I left around 12:15 and I biked to the bus and got on right away. I got to the school and went to the community room because we were supposed to have a meeting at 1:30. And there was some food in there for us because of the teacher appreciation week so I got pasta. And I waited. My other coworkers came but Chelsea and Tiffany were not there. And I was very concerned that I was in the wrong room but I was in the right place everyone was just running late.

We had a restorative circle with some of the girls from her class. Talked about some of the issues and how we could be better about being catty and fussing with each other all the time. It was good to get it all out in the open with them. I hope it helps even though we only have a couple weeks left.

We had to run to go get the kids because the circle had gone later than we had planned. But the kids were upstairs hanging in the hallway and it was all good. They got our boards for us and we went inside and painted for a couple minutes before we went to recess.

It was very cold when we got out there and Michael Kennedy was just wearing his sweatshirt around his waist so I asked him if I could wear it and he let me and that helped a lot. I skated with the kids a little bit but mostly way to gymnastics. I let the girls try to teach me how to do a cartwheel. I used to be able to do around off but it's been awhile like almost two years since I've done one. So we were having a good time doing that. And then we went to dinner.

Our time was good in general. Chelsi took the girls and went to film their music videos and I went outside with the boys to film their action movies. I lucked out this time because I only had four kids. But to be fair yesterday chelsi had four kids and I had everybody else. So it all work out. And I really had a good time running around with the boys and tell me their actions means. I hope chelsi it is okay with editing all of it as well. She's so great about that.

Like I said though I started getting a headache at the end of the day. And the kids were screaming at each other in the cross or when it felt very overwhelming. But I had them all go around and say a positive thing about filming and gave him a marshmallow and then it was time to go home.

I didn't have to wait too long for the bus which was nice because I had forgotten my charger at the BMI and my jacket at home so I had a dying phone and I was cold. My battery lasted about halfway on the bus ride but it was okay. I stopped at the grocery store to get hot dogs and bread and then came home.

I had my hot dogs and hung out for a while. And then I took a bath and I have been desperately trying to feel better. James is going to come over soon which is why I'm trying to get this done a little bit early. But really I just think I'm going to fall asleep. Just don't feel very good. Tomorrow I have the morning off though. So I get to sleep in which I'm looking forward to. And then hopefully it's just a good day with my kids. Sleep well everyone. Have a good night

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