#- tably asks my thoughts on a topic

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*starts drafting a rant on tumblr dot com* *writes a few hundred words* *is overcome by lethargy and omg doesn't sleeping sound so much more fun than this because im never going to get everything i want to express down and it's gonna feel forever incomplete* *lets it rot in my drafts forever and ever*

#girlblogging.pdf #i am a sleepy first and foremost above everything #but yeah just did the thing again #my drafts are a hellscape #so many incomplete rants in there i appreciate people who can consistently write full on rants #i adore reading rants but theyre so much work. critiquing and being a hater is so much work #because you have to be so careful about not accidentally including/excluding some harmless thing you didnt want to target #i mean dont get me wrong ive posted a few of them too #they usually get like 2 notes lol but its more for myself i like having it written down somewhere so im not overwhelmed when someone inevi #- tably asks my thoughts on a topic #and its frustrating stewing in my annoyance #but yeah anyway #i like ranting into the void its so satisfying when i feel like ive gotten my thoughts out semi fully somewhere #like processing all my thoughts takes away that power they have to frustrate me because i know im annoyed but cant fully express why #but yeah i am bad at completing them. thats the drawback of not being able to stay angry for long the sleepy always overpowers the rage #its a blessing and a curse #blessing cause im mostly pretty chill #curse because it WILL comeback to annoy me later if i dont fully process it