#6 months is like 182.5 days so i guess that means i'll get it in 3-4 days

[scarletcomet]

lil vent in tags. self harm tw.

#i had a dream about self harm last night #wonder what that says about me and my mental state🤔 #im 179 days clean #that dream was kinda triggering wtf is wrong me #i've had the urge a lot lately tbh but i haven't done it largely because i want to get the little 6 month medal on the calm harm app #6 months is like 182.5 days so i guess that means i'll get it in 3-4 days #kinda nervous that i'll relapse after that tho #the next medal after 6 months is 1 year and i doubt i'm ever going to get that #i haven't gone 1 year without self harm since i started when i was 14 (i'm almost 21 now) #tw self harm #personal