#5 am vinnyposting

[izu]

trhinking about kirk...

lov that beautiful strawberry blonde himbo

#shut up vinny #5 am vinnyposting #I LOVE HIM. UGH. #INSUFFERABLE.

[izu]

i hope the star trek community grows out of shitting on ethan peck :( he's doing his best

#5 am vinnyposting #shut up vinny #like yeah his clean shaven vulcan wig was a little funky but we've only seen it oncw. they have time to improve designs #:((( it makes me so sad to see people being so cruel to him and he hasnt even been a spock actor for 5 years yknow

[izu]

its four n the morning time for my semi regular bones loveposting

thinking about,,,, spock fallin asleep on bones' shoulder during a particularly long shuttle mission n leonard the whole time is falling deeper and harder in love with this stupid, stoic for no damn reason, cute, tree sized vulcan who purrs when he nuzzles into his hair and pushes him closer

#5 am vinnyposting #.txt #spones #I GUESS FHSKDGDB #i love leonard mccoy i would like to hold he hand #hes so soft... only when theyre alone or hes really really worried but hes so fucking soft dont touch meeeeee #if spock can comfortably doze off on anyone its his doctor #after all he cant hide his lack of sleep from him #theres no logical way to not get caught nodding off next to him might as well submit and bury ur face into his neck

[izu]

hhnnnggghhhhh 5:30 am bones thirstposting here we goooo

no one can convince me that bones doesnt actually have magic hands because yes, he does, he absolutely does and he's gentle but firm and reassuring and tht probably drives spock up the fuckin WALL

like the first time they vulcan kiss spock is reduced to a puddle. bones has to scoop him up and put him in a bucket shglkajfldhfkshhfnsb;

"spock hold my coffee for me"

"okay"

their hands touch for like two seconds and spock drops the cup and shatters it HGJSHGKDHDJ

#.txt #5 am vinnyposting #spones #they'll just brush knuckles or something on the bridhe and spock is stumbling over his display #LEGENDARY HANDS IM tellinG YOU #whats a healthy sleep schedule? dont know her #WHY DID THIS BLOW UP DFSJK

[izu]

ive been working on a fic for a while now and i might have enough motivation to finish it and post it here real soon.... i'm not the best writer by any means but i'm doin my damn best.

its mostly a pining fic, i've seen a lot of leonard pining for spock fics and i wanted to make one of my own with the roles reversed. spock struggling to come to terms with the fact that he does indeed find doctor mccoy alluring, wanting desperately to fill the void that he knows was left behind from his previous wives but knowing he'd never stoop that low, he'd never return the sentiment for a vulcan who doesn't have any relationship experience in the first place. and he knows that it isnt professional, he knows how those lingering stares of his are inappropriate and he is daydreaming of the impossible, but he makes leonard laugh and smile one day unintentionally in the mess hall and it scares him more than it should because he wants so much more than that, so much more than just a few sparce glances and brushes of their hands when attempting to work alongside one another. but he makes leonard laugh for the first time and for that short lived occasion everything is alright. he sees a side of leonard mccoy he's always wanted to see, always tried to create in his head out of little glimpses of teeth and crinkled brows. and he's okay, he's okay living in the moment, drinking up that southern charm from a distance.

theres obviously going to be more than that in the story, i plan on having a mind meld scene where leonard has the whole kit and caboodle dropped in his lap and he's like "oh so thats why you've been avoiding me recently"

i'll see how many chapters i wanna make when i finish this first one but. spock running away from his feelings never gets expanded on enough in the romantic sense, i've always wanted to indulge myself a little fkshfhgkshfkdh. its gonna end with them together obviously i have no self control but i've always found a lot of comfort in the idea that spock internalizes a lot of things said to him without realizing it. he isnt necessarily worried he wont be good enough, but he knows that leonard (and a lot of others too) says these things to him and whether or not he means them is a whole different issue-- (hint: he doesnt, he never did) spock is just hyper aware that he can't give a human the intimacy and vulnerability that they need to have a happy, healthy relationship. and he isn't confident he can push past his vulcan stubbornness to give mccoy what he deserves and has been denied of twice now. the last thing spock wants is to become another dark, unattractive stain in the CMO's life. so, like usual, he bottles it all up and stores it away for weeks, months at a time until he's forced to admit to it all, either by something that's putting everyone else at risk, or him and mccoy themselves. and bones would obviously bring out that honesty in terms of emotions and insecurities because if anyone knows how that's like it's leonard fucking mccoy lmao.

#spones #.txt #i didnt realize how much i wrote in this post until it was too late #whoopsie doopsie #i cant draw rn anyway my brain only knows how to make Words #5 am vinnyposting

[izu]

its four in the morning this time but i ffffucking love leonard mccoy and i want to kiss he face..... aaauuuuauffyujghgguhhh magic hands.........

#5 am vinnyposting #.txt #i am so annoyijg im sorry... #all i post about is bones

[izu]

its 6 in the morning and i have been up all fucking night thinkint about bones....

i want to hold his ahnd!! aand kiss hims scruff a lilttle and fmake him laugh with corny and or stupid jokes that take like 30 seconds ffor him to understand

:((((((( this man keeps me up at night i hate this

#i am so tired i just want to be Kissed by a certain stupiid space ccowboy #wwhos ex wives didnt love him i will love y you bones pLEA #.txt #bones appreciation #5 am vinnyposting

[izu]

i ccant stop thinking about that one karl urban gif of him taking off his shirt

what the fuck

#WHYS IT ALWAYS AT 5 AM #WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS AT FIVE IN THE GOD DAMN MORNING #.txt #i need pills to cure my h*rny #i am diseased #5 am vinnyposting

[izu]

its that time again but tonight im loveposting abt kirk cause that earlier anon got me Thinking. about things.

do u thibk jim knows that hes pretty... like does he stare at his eyes in the mirror :((( let me hold u, u dumb stupid reckless captain rrrr

like hes got no reason!!! to be as charming and witty as he is and also "fuck you i do what i want" in terms of personality like there was NO REASON to make him cute and also a lowkey rebel. none at all. how dare u make him that fuckcign attractive im fuming

#5 am vinnyposting #.txt #not a day passes by that im not thinking about either jim or leonard what the fuck is wrong with me #i diagnose myself with gay.

[izu]

i want the s&m and wap mashup to play at my wedding and also at my funeral. this is not negotiable

#.txt #5 am vinnyposting #i am entirely serious about this #shut up vinny

[izu]

cant get over the time my friend told me that u can tell how much of a spock kinnie i am by how i draw hands. i literally have not recovered n its been a month or more at this point

#.txt #you're right but you shouldn't say it #HFKSVSJ. i dont need it any more obvious than it already is!!!!!! #anyways im tuckin in early 2 night so no 5 am vinnyposting #nini ✨ #shut up vinny