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i-appear-misssing · 1 year

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towards the end of the relationship i’d started rewatching house md with my ex, and all i can remember is how unpleasant and anxiety inducing it felt to be stressed and sad all the time and still in med school having to study while being stressed and sad and angry all the time. we had to stop watching cause it was giving me so much anxiety

I’m rewatching it now and yeah sure, it still kinda gives me anxiety cause there’s SO MANY things i don’t know and it makes me paranoid about every single patient i see with a stomach ache or dizziness but what’s weird is that i have no memory of the episodes from that last rewatch, but i do remember everything from when i used to be obsessed with it as a kid!!!! Like, i remember what i felt watching it when i was 12, nothing from when i was 26.I remember almost every episode’s twist ending from when i was a literal child and not an adult woman studying medicine.

And it’s so good, being able to revisit those dumb feelings and recontextualise them knowing who i am and what i know now. And my god, the way i used to be OBSESSED with house and cameron and like...........oh poor baby me. You understand so little about yourself. makes me wanna cry from sheer fondness

#and MY GOD how salty i used to be cause i knew she used to watch house with her ex before me #so obviously i had to be like I KNOW EVERYBODY LIKES THIS SHOW BUT ACTUALLY I HATE IT FOR THESE MANY SMART REASONS NONE OF THEM BEING YOUR #LAME ASS EX BOYFRIEND #it was in fact because of the lame ass ex boyfriend but it also was for x-many smart reasons #only now i can watch it and laugh about how dumb it is #AND I LOVE THAT I CAN DO THAT FINALLYYYYYYYYYY #man the 2000s were.......trash truly #but my god is allison cameron the reason i'm gay #like how could i actually believe that i wanted to kiss house when i was a tender child of 12/13 when i so clearly IDENTIFIED with #the egomaniac quippy asshole who somehow every woman on the show ends up pining for #and what does it say that my most gargantuan juvenile crush was on a boy who behaved almost exactly like that??????#my theory as a gender disbelieving adult is that i always actually wanted to BE my boy crushes not so much smooch them #cameron on the other hand i might have wanted to smooch but oh the power of denial and internalised homophobia

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deiliamedlini · 8 months

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FINALLYYYYYYYYYY OH MY GOD (im at last where i left off) okay so first of all zelda telling that guy off was beautiful! i was filled with dread for that whole exchange… so creepy and gross— like, i can’t imagine what would have happened if link hadn’t payed those women… second, i feel really bad for link because for him, in this instance having sex was a weapon and not something he wanted to do. i completely understand where he is coming from, when link and zelda are in bed, and she is tracing his tattoos. she asks nothing of him. just to hold his hand. when he says he feels calm around her, like he can finally let his guard down… i cry (sorry i just love this fic sm i have no words to convey how beautifully it’s written because i suck ☠️IM SORRY) 😭 and last but not least GANONDORF REVEAL????????? HELLO???? and that’s why you kidnapped zelda? to protect riju!!!??? that’s such a huge reveal omg

LEGIT I LOVE ZELDA COMING INTO HER OWN AND FINALLY BEING ABLE TO BE HERSELF AND TELL OFF A BITCH LOL! Im soooo glad she did! AND YES!! That's exactly it for Link like, so spot on! I love him finally realizing that there can be more <3<3 😭

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kyunsies · 3 years

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hello hello mädchen <3 i hope you're doing good today and it is lovely where you are

i am slowly feeling better thank you - i'm still have trouble with sleep but i hope that it gets better soon. 😢😢😢 your words. you are super amazing too and so kind. i feel we have very similar tendencies too and it's a really good thing sometimes but can also be a not so good thing. idk if you've tried this but i'm trying to try less hard? not that like i don't want to work hard but it feels like sometimes i cross that line where it's too much and it actually makes it worse? like to let go enough to be able to appreciate my work as opposed to try and kill myself over it? idk i don't know if it will work but i want to try? i've just moved to a new agent/rep that will hopefully be better for my mental health just cause they seem nicer and will stress me out less.

your job sounds really thorough though. do you enjoy it? i 100% agree with you though! i like to buy good quality clothes too, but that's probably because i really don't buy loads either so each piece feels like an investment? what did you get? is it warm where you are? or have you been investing in more wintry stuff? i so so rarely get multiple versions of albums! i always really to but then i wonder if i;m going overboard and if i end up looking at the photobooks? i got the comma and xiesta photobooks last year and now i'm not sure if i wanna sell them on to a monbebe that will appreciate them more? hmm just me overthinking probably? leather platform shoes sound AMAZING. hahah i do the same though if i know i want to spend some money so i usually wait for the following month sometimes even though i know i'm gonna get the thing anyway? haha.

i'm back to heaven as my fave now!! i'm so so so looking forward to mx eng2 but i agree with you. like these careers are so so so short i'm sure they're aware of this and just want to live their career to their full.

ahhhhh 😢😢😢i love you lots and honestly i was so scared my last year of uni too. i don't think older generations get how much harder it is for people our age when we leave uni and stuff to just start a live that is nice and happy and fulfilling. so you're not alone and honestly even now i feel the same way just after i left uni. BUT you know you have the ability and that means you'll always be able to find a way. i was gonna buy five versions of an album today so i am deffo not the most responsible haha XD but thank you and also know that being insecure means that you're human and not an asshole because honestly all the people that were so overconfident that i've ever known (and i don't mean like - putting it on to help them get through stuff or performing but legit thought they were all that) have all been assholes. so it means you have a good heart and you will always find a way. i don't deserve being looked up to honestly but i'm honored you think i am <3 i'll always keep working hard - i wish i could give you a hug in person and let you know that things will be okay! please always feel ok to tell me your troubles and anything as well. am always here for anything you need too <3

love you lots and lots and lots xxxxx 🦢

babe i am finallyyyyyyyyyy answering this now ;___; i'm so sorry i kept u waiting but i wanted to answer this with all of my attention and not when i was busy bc that wouldn't have been fair to u :( so i hope u have been well and thank u so much for being patient !!! also u used my full name ........ what if i loved u with my whole heart <3

have u finally been able to get the rest you need ? i know work can keep our anxieties on high alert, which makes us even more inclined to burn out :( i hope u are able to rest well soon and not worry too much about work in the future ;____; but like i always say i'm really proud of u for pushing thru anything bubbie like u could easily just give up or have a mental block but if there's one thing i know both of us pride ourselves in it's always finding a way to handle stress no matter what the cost it does to our mental heath etc ....... which could be a bad thing but also there's lots to be said about how our work ethic is right ?? also LDSKFJS not trying hard .......... i think u mean like not stressing myself over every little thing right? there's a saying "don't cry over spilled milk" like CHILL it's okay it's just a mistake just clean it up and move on :') i really wish i can learn this mentality in the future ...... i just don't have those types of ppl around me in nursing school bc all of us are always on edge so i think i'm missing ppl like that in my life (besides my family but to an extent they can be classified as type A personalities too skjflfj) but anyways; u said u moved onto a new agency?? i hope that works well for u and they are able to allow u to grow and create things freely <3 good luck !!!

my job is just okay !! i won't be doing this in the future but it's nice to know that for a fact i don't think i could work in an office setting like this for the rest of my life HHH but it's okay, i don't mind organizing things for other ppl esp if it will help the company in the long run !!! and about my clothes SLKDFJ i totally agree !!! like we said we don't like our bank account hitting below a certain number so everything i buy is like an "investment" like u said hehe so most of the things i buy for example jeans are over $70 for me but i know i'll probably go a whole year not buying another pair and wearing those most likely everyday lol u know ? it's very warm where i am (most days lol) so i've been buying some light weight clothing !!! i don't like wearing jean shorts or anything like that, my fav material to wear in the summer is linen and cotton so i've been buying a lot of flowy linen pants <3 i got a pair from the store madewell, and bc i was on holiday this week i went to this one swimsuit store called everything but water and they sell pricier swimwear but i get so fed up trying to go to cheaper stores to look for swim tops bc i have bigger boobs hhhh and nothing makes me feel comfortable in my own skin so i don't mind spending money on something i feel comfortable in !! anyways i bought a bathing suit from there and then i think that's it ?? i was going to buy some jo malone perfume but it's so expensive so i didn't ;____;

U ARE BACK ON THE HEAVEN TRAIN WOO HOO <3 lol it is such a good song ....... i told u it's in my top 3 comfort songs <3 and about the eng album !!! yes i totally agree, i think they're aware of how much they're doing and honestly i think they should take advantage at every opportunity that comes their way as long as they feel that have control of the situation :)

and ALL OF THIS LAST MESSAGE MADE ME CRY WHEN I READ THIS :((( i tell my mom about all my anons lololol and she knows about u and ur work and i read this last part to her and she thought it was so sweet of u to say ;_____; it's kinda comforting knowing i am not the only one who has these doubts about the last year of uni :( i don't get much feedback from my family (besides my mom and grandparents) about if they're proud of me or not , i don't think they really get how hard it is for me being a nursing student but i just want to do well at whatever i do :( i want to be able to look at myself and go "hey u know what ur doing and ur doing really well".... i just hope i get there someday ;____; i have so many anxieties and maybe i need to talk to someone about them bc i think they hinder my nursing performance rather than help me but just knowing someone like u cares out there ........ i mean u know me but we have never met and u are so sure about my abilities and i can't tell u how thankful i am for someone like u <3 truly brings tears to me eyes <3 i want to give u a hug too :( thank u for ur kind words always i could cry right now ;_____;

#asks #💥 anon #angel thank u so much for being patient i know i kept u waiting for a little while #i love u and thank u for always being here for me :( i love u like no other :(#pls take care of yourself this week for me okay? i'll be here if u need it !!!! love u !!!!!!!

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bollywoodpapa · 5 years

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Katrina Kaif launches her own beauty line Kay by Katrina

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Katrina Kaif launches her own beauty line Kay by Katrina

Bollywood actress Katrina Kaif has recently launched her own beauty line called ‘Kay by Katrina’.

The actress shared a sneak-peek of her beauty line on Instagram and captioned the video: It’s finally ready… Arriving October 22, 2019.”

“Two years ago I dreamt of creating a beauty line. So excited to finally share it with you… Can’t wait. And it’s all on @kaybykatrina #kaybykatrina #kayxnykaa,” she added.

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its finallyyyyyyyyyy ready ……… ARRIVING October 22, 2019 Two years ago i dreamt of creating a beauty line ……..So excited to finally share it with you …… can’t wait 💄 💋 And it’s all on @kaybykatrina #kaybykatrina #kayxnykaa

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Katrina Kaif launches her own beauty line

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Stay Tuned …….. October 22, 2019! 💄💋 @kaybykatrina #KayByKatrina #KayXNykaa

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The actress also shared a letter which reads, “For as long as I can remember, makeup has been an innate part of my journey- from the runway to the big screen, and now I have rendered my love for it to Kay Beauty, my first ever Beauty Brand!”

She added.”I’m always on the clock, always on the run, with endless shoots that involve me wearing make-up all the time. As much as I love the look and feel of it, I do wish my skin felt as comfortable, as I did wearing it.”